Thursday, March 13, 2008

Rant

damn la. controlling is damn hard k.

if i let go now i cant cause so much more damage later. but whether it'll cause damage later is the problem.

cuz if i were to do it now i wud sure as hell get the satisfication i want and also what was coming to the person.

but later may not even haf any effect.

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as for the change.

if it were to happen i need to cut off anything that has to do with b4.

the only prob is there's so much.

but i'm working on a way so it can b done.

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and there's jus not enuf ppl to listen nowdays.

everythings jus talk.

and ppl who can listen, i cant trust for now.

its screwed up the way i was made a listener.

cuz normally a listeners frens are talkers. cuz talkers want listeners.

so who's gonna hear the listener out?

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and i'm always here.

u'll always know where to find me.

but where are you?

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when a person needs someone, is it better that the someone find the person?

or shud the person find the someone?

but what if the someone cant b found? and the person can?

would the someone work hard to find the person to help out?

or what if the someone can b found? and the person cant?

guess it would b the other way round wouldnt it?

so it all jus comes down to who can b found.

i can be found.

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Are you hoping for a miracle?

Bloc Party



i guess i am.

f***.

yes i'm jus ranting out everything k. dun bother. seriously.

Currently Listening To: You Got Me All Wrong - Dios Malos