Friday, February 20, 2009
Now That's What I Like La
but well, he asked me, and i answered. tho i know he def doesn't believe what i say as compared to what he saw. haha. well, we all beleive what we believe la kan? haha.
dan saya sepatutnya blog dalam melayu, tapi i kiwi la. kiwi tak cakap melayu pun. jadi. ape2 lain yang i nak cakap kat ni, i blog dalam melayu je la. tapi melayu i melayu baku je la. campur manglish kot. tapi kan, i rasa melayu i ok gak ah. kawan i banyak melayu jadi ok ah. haha.
oh ku mmg benci pakau sial. haram betul la. bila i tak sambung main, aku leh menang. bile main, tak jadi siot. haram jadah ah. tapi i masih suker main gak. haha. ape ntah yg ku pikir pun i x tau la. haha.
ok jo. post ni mmg stgah inggeris dan stgah melayu. sbab pe? sbab aku kiwi ah bro. kiwi tak guna melayu sumer ni. haha! tapi sbab kau dah tag. ah buat je lah. haha.
eh aku rase kan, bes gak blog dalam melayu. tapi nanti ade org tak paham. jadi lepas ni i tukar balik ah. haha.
ok la. stkat ni je la mlm ni. selamat malam. :)
Tengah Mendengar: Lebih Cerah Dari Sinaran Matahari - Aqualung
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Can You Handle The Truth?

interesting question from the tag i believe. but what does it mean?
well, to me, i guess it's when people tell you the truth, can you accept it? and i guess when we're talking about truth here, i guess it means facts. like pure facts.
some truths are opinion based too. like just say person A doesn't like person B's shirt, so the truth in this case is simply person B's shirt doesn't appeal to person A's taste. but this is just for person A. some other person may have a different opinion. but it's still the truth that person A doesn't like the shirt.
so those are truths. facts i guess. so the question can you handle the truth basically asks if you can accept facts. even if you don't like it.
but is it bad if you can't accept the truth?
i don't know actually. i guess it would be natural if some certain stuff you couldn't accept. for example, if person B disagrees with person A about the shirt. does that mean that person B can't accept the truth?
no, i don't think so at least. because that's an opinion based truth and not a universal truth. what may be ugly in someone's view may be beautiful to someone else.
and i guess it's fine too when you don't like the truth as well. i mean at least you accept it. but doesn't mean you have to like it.
and i guess in a case where the truth can't be accepted in times where the news is shocking, out of the blue, is also a special case too. something like, you find out your friend you just had a drink with just passed away, and well, it'd be hard to believe wouldn't it? but does that fall under not accepting the truth? well, i guess it does, but i believe it's not wrong in itself because the truth in this case is shocking.
so when is not being able to handle the truth a bad thing?
well, honestly, who am i to say, but i guess the only logical time would be when it's facts and it's not opinion based and it's not shocking. i guess an example would be someone telling that smoking is bad for you. hey, it's a known fact and it's not opinion based and not shocking. but you deny it, saying you can't live without it. because you've grown addicted to it. and you refuse to believe the truth. this is when i would say you can't handle the truth.
i guess what i'm trying to say is when someone tells you the TRUTH, will you shove it aside because it's not what you wanna hear? even when it's right and true. will you throw it out the window because it is true and you don't want to hear it?
thats when you can't handle the truth.
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rubbish la. why i can't type so much like this for my formal report?? ish ish. seriously la. when it comes to talking rubbish that doesn't make sense (yeah i don't think it makes sense cuz i look back and wonder what rubbish i'm trying to say. i confuse myself. skill la. haha!) i can do that very well. nonsense la. haha.
Currently Listening To: Progdigal - OneRepublic
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
Tagged By Jon SE!
Starting time: 12.27am
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 9-11
Height: 172cm (yes i'm short. shuddup. ish)
Where do you live: Christchurch, New Zealand
Favourite drinks: Currently water i guess
Favourite breakfast: Eggs and pancakes
Have you ever Been on a plane: ,... Yes
Swam in the ocean: Swim. hmm. i guess u cud consider attempting to swim as a yes la.
Fallen asleep at school: Pffft. teacher told my mom k. ish.
Broken some one's heart: yes
Fell off your chair: yes. but it's called skill k.
Saved e-mails: yeah. still got tons from like waaaay back.
