Failure

Thats what i felt last night. Cuz i felt i spoilt things tho u said i didn't. Gosh i cudnt even sleep properly.

yet today things seemed better. thx for coming when i asked. it felt like we were close frens again. like last time.

but like i said, if u wanna be frens u have to at least act like one. u haf to give to take.

Even when you think you're right, you have to give to take.

Lostprophets

like i said. i'm not gonna try anymore. but i will if u do.

i hope u see from what i've showed u today that i dun simply complain abt u not being there for no reason.

i still am waiting for the day when i can get the truth from u. abt things that happened to u the past few months. i can really feel the things u hide.

anyway, i hope i din spoil yesterday for you.

guess this the last bday ever i will spend with you eh. hope it was good enough for you. did u notice that we were at less than 50 meters away from each other the whole time from 10.25a.m. yest til abt 11.00p.m. yest? thats more than half a day. hmm.

hoped u like my small things i gave for ur bday. like the vid n the song. altho it obviously sucked as u din manage to get it. =/ sry. but i'm jus a rock guy u know. oh n i almost forgot the ride in the car. i still need to test out driving with two ppl under the seatbelt eh. ;) hope u enjoyed driving. n pls drive safely too.

maybe there's still time for us to be close frens b4 i disappear eh? hmm. maybe we can still fix things n not try n kill each other (with our words) or hurt our ownselves.

i'll try if u try. cuz i've tried b4. now its ur turn.

anyway, this is for yesterday....

Happy Birthday Ruth! =)

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