Plans And Downfalls

My downfall and ruined plans shall come from my inability to shut the hell up about talking about myself and stuff.

the probable causes are the fact that i can't let things be unsaid and also this blog.

now let's try to change that.

Currently Listening To: Fire Fall Down - Hillsong

It Wouldn't Be Fair Would It?

It wouldn't be fair would it?

if you make fun of other people's God and get all worked up when someone insults yours?

or turn a blind eye when someone insults someone else's God but expect everyone to listen to you protest when someone insults yours?

Currently Listening To: Bullet Soul - Switchfoot

Relient K Has Awesome Song Lyrics

but for now i'll just share this

"... It's funny how you find you enjoy your life, when you're happy to be alive."
High of 75 - Relient K

^ is so so so true.

on another music note (pun not intended), this song currently owns:

Disappear by Motion City Soundtrack.


absolutely love the way there is a stop of music at the start of the chorus the 2nd time. epic.

k back to studying.

Currently Listening To: Disappear - Motion City Soundtrack

In No Hurry

Sit up screaming at the break of dawn
Pull out your hair, biting your tongue
Its getting you nowhere
You're fed up, leaving at the first chance
Never look back, never a last glance
And you have no interest there

Well its been hard, I know
It's just the way things sometime go
All you have to do
Is learn to let it go

I have no worries
I'm in no hurry here
I've been through this before
And I have no fear
I have no worries
When things go blurry now
It's just the world spinning
Round

No time wasted, smile on your face
Gotta get out, out of this place
And I'll lend a helping hand
Cause we got it now, we got it good
We got the beat, but misunderstood
And they just don't understand

It's a long hard road
It's the art of letting go
It's the ride
Cause we're never gonna know

I have no worries
I'm in no hurry here
I've been through this before
And I have no fear
I have no worries
When things go blurry now
It's just the world spinning
Round

Things can be extraordinary if you try
Give them time to grow

It's a long hard road
It's ebb and flow
It's an art of the
Art of letting go

I have no worries
I'm in no hurry here
I've been through this before
And I have no fear
I have no worries
(I have no worries)
When things go blurry now
It's just the world spinning
Round
(I have no worries)
It's just the world spinning
Round

Cartel

i'm in no hurry. :)

Currently Listening To: In No Hurry - Cartel

Just Because I'm Paranoid And Think Of The Worst Situation Possible

i hope hope hope hope hope hope

that it's not him.

i definitely panicking over nothing.

but just in case, i really hope it's not him.

he doesn't deserve such crap in his life.

heck, i hope none of my friends are the one.

go torture some useless idiot. nobody i know pls.


gah paranoid.

Currently Listening To: Knock You Down - Kanye West

Facebook Dislike Button

just a short post. for the ppl asking for the dislike button in FB.

think about it, the stuff you add and share on FB are the stuff you like, find cool, find interesting etc.

would you really want someone or in fact anyone disliking ur stuff? at all. i don't think most ppl can handle it.


yeap. that's it that i want you to think about today.

that's all. :)

Currently Watching: Lie To Me - Season 2 Episode 5 (Grevious Bodily Harm)

I Can't Wait To Go Home!

>;D


Currently Listening To: Hello Hurricane - Switchfoot

I'm An Internet Nerd

if you read that and laughed/cursed or actually realised what happened,

you're an internet nerd.




trust me, i would know. :P

hahahaha

that pic still rocks btw. :D

k crazy di. i should sleep now.

the song i'm listening to is super motivating in my opinion too. i shall post up the lyrics soon.

Currently Listening To: In No Hurry - Cartel

Bday Awards 09

lol. i dunno why i'm doing this. but i feel i should acknowledge all the ppl who did something awesome. if you din win anything this year, there's always next year! hahahah! no la just kidding. i still love all of you all la. don't have to try and win my love :P but i don't mind you trying of course :P

so anyway, let's see what we've got...

1. For the person first to wish me the first (according to NZ time): Bernard! (it would have gpne to the person i love the most, but i guess it prob wouldn't be fair. so Bernard gets first place! :D )

2. For the first person to send me an email: Lauren! (plus it was an awesome email with a picture of some guy i dunno and there was a nice template and everything! so Lauren rocks! :D )

3. For the person who organized a super fun time for me today amidst the exams: Gloria! (you rock so much, it can't be put into words. Thank you so much again. :) )

3. For the person to wish me first on FB: Karen! (i honestly wish i remember how or where i even met her)

4. For the most unique FB wish: Dana! (cuz she din even wish me.)

5. For the only person who had a whole blog post dedicated to me and my awesomeness + wishing me at the same time: Dana! (that's why she din wish me on FB. go here to see! click on the M in the empty. it'll get you somewhere.)

6. For the first person to wish me from Malaysia thru text: Yumey! (thank you for beign awesome and finding out my number and texting me. :) sry that i din get ur number b4 this! :( you're awesome la. :) )

7. For the first person to wish me thru MSN: My sister. (I like how excited she was when she wished me. and how we chatted and chatted til we had to go off.)

8. For the most persistent wisher: Su Yuan (she wished me thru MSN, text, and also FB. and i only replied her thru MSN, which she din get. must be cuz she's gaming! :P go study lar you! thx again! :D )


well that's all i can think of now. if you guys can think of more, i'd be more than happy to give! :D

seriously tho, i really had a good year. or good day for my bday. i mean seriously, most of the time i was studying and was in uni slaving away at work. but somehow i still ended up like happy giler. must be cuz of Mission AYWD a.k.a Mission Kit Kat la. so really, for all those who took part in it. thank you so much la. i really really appreciate it. i love the msges you guys sent. and the kit kats. really thanks a lot la. i know i don't need to say this and you guys know it already, but you guys are some of the most awesome ppl ever! really mean it. the photos of everything will be up soon k! :)

really been an awesome day. thx so much for everything once again. really really appreciate it.

so prob not hiding my bday can be a good thing afterall eh? :)

hahahaha.

k back to study. :)

Currently Watching: The Day The Earth Stood Still 1080p

Faster Ride

A green light, unkind
No where to go on a one track mind
It's a break down at the wrong time
I'm catching up but I'm still behind

We did it right, we did it right for some time
But I looked up and you were gone
We did it right, we did it right for some time
I couldn't give you what you want

Cause you just want to take a faster ride
Lower lows, higher highs
Get it, get it, go until you get it right
And I hope you find it
Cause you just want to take a faster ride
Lower lows, higher highs
But you just got to kiss me one more time
So just kiss me goodbye

A red light, wrong way
I'm just a game that you like to play
It's a hot start to your cold ways
You got bored then you walked away

You did it right, you did it right for some time
But I looked up and you were gone
You did it right, you did it right for some time
I couldn't give you what you want

Cause you just want to take a faster ride
Lower lows, higher highs
Get it, get it, go until you get it right
And I hope you find it
Cause you just want to take a faster ride
Lower lows, higher highs
But you just got to kiss me one more time
So just kiss me goodbye

So now you're moving on (you're moving on)
With no regrets (with no regrets)
But I'm still hanging on (I'm hanging on)
To every word you said (to every word you said)

But you just want to take a faster ride
Lower lows, higher highs
Get it, get it, go until you get it right
But you'll never find it, no

Cause you just want to take a faster ride
Lower lows, higher highs
Get it, get it, go until you get it right
And I hope you find it
Cause you just want to take a faster ride
Lower lows, higher highs
But you just got to kiss me one more time
Just kiss me goodbye

So just kiss me goodbye

Cartel

it speaks about you. :)

oh the song is awesome as btw.

Currently Listening To: If There's A Rocket Tie Me To It - Snow Patrol