The Last Thing Ever

words were received.

and now the final words have been written down.

this will be the last thing ever.

but i'm keeping it for now so i can write down everything before it's sent so that nothing is missed out.

there's no turning back from here.

but it has to be done.

for my sake.

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ANYWAY, hardly any of u would have noticed, but the stalker post has been removed. well, let's just say the post was all part of the plan to confirmly find out who the person is. heh. don't try and con me la wei. i got my ways to find out one. =P

and i tell you, my chem exam yest was like totally WAAAYYY better than expected. u seriously can't imagine how stress i was. i was like giler giler stress. but i'm the only one to blame la. cuz of bad planning. can u imagine, i studied all the past terms stuff for the exam only to realize that when doin the past year exam papers that hardly any of the 1st term's stuff is tested. oh and i also was looking at the last term's test and thinkin "wow, i can do this stuff man. quite easy." then only at 11 smth i realised that i'm looking at the WRONG past year papers. i soon found the correct ones and started reading them. and i realised that there was ONE WHOLE CHAPTER that i hadn't read yet for the exam. and i nvr got around to doing it. cuz exam starts at 2.30 that day. so between 12 and 2 i had to squeeze in readin 3 past year papers and lunch. totally no time. and totally NOT PREPARED! i was crazy stressing. but it's still my fault and there's no doubt abt that. BUT thankfuly the papers were quite similar to the past years and i managed to answer it. not hoping for a good mark tho. i'm just happy i could do it. oh and my lack of concentration during that whole time din help at all. made me more stress and lagi cannot concentrate. seriously la giler.

BUT thats all over now! i'm done with my exams! i'm on holiday now!! =D stayed up til like almost 5 yest. wathced Harold and Kumar 2. SUPER LAME and dumb man. it's like lameness after lameness man. sooo dumb. haha. oh and i woke up only at 5.30 pm today. cuz basically i was really tired and din really a reason to wake up. feel kinda guilty tho leaving Ally alone to go jalan jalan. feel like a bad host la. haiihhh... nvm. must make it up somehow.

and i miss my guitar. =( haih. talked to my dad just now. he said he'll have to find out a way to ship my guitar here if possible. but then also i worry whether it'll be safe and all. whether it'll get injured on the way here and stuff. plus if it arrives at Uni hall. what if someone steals it! =( wah. dunno la. but i want it here so badly. ish ish. hopefully it'll all go well, see how.

oh and i so wanna learn drums la. like really learn and can play properly. and i dun mean like simple beats la. i mean like Travis Barker and Mark O'Connel sort of beats. smth diff la.

kk i blab too much di. so i'll leave u with a song.

The Last Something That Meant Anything

Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
About things I couldn't say to you
And things that we could never do and,
This conversation has had no face
When the words take days you can re-write and erase anything

You know my heart (so tell me honestly, did you ever want this)
Knows all these

And I'll borrow words from all my favorite paragraphs
To write a ballad while we say the things
We hope would mean the most to me
And
Each line I sent I have found a new pages of hope for the days
When I feel like I've lost everything

You know my heart (so tell me honestly, did you ever really want this)
Knows all these lines (‘cause my jealous heart can't take that)
So I'll sing this song for every word that's come out wrong

But, I'll be ok (Is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
’Cause it's broken
Yeah, I'll be ok (is that what you want me to say)
It's called breakup
’Cause it's broken

I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
’Cause it's broken (repeats)
I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
’Cause it's broken

And well, try so bad to tell me that you
Make it that you're sorry and the
Lines we said
Never meant the words we meant
Every kiss that you could ever mean
The everything that takes you back
The chocolate, rose, the kisses
Then let's chase it, will you miss it?

I'll be ok
Is that what you want me to say
It's called Breakup
’Cause it's broken
(x2)

Well I thought that we could sit around and, talk for hours
About things I couldn't say to you
And things that we could never do

Mayday Parade

Currently Listening To: The Last Something That Meant Anything - Mayday Parade