Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Jeremy Davis of Paramore

this guy got skills weiii.. seriously. i thought what he did in the Pressure vid was just an act since like all music videos are sort of just acts. but then since i watched the DVD of The Final Riot Jesh got me for Christmas, i was shown to be wrong. the guy damn pro man. seriously. cuz he does it live. this is a must watch vid! seriously. esp for all musicians!

Currently Listening To: Born For This - Paramore

Monday, December 29, 2008

Games I've Played This Year

i think i've done justice to my gaming laptop. and i'm proud of myself. so here's what i've finished playing this year. the only ones i didn't finish is Far Cry 2 and Fallout. basically cuz both were extremely boring. and Race Driver: GRID also didn't finish. too hard for me. =/

k that's all. one end of the year update done. :)

Currently Listening To: Hope For Every Fallen Man [Acoustic] - Relient K

Friday, December 26, 2008

Youth Camp

okayyyy. so yes there's been a lack of updates. well, surprisingly enough, i've actually been busy the few weeks i've been home, day AND night as well. like really busy with stuff. tho i've had time to come online, no time to blog. and currently since it's the day after Christmas and it's in the morning i'm kinda relaxed now (for now la. from afternoon onwards busy til night di. haha), so i thought might as well blog.

so first off youth camp. k i dun really feel like talking abt all the stuff that went on in camp la. it's kinda boring for me to do so and i'm kinda hoping someone else wud do it. haha. but to me, i really enjoyed this camp. like a lot. and like the whole time there i was trying to figure out why. then when i came back, Uncle Ravi sorta pointed it out. u know why i enjoyed myself? simply because i didn't have any responsibilities. yeah. that was the simple reason.

i wasn't part of the committee, i wasn't a group leader, i wasn't in charge of the room and i wasn't in charge of my sis also (but she's grown up and can take care of herself anyway. haha) but yea la. i had nth to worry abt. and that's like the way i liked it i guess. it's jus peaceful u know, like not worrying abt anything can go and lepak and do stuff u want during free time. the only thing i was bound to was worship practices and stuff. which was kinda bad cuz it ate up my free time and also my meal times. but yeah. still i was FREE! i was finally a camper relaxing and enjoying. it sorta reminded me of 2004 YC where i didn't have anything either and cud relax as well. well that time not fully relax la since i had other stuff and worship prac as well. but yea. smth like that.

other than the relax times i also got to meet new seriously damn cool ppl. ppl like Jervis, Sai, Joyce, Alisha. seriously cool stuff. and got to know ppl better too. and my team was like Cekap la! Ju-Hann was the leader of Intersection. and we almost won. and actually cud've won if any of us decided to hand in our book. but that's the thing u know, even if we didn't win, it didn't seem to matter, i still had fun with my team and doin all the stuffs with my team and all. it's no doubt la that my team was the best even if we didn't win. i love my team man. prob another reason why i enjoyed YC.

this feels like a commentary for some reason. ish. anyway, camp was cool also cuz i managed to lepak with the ppl i dun normally lepak with. like all u know la, not my gang sorta ppl. i even sat with Euodia and Mel at that emo bench and jus lepak and talked that one night. it was cool. plus both of them are damn funny and can really make u laugh. and also got other ppl as well la, can't really remember who and stuff but yeah la. i liked YC cuz of the lepaking with others and all.

yeah. that's abt it that i wanna say la. i seriously enjoyed myself. it's definitely the ppl la. and the stuff we did. :) oh and my angel was damn cool. he said he nvr gave me anything cuz he didn't have the time, but i got three things "from him". haha! cekap la. haha.

oh and the camp site was super nice and cekap also. shud go again next year. unfortunately i dun have any photos yet since luke has to stll edit some photos and Euodia can't find her usb cable and dunno what else. but anyway, some are up on FB. so check it out there. :)

sry Jo if there's not much explanation abt the camp. jus felt like talking abt me and camp. haha.