What is your room like: wah damn tidy for a guy k. gayaness. haha.
What's right beside you: banyaknye stuff. key,card,phone,discman,pen,comb,mouse,books,cd....
What is the last thing you ate: UNI HALL DINNER! some beef and pita bread thing. not bad la.
Chicken pox: Std 3 i think. stayed home and played NBA. hahaha.
Sore throat: i do believe so. oh ya! after Hillsong concert.
Stitches: Nah. invincible. ;)
Broken nose: Refer to above.
Do you Believe in love at first sight: pffftttt. love? nope.
Like picnics: very interesting concept. shud try it sometime. haha.
Who was were the last person You danced with: erm. haha!
Last made you smile: answering the above question
Today did you
Kissed anyone: i told di. i don't kiss ppl that frequent one la. ish. haha.
Get sick: Invincible remember.
Talk to an ex: no
Miss someone: hmm. not today i think.
Eat: ,...
Best feeling in the world: being happy.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: when i was a kid yes.
What's under your bed: Drawers
Who do you really hate:pfffft sif i'm gonna say here. hahaha!
What time is it now: 12.37am
Random
Do you have any siblings: berape kali nak tanye??
Do you want children: yeap
Do you smile often: so-so i guess. can't tell la. don't really walk around with a mirror and notice.
Do you like your hand-writing: it keeps changing.
Are your toe nails painted: ,...
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: see first whether the bed is nice. haha.
What color shirt are you wearing now: Black
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: hmmm. i think it was the BBQ time at Hanmer. we were prob watching Prison Break then
When did you cry last: No idea.
Are you a friendly person: HAHAHHAHA. i doubt that.
Do you have any pets: I guess the cat counts la.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: hmmm. i dun really know what feelings this is. haha. prob in their room i guess.
Did you hold hands with the person who means anything to you now: Maybe
Do you sleep with the TV on: Noisy laaa
What are you doing right now: doing this taaagg, listening to music, and chatting with someone new. haha!
Have you ever crawled through a window: think so.
Can you handle the truth: I would like to believe so
Are you too forgiving: well Su teng says i'm way too nice than i should be. so yea i guess
Are you closer to your mother or father: hrmm.. i guess my mom la.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: don't think i cried in front of anyone in the last 8 years.
How many people can you say you've really loved: There are some.
Do you eat healthy: Since coming here i think i do. UNI HALL FOOD!
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: hmm. dun think so.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet la. humble ppl are liddat one. =P
Are you confident: No
5 things I was doing 10 years ago
5 things on my to-do list
5 snacks I enjoy
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
5 of my bad habits
5 places I have lived in:
2. Selangor
4. Kedah
5. New Zealand
5 jobs I've had
1. Card Marketing Officer with Chevron Texaco Ltd
CALEB!
Josef!
Eunice!
Su Teng!
Lauren!
Ji Ming!
Dana!
and whoever who wants to do this tag.
and hrmm. the only way i read throught everything is cuz i did this tag. kalau tak... tak bace laaaa. haha!
Currently Listening To: Burn This City - Cartel
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
Tagged By Ji Ming!
Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
pfffttt. nooo. haha. but i think my parents mmg know la. but waiting for me to tell i guess. haha.
2 ) Describe urself in one word.
ppl say lame. i think i'll go for thinker.
3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
someone who loves me
4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
love is a strong word. so no. if you say liked then yes.
5 ) Does it feel good to love?
yeah i guess
6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
hang out with each other doing nothing or maybe just some random talk
7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
eh! seriously la! ish. fine!
8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
still trying. haha. so yes got.
9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
normal. everyone is jealous of something.
10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
nothing. i wouldn't even want to talk/look at them.
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1 ) Best place to cry?
err. weird. i don't really cry. so no best place. haha.
2) Who do you love the most?
i'll go with God la.
3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
crap. i don't remember my dream. thats weird. hmm. i do believe it's something happyfying tho. haha.
4) Ever hated someone so bad?
yes. and it's still going on.
5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
it'll never happen again.
The last person..
-you had a beer with?
the ppl at Acacia Avenue. too many ppl to name la.
-you went to the movies with?
hmmm. Tanmay and gang. Dark Knight.
-you talked on the cell phone with?
MY MOM! :D
-you texted?
Siew Ping
-you yelled at?
someone at football? "Center center!" =P
In the last week have you..
