You'll Make People Think You're Blind

seriously, it's been here the whole time.

you just never saw it.

or maybe didn't want to see it.

well i guess, sometimes it's best to assume the worst.

and i guess, technically, you can't say i never told you.

open your eyes and see the things you don't wanna see.

and yes, this goes out to all of you.

:)

Currently Listening To: Touchin On My - 3Oh!3

Oh FB Is So Not Private

and neither is this blog.


which is exactly why the things you don't need to know, there's calls, texts, email, and FB msgs.


and just when you thought you knew it all. ;P

Currently Listening To: MK Ultra - Muse

I Laugh At The Strangest Things

comment on a drummer, snareguy17, who did amazing on his cover of 30 Seconds To Mars' cover of Closer To The Edge.

"What kind of loser username is that?

snareguy17? Pfft.

Please change it to epicsnareguy17."

:)

lol. no idea why i find it so funny. must be cuz it looked like an insult but turned out to be an epic compliment. which makes the whole comment awesome/amusing.

cekap fellas la. both the drummer and the commenter.

Currently Listening To: Closer To The Edge - 30 Seconds To Mars

Back Off

bitch, don't you dare do this again.

you already got what you want, so stay the hell away.

the bleedin hell is wrong with you?

STAY.

AWAY.

>:(

Currently Listening To: Duck Sauce - Barbara Streisand

How To Know If A Joke Is Funny

simple. if u literally can't contain your laughter, it's funny.

it's like, if ure in the library, and u know u should be quiet, but, no matter how hard u try not to laugh at the joke u heard, u still end up bursting into laughter. while everyone around you stares at you wondering "what's wrong with this kid?/doesn't this kid know this is a quiet zone?"

and that's how u know a joke is funny. or how funny a joke is.

why am i talking abt this? cuz it happened to me.

was in the Grotto, and posted a FB status update which got a reply that made me burst out in a short laugh before i realised i was attracting attention. oh yeah, this was when it was pretty close to midnight and hence was pretty quiet in there. and i was tired. here's how it goes.


Me: Meng And Tuk
Joshua: tea door lah!


and for some reason i found that hilarious. i dunno why. maybe it's cuz Josh said it, but yeah. i just burst out laughing. sure it's not exactly a joke per say, but a play on words (and languages). but nevertheless, i found it funny as. haha.

good joke. good joke.

:)


(note: an understanding of malay is needed to get the joke.)

Currently Listening To: More Than Anything - Hillsong United

Well, Yes, That Is Creepy When I Don't Know You

seriously who are you. i reckon i probably do know you.

so who is someone who's searching for me, but doesn't really know my real name?

hmmm.

u spent damn long on here searching for smth.

so what is it u r looking for?

don't be so stalkish and creepy.

u can always ask me stuff u wanna know. i'm really not as secretive as you would think (hence, the blog spilling stuff abt me.)

SO

WHO ARE YOU??

Currently Listening To: Company Car - Switchfoot

Mix CD

i love the way mix cds can bring you back to that time in your life when you burned that CD.

like i can literally remember the sights,sounds,the smell and feelings i had of things from years back from just listening to the song.

it's pretty awesome. and i'm glad that i have quite a lot of mix cds to listen to.

plus, i also get to listen to songs i haven't heard in a while.


what sucks now is, after 6 years, i think my discman may be dying. not cool.


and still haven't found my phone yet. :(

but relying less on computer. spending less than 3 hours a day on internet these days. so that's awesome. studying more.

and yesterday, i felt useful. and i knew my subject. well kinda. it felt good. hopefully, this studying streak continues.

looks like i won't top up my internet til after the exams then. oh well, at least i study and save money.


and part of me, is somewhat "scared" abt going back. cuz i don't know what's going to happen. and i sure as hell, don't wanna go back to what happens everytime. so in some way, if you see smth happening, make sure i stop it. thx.

and yet at the same time, i'm curious as to see what would actually happen.

but in all this, i gotta remind myself that i can't be kind. can't be nice. and i have to remember all that's happened. cuz leopards don't change their spots.


hmm k i shud get back to work. i don't like that the only places in uni open 24/7 are the ones with comps. such distractions.

k gotta work and finish up study for tmrws test. which, somehow, despite my current studying, i have a feeling i'm not gonna do well still. oh well, might as well try than don't try right?


and what kinda sucks abt not having phone and net, i feel totally communicationless.

maybe it's a lesson i need to learn. learn to communicate more with people. get ppls phone numbers. text them. even if it is for fun. get their emails. add them on msn. actually talk to them.

need to be less antisocial.

maybe that's why i lost my phone. hmm.

think abt it, if i was social, i'd always be texting/checking my phone. hence, i would always be checking my phone. which would equal me not losing my phone. or instantly noticing when my phone wasn't with me.

k fine. after this, i shall attempt to be more social. note, attempt. :)

k enough procrastinating! to work it is.