Currently Listening To: S.O.S - Rihanna

Monday, December 22, 2008

Did You See It?

so did you see it?

did you see nothing is what it seems?

or did you just accept whatever you saw?

some things seems simple but are far from it.

and sometimes you're looking at it from the wrong perspective. or wrong point of view.

so, now what did you see?


But nothing's as it seems

Escape The Fate

Currently Listening To: Breakin' - The All-American Rejects

Thursday, December 11, 2008

The Lie That Was For Your Own Good

so please understand. it was for your own good.

i didn't tell you guys for a reason.

so that if anyone were to ask you, you wouldn't have to lie.

that's all.

sry but it had to be a secret and it still has to be.

Currently Listening To: Sic Transit Gloria.... Gloria Fades - Brand New

Monday, December 08, 2008

Expect Disappointment

i just feel so numb.

i dunno. i guess when i read what i read, i didn't expect to hear that. maybe i expected something more... of higher values? hmm.

i dunno. it's just disappointment. it seems like i'm trying to fix the world but it just keeps falling apart. why? why don't ppl see what's right and wrong? what gives them this skewed perspective? is it friends? is it family? is it just because of rebeliousness? or is it just because they don't know? but if they didn't know and they were told, would they want to accept it? it scares me to know that most probably they wouldn't. they'd rather not choose to sacrifice something eventhough they know it's wrong.

maybe i expect too much of ppl nowdays? i guess i want to live in a world where ppl who are supposed to be good do the right things. and have the right mindset.


and why do i care so much?

apparently it's Messiah Complex according to Sanjit. and it sucks.

the only way to beat this is to not care.

and like ppl have been saying in blogs these past few days, possibly the only way to not be disappointed it to not expect at all.


in other news...

my results i got back. i'm actually not happy with it at all. maybe cuz i also had the impression it's easy as to do well. haih. i dunno. i just feel... like i didn't do well enough for some reason.

actually i did do well, it's just that one subject that i'm not happy about. i mean, i totally didn't expect to do badly for that sub. and i did badly. maybe it's the term test that brought me down. or maybe everyone else did well.

honestly, i don't have a reason to complain actually. i definitely didn't study as hard as the others. heck far from study hard. i should be rejoicing at the grades i got.

but aih. i guess i'm just greedy. and not satisfied with what i have. i know i have to study hard. but can i even do it? i need to change! for my own sake! haih. i hope next year is diff.


i miss Yih Ren. i miss playing with him so much. cuz he and i like practically memorised all the bits and parts to songs that we don't need practice all we need to do is play.

it's like that time at Youth Camp last year. he on drums and me on bass. it was just a random session that we had. just "oh hey, let's jam" and there we were playing like 4-5 songs back-to-back without even practicing.

now that's jamming. and even if we messed up we managed to like fix it without stopping the song. and we knew when the song when to the verse and what not.

so yeah, i miss Yih Ren. wish there were more ppl like him. then we cud prob form a band or smth.


yeah i'm pretty emo today. possibly cuz i'm tired too. enjoy reading.

Currently Listening To: Run - Hillsong

Friday, December 05, 2008

The Edge

Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break!

Linkin Park

Currently Listening To: One Step Closer - Linkin Park

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Jam (Khoo 2008)

-verb (to be used manglishly)
1. The state someone gets into when faced with something unbelievable, shocking or illogical. Sometimes followed by whole body freezing with blank or shocked expression on face.

e.g: When i read what she wrote, jam.

lol. Bernard, feel free to edit. drop a comment or smth. :P

Currently Listening To: Hit The Lights - Bullet For My Valentine

Tuesday, December 02, 2008

Like Flipped 180?

hahhaa. i dunno what to say la.

k in situation A, it would be better to use method 1 la. but some ppl decide to use method 2 which is more expensive. tak logic man.

and in situation B, both ways is fine la. but like method 2 i think is more normal. but now method 1 is used. win la.

and blaming the person for dying when you caused them to die? that's like super win. hahahahha!

sry for a cryptic post Jo. but i think u may understand la. or maybe not. haha.