~Kissed someone?
pfftt. macam la every week i kiss someone new. haha. no. haha.
~Danced crazy?
nope. do i look like a dancer? haha. k dun think breakdancing counts right? haha.
Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
human caused problem.
If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
answered b4. change the past.
If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
not much a travelling person. but i guess europe?
Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
yeah i think so.
Are you old fashioned?
yeah i think so.
What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
to tell someone i love them. if they don't already know la.
What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
i don't know actually. haha. i already gave up on the hardest thing to give up on. so i dunno.
5 Facts About Me:
plays air drums really well. like seriously.
first guy in my family and extended family to have long hair.
one side of my chin is longer than the other.
my right hand thumb has a black line that grows with the nail.
my hands are quite huge.
5 Things that Scares Me:
losing my friends
failing subjects.
failing Uni.
making a fool of myself in front of ppl i dunno.
disappointing ppl i care for.
7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
Feel Good Drag - Anberlin
You're Gonna Go Far Kid - The Offspring
Snow (Hey Oh) - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Beautiful Machine - Shihad
Ammunition - Switchfoot
Sorry - SunsetWest
Beat It - Fall Out Boy
pffft wrong time to ask the question la. been listening to all 3 of the Yellowcard albums. so i guess all their songs are in my head now. haha.
7 Words/Things I Always Use:
too much!
cekap
rubbish
pffftttt
lah
haram
yea sureeee
I tag...
heh. the fun part! :D
Caleb!
Bernard!
Calvin!
KS!
JSE!
Eunice!
Sanjit!
Su Teng!
Currently Listening To: Dear Bobbie - Yellowcard
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Cuz Dana Tagged Me And Julian Says I Gotta Do This B4 I Leave Cuz He Tagged Me Too.
so on with the tag!
5 things found in my bag
-Broken ear piece of my Nokia headset. haihhh
-Carabina (i dunno if i'm spelling it right) from Seniors Nature Camp
-Friendship Band
-Key chain from sister
-Corporal Field Service Rank =D
5 things found in my wallet
- Linkin Park and Switchfoot Tickets
- MONEY!
-Movie Tickets
-Receipts ( i have no idea why. dun ask)
-Guitar picks
5 favourite things in my room
-Guitar =DD
-Laptop! =D
-Bed! =)
-Phone!
-Air con!
5 things I always wanted to do.
-Play on stage in front of my fans!
-Get a Gibson Les Paul
-Be a gaming pro. =D
-Find a wife! =P
-Win an official street race in a fancy modified car. =PP
5 things I'm currently into
-My laptop =D
-bumming around
-having the last word
-playing switchfoot on guitar
-Being on the phone, talkng or smsing. haha.
List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
1. Gibson Les Paul. =D
2. Custom Linkin Park Signature Guitar
3. Some damn nice fancified car. Ferrari or Lambo. ( u guys better b noting this down to give me k)
4. A lot of cash
5. My own band!
The person who tagged you is: Julian Lau!
Your 5 impressions of him/her:
Julian:
1. Future Chuck Berry! =D or Santana! or Mark Tremonti!
2. The greatest Switchfoot fan i know
3. Knows how to make ppl laugh
4. MUSIC DUDE!
5. Very nice guy. seriously
Dana:1. She and her enchanted stuff
2. Sms buddy!
3. suker taciturn
4. there was this one time when the tv suddenly on-ed anddd.......... =P
5. loves starbucks more than anyone on the planet la i think. haha.
Most memorable things he/she has give/done to you:
Julian:
i dunno la. got damn a lot i think. how to choose la? =/ well i guess the most recent one was to introduce me to Johnny B. Goode. rocking song wei. haha!
Dana:there was this one time she gave me this small cute magnetic turtle for my bday. haha. unfortunately the magnet came out. so now its a plaything. haha!
If he/she becomes my lover, you will:
Julian:
ooooo... thats jus wrong... i dun think Wei Ren or Jon will allow la. haha!
Dana:
no way... cannot... can u imagine how much money i wud haf to spend on starbucks??
If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Julian:
If i'm a complete jerk jackass and i hit him again with a car. sry again for what happened last time Julian! =(
Dana:cuz i forgot to do her tag and also cuz i'm supposed damn bad to her? haha!
Pass the quiz to 5 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
Caleb!