Currently Listening To: Love Song - Sara Bareilles

I Like Not Having Internet

yes i do realise i have internet now and it's kinda contradicting my title.

but ANYWAY, it feels good.

like detox/rehab. it's good.

it's like now, i have more time to do stuff i need to do.

do not like the fact i rely on internet a lot. i realise how useless my comp is without the net. why? cuz i can't actually get distracted by it.

and the one thing i realise abt FB, it's like cocaine. the more u have it, the more addicted u can get to it.

it's like this, u post smth on FB, then someone may like/comment. then you go and see/reply. then u see smth else someone is doing on FB, then u comment/like, then they reply. then u come back and see other stuff and so on. SO, it ends up pretty hard to get off.

one thing i realise, i haven't posted anything on FB since saturday and i haven't viewed what ppl posted on my wall and what ppl commented. k fine not true. i did check. but i didn't comment or reply or whatever! so it didn't get worse. like more comments and stuff.

plus it got me thinking, we all survived b4 FB and frienster and what not. so we def can survive without it again. like, u wanna know abt ppls lives, go talk to them! stop being a stalker! lol.


anyway that's enough abt FB. there's other stuff as well. like my room is waaaaaaaayyyy cleaner. and organised. i think i'm eating better as well. work gets done. studying gets done.

k i'll say it. i like not having a comp. life seems better. i'm keeping this up til exams and after exams as well maybe.

lol. it's like i had some revelation like that. hahaha.

so why am i back online now?

i needed a break. this studying too much and working too much is crazy. esp studying and going thru notes and everything but coming up short. k coming up short is an understatement. more like being totally blur. and yes it's annoying as hell doing everything u can, and still failing. ish.

but that's besides the point. i don't wanna be emo. i'm in a damn good mood currently. and i have no idea why also. haha.

my life is weird like that. bad things happen, but there's been quite a few times i'm like damn happy. like take this year for example. i'm quite sure i've said it before, that this year is just awesome. but this year is SO SO screwed up. i dunno why life can be screwed up and awesome at the same time. life is weird.

aaaaannndddd lastly, as i'm in the middle of watching OTH right now, i just gotta say la, Brooke is HOT. :)

k there's prob way better pictures. but i like this a lot. there's just so much to the photo as well.

k i'm done. my internet break is over. i shud go off now. and sleep and go to class tmrw. oh yeah! i've been going to class also! cuz i got nth to keep me up. :)

yes. comp. is bad for me. so i'm gonna change that. rely less on comp. k go! :D

Currently Watching: One Tree Hill Season 8 Episode 4

And That's Why I Game

cuz it's relaxing.

it's the only thing i know that i do well.

and well, i like feeling good. i like the feeling knowing there's smth i'm good at.

unfortunately, the smth i'm good at in life, doesn't matter in the real world.



and why i game a lot? cuz when i game, i tend to block out everything else in my life.

like there's nth to think abt but the game.

and i think too much as it is.

and well, there's a lot of sucky things in my life to think abt.


so unbelievably, i actually need the games. to be less emo.


damn.

this is sad.

Currently Watching: Fringe Season 3 Episode 2

It's Like An Uncurable Disease!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME???

THE MOMENT I DELETE THOSE SPAM COMMENTS IN THE CHATTER BOX, NEW ONES APPEAR.

IT'S LIKE SOME HYDRA!

CUT OFF ONE HEAD, THREE MORE APPEAR.

RAGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


DAMN SPAMMERS.

Currently Listening To: Toxic - A Static Lullaby

Clan

how awesome. someone asked me to join their clan. :)

i feel pretty wow now. :)

Currently Playing: Modern Warfare 2

Insects. Pests. Bugs.

i think what's annoying is i think i know, but i'll never be sure.

some days, i prefer to know nth at all than not enough information.

but it just totally makes sense that he'd be the one i guess.

and i figured i'd prob nvr be ok. by the way i always seem to have a problem at the smallest sight of him.

best part is, i know i shouldn't be pissed. but that's what happens after so long i guess.


but the one positive thing i keep learning, is that after a while, u just get used to everything, that they don't seem to matter.