Joel!
Pat!Jit!
I no idea who else la. u readin this u do la. i invited di so do it. haha
Currently Listening To: Jamie All Over - Mayday Parade
Saturday, September 15, 2007
The Seven Things Tag
1. Form a band and play on stage
2. perform solo maybe?
3. find someone who will last
4. buy a Gibson Les Paul
5. go for another rock concert
6. grow my hair long and dye it
7. learn to play a love song
Seven things I will NOT do even if it kills me.
1. deny being a christian
2. give up music
3. have sex with anyone who isn't my wife
4. smash my guitar into the ground
5. forgive anyone who causes the ppl i love harm
6. waste money
7. say that it's all ok and mean it.
Seven things I do when I'm away from the public.
1. Sing
2. play with my hair
3. be emo
4. day dream
5. jump around my room while playing guitar
6. toilet stuff la of course
7. uh, play guitar? haha.
Seven fav sentences/quotes.
1. Holy Crap
2. ok thats just crap
3. What The Crap
4. Shit
5. Biar ah
6. yaaa suuurreee....
7. niiiiccceeee....
Seven favourite songs from all time
1. Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) - Taking Back Sunday
2. Here Is Gone - Goo Goo Dolls
3. Spin - Taking Back Sunday
4. Here's Your Letter - blink-182
5. All Day - Hillsong United
6. Shinobi Vs. Dragon Ninja - Lostprophets
7. Minority - Green Day
Seven things I'll make you wish you didn't do if you did.
1. cause me to hate you
2. destroy my guitar
3. destroy my music collection
4. treat me like crap
5. hurt my friends
6. insult my religion
7. lie to me n make me believe in smth that is important to me
1. Joel
2. Jin
3. Grace
4. Michelle
5. Eujeen
6. Julian
7. cant think of any other names di. haha.
DumbstruckGreen Day
Colour me stupid
Good luck
You're gonna need it
Where I'm going if I get there...
At all....
Sunday, May 20, 2007
I'll Take The Tag First
note-to-self: blog abt exams, midvalley & camp and post pictures.
but for now. i shall do a tag which is complimentary from Joel. Thx? haha.
5 THINGS FOUND IN YOUR BAG(school bag)
1)my PURPLE pencil box. ;)
2)PURPLE file
3)Cap
4)my melted mars bar *runstoputitinthefridge*
5)junk
5 THINGS FOUND INSIDE UR PURSE/WALLET
1) some money. only some. ;)
2) Identity stuffs
3) Hers n our stuffs.
4) Touch-N-Go
5) LINKIN PARK CONCERT TICKET! =D
5 FAVOURITE THINGS IN MY ROOM
1) Wives. err i mean my guitars. =)
2) stand fan. =/
3) tv with astro! =)
4) discman with speakers.
5) overloaded plug point.
5 THINGS UR CURRENTLY INTO
1) Lostprophets
2) Emoness
3) Peter Parker's bad guy hair
4) My super chunted phone
5) Getting used to the reality that things will never be okay.
5 PEOPLE YOU WILL TAG
I hereby tag:
1) Lauren
2) Wei Zhen
3) Dana
4) Su Teng (start a blog!) =P
5) Anyone else also can la. =)
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an off topic thing: that guy looks sooooo gay. seriously. O_O" i shall hereby declare that all guys who take part in cheerleading are gay. fullstop.
Haha. ok. i gtg for dinner now. be back to watch my OTH ep 17&18, Smallvile 621&622, and Lost 321. Haha! but i wont blog for today. i need to get the cable from Her (see its capitalized. happy? sheesh. haha.) so i can transfer data from my phone. haha.
bye!
Currently Listening To: Lostprophets - Goodbye Tonight
Monday, March 12, 2007
That Tag Thingy (TTT)
LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Benjamin Jon
Birth Date: I dunno la
Current Status: Feeling high and crazy a bit. Must be the music. Oh wait. Prob i'm supposed to put Single here. Joel u confused me.
Eye Colour: When i actually stare at my eyes long enough to remember i'll tell u.
Hair Colour: Hitam. Cud change to purple tho. See how. =P
Righty or Lefty: Right la. Cuz i'm always right. =P
LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage: India!
My Fears: People hating me.
My Weaknesses: Music!
My Perfect Pizza: I also dunno la. Pepperoni n Hawaian and Seafood are cool la.
LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My First Thoughts Waking Up: Can i spare more time sleeping? Most of the time i fall back asleep
My Bedtime: Extremely unstable. Cud be whenever.
My Most Missed Memory: Of when we were both great together.
LAYER 4: MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke: err. both taste almost the same to me la. dun really care.
McDonald's or Burger King: McD! Burger King expensive!
Single or Group Dates: Mestilah single. ;) A
didas or Nike: Adidas! But i onli haf an adidas shoe. thats all.
Tea or Nestea: Milo
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: I said already, Milo.
LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: Not yet.
Curse: Heh. No one really knows. ;)
Take a Shower: Duh.
Have a Crush: I don't think right now.
Go To School: Actually yes. Cuz INTEC is like a former school rite? Sheesh...
Want To Get Married: Yea. I do believe so.
Believe In Yourself: Nope
Think Your A Health Freak: Heh. This wud definitely be a no rite Joel? Walking around outside the hostel barefoot wud put me in the NOT health freak.
LAYER 6: IN THE PAST
Drank Alcohol: Erm. Once.
Gone To The Mall: Yea.
Been On Stage: Yup. To sing a Backstreet Boys song somemore with frens. Heh. The good old crazy days. =P
Eaten sushi : Of course. Love the wasabi man.
Dyed Your Hair: Like i said. Purple.
LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...
Played A Stripping Game: Nope.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: I think i did. But i'm still trying to find out who i am la. So i dunno for sure.
LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To Be Married: Erm. Maybe before 35? I also dunno.
LAYER 9: IN A GIRL
Best Eye Colour: Blue or green wud be cool. But i'm fine with anything la.
Best Hair Colour : I'm pretty sure i like black.
Short Hair or Long Hair: Panjaaaaaaaaaaang but not tooooo panjang la.
LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: Doing the tag? What kinda question is that?
Hour Ago: Online typing out my earlier blog entry or was it chatting away or playing poker with KS. heh. bad memory la.
4.5 Hours Ago: Sleeping cuz it was so bloody hot.
1 Month Ago: i guess i wud be at the hostel doing dunno what la.
LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love: my MUSIC!
I feel: kinda refreshed from sleeping jus not. not sleepy.
I hate: myself in a way.
I hide: K. if i told u this i wudnt be hiding it anymore right?
I miss: the good times.
I need: to get my hands on a laptop and command and conquer 3!
LAYER 12: TAG 4 PEOPLE Heh. this is gonna be hard since not many ppl i knowstill maintain. but thos who maintain i guess wud haf already done this tag. so if u've done thi jus ignore la k.
1. Grace
2. Wei Zhen
3. Dana?
4. Anyone else la. Ur choice. Heh.
kk. Bye. Again.
Currently Listening To: Last Train Home - Lostprophets
Thursday, June 22, 2006
I Got Tagged Again....
- Marcus Beaumont
- Linkin Park
- Spongebob
- Cosmo
- God.
- Guitar
- Music
- Discman
- Sleep!
- God
- Have mutant powers
- Start my life over knowing whats good and bad
- Be a super chun guitarist
- Study harder
- Not get angry so fast
- Sleep!
- Headphones for my discman
- A nice computer game to play
- To watch Lost season 3!
- To not be bored
- Third Eye Blind - Blinded
- Relient K - Apathetic Way To Be
- Hillsong United - From God Above
- blink-182 - Not Now
- Fall Out Boy - The Music Or The Misery
- Sugarcult - Memory
- Lifehouse - Spin
- Hillsong United - Free
- Hillsong United - All Day
- Destroy/Stomp/Hell March/HM2 - Frank Klepacki
How I see myself in 10 years :- Working for the Goverment
- Found the right person for me
- Not fatter
- Smarter?
- Still playing guitar
- I can play guitar for an hour plus straight without doing anything else
- I have 1358 songs in my WMP. For now at least.
- I think way too much for my own good.
- I dun hate the fact that i am wrong sometimes, i hate the fact somebody else is right.
- Cant stand slow songs.
- Not as smart as ppl think i am
- Not as good at guitar
- Ppl think i'm easy to read
- Reliable
- Ppl think i'm hardworking
- N
- O
- O
- N
- E
Currently Listening To: Someday - Flipsyde