"Time. It all just takes time. And everything will turn out fine..."

Currently Listening To: Voices - Saosin

Sometimes, The Hub Can Give You A Good Laugh

[19:34] SilentNub> has ne1 here played the game singularity?
[19:35] Catalyst> im going to say no because its shorter than yes, as you said ne1 because its shorter than anyone
[19:35] Catalyst> so no
[19:35] SilentNub> ...
:D

lol

Currently Listening To: Breakin' - The All American Rejects

My Better, Is Better Than Your Better

i love this. esp cuz of the perasan-ness. AWESOME LA.

Currently Doing: Anything better than you. >;)

You Shouldn't Do Stupid Things Like That In The First Place

Haley Haley.

i'm disappointed.

i thought you wouldn't have turned out like every other celeb.

u kinda expect the slutty ppl to be the ones to do such a thing.

but i guess not just them. Nothing Is What It Seems.


haih.

lost respect. =/

Currently Watching: FlashForward Season 1 Episode 22

Cliched-ly True

it's funny, u watch a show, and this scene happens.


Girl A asks Guy A out. not the first time she's asking. but he's like no cuz he's just out of a relationship. but then she persists. so he's like, well, he's gotta move on to right? so why not.

and like a few moments after they kiss, that's the moment la when the guy gets the msg from his ex saying that she made a mistake implying they shud get back together.


so that's the scene. so typical right the timing? and it's like so cliche. and ppl will say, it always happens in shows one la. not in real life.

so when it actually happens in real life, u just end up getting stunned. like NO WAY. this is just too coincidental. kinda mind blowing i would say.

so in the end, you end up with, Mind Blown + Confusion at Ex + Confusion abt what to do with new girl. yeap. ur brain ends up in a mess.


it's funny, cuz like, we tend to watch all these dramas shows and say, psh that nvr happens in real life.

but sometimes, all these unbelievable stuff u see, happened in real life, and that's where the shows got the inspiration from.

hmmm

Currently Listening To: Blackbirds - Linkin Park

I Feel Famous!

wow. if you search "Nothing is what it seems" on google, my blog comes up on the 4th link!

like wow. i mean, that's like just a random phrase, song lyrics, can be anything!

but like i'm at the first page of google. and top 5 link somemore!

lol. so weird. it's not like i post worldy relevant stuff somemore. hahaha.

k la. awesome. i shall just accept it. haha!

Currently Listening To: Nothing Is What It Seems (Without You) - Saosin

Well, Yes, Yes, I Do Feel Amazing

well, honestly, it's not a big deal, but being the first person i know to post/mention abt B.o.B's Airplanes, which everyone is now only hearing, is a pretty awesome feeling.


i like being one of the first discovering new music. esp cuz it's music.

HAPPY.


it's like liking posting smth on FB, then everyone liking it. come to think of it, i did post the song on FB. cept nobody listened and liked it then. ish.

unfortunately, nobody realises i was the first one among them to take note of the song. but nvm. at least i sendiri tau while the song becomes famous. LOL.

Currently Watching: South Park - Season 8 Episode 5

Owned

seriously. owned. i dunno what to say.

[~:¦| βεη Ј |¦:~]© - Airplanes says:
dont' get distracted by fb!
Face your book!

yumey says:
i am texting
and facebooking
hence
i'm textbooking
textbooking = studying
GOOD ENOUGH ;A



gg.

Currently Watching: South Park - Season 8 Episode 2 (A.W.E.S.O.M. - O)

There's A Certain Reason I Like COD4

and this is it.


cuz i can be pretty good at times. :)


hahah. well i guess we all like things we're good at. haha

and speaking of games, AC2 turned out to be really awesome. like it's real fun to play i think. compared to AC, there's just way more stuff to do. it's just different. and same and yet awesome at the same time.

yes it's lagging pretty bad for me for some reason even on lowest setting. but still cool. and tho i do feel the graphics could be better, the gameplay is stil really fun.

k i shall not bore u non-gamers with my gamer talk.

i shall be off. to think abt my assignment. haih.

Currently Playing: Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare