Akaroa

so last friday Raymond (my awesomely nice senior) took us to Akaroa jus to pass time since we had holidays. it was an hour and a half journey there. yea long. but it was a gr8 journey. got to see lots of scenery and stuff. i even got to see my FIRST sheep. unfortunately no photo la.

anyway, i'm jus gonna post up photos and a vid k. enjoy!

Akaroa sign

road to Akaroa

we going down there

and now we're down there! =P

shark! that got caught 4 times.... "He's got a death wish" - Emma =P

see that long port/bay thing stretching out into the lake? yeah we were there. yeap lots of walking. haha!

walking back...

driving back...

yea the trip was awesome! so happy i decided to go. =)

Currently Listening To: See The Glory - Steven Curtis Chapman

Help Me!

cuz i need ur help. k la. seriously. i want ur help. haha.

for those ppl who visit my blog, whether u know me or not, pls take the time to scroll down in the righthand side part of my blog and click on the ads there. every click u make will make me a happier guy. =)

all u have to do is click like everytime u come and it doesn't take 5 seconds. so if u guys could do it for me i would really be grateful! seriously.

so please and thank you! =D

Currently Listening To: Salvation Is Here - Hillsong United

Blearggghh

i will never do that again.

it look so innocent like nth could go wrong.

yea freaking right nth will go wrong.

spewed out my milkshake i had b4 that at the place itself.

came back and din even make it into Connon b4 i spewed out my whole lunch too.

near the rubbish bin.

and i messed up my jeans which i jus took out today, my t-shirt, my beloved shoes and also my beloved chain.

slept through dinner too. actually slept from 6 smth to 9 smth and then went to take out contacts and then went back to sleep again and now at 11 i woke up.

this is so irritating. i'm not used to feeling "sick" and i dun like being sick at all.

seriously i will nvr do it again.

what a mistake.


ISH LA. MY SHOES AND MY CHAIN LA! >:@ la. >=(

Currently Listening To: Hysteria - Muse

CAPSLOCK

typing in SHIFT is SO MUCH FUN.

SERIOUSLY.

its like ur point jus gets AMPLIFIED.

plus there's like more EMOTION to ur sentences.

realized this while SHIFT/CAPSLOCK chatting with CALEB.

this is so COOL.


gosh i'm so BORED.

its 4 AM now and church is in 5 hours time.

and i dunno if i can SLEEP YET.

cudn't sleep EARLIER.

k back to CHATTING! =P

Currently Listening To: Rain Down - Delirious?

Best-Friends?

cuz sometimes i think that no matter how close you are to a fren, u'll def need a break and time off from them.

even if it is a very long time.

sure u'll drift apart from the barrier u've place.

but considering u get a distant fren rather than an enemy, i think thats a pretty good deal.

Currently Listening To: Be My Escape (Acoustic) - Relient K

Nokia Morph

i read abt this abt a month ago. and i think its definitely the coolest thing ever to come out from Nokia. its sooo cool.

Click Here to watch the gr8est phone concept of the year video.

if its ever realeased like the way its shown... i'd soooo save up to buy it la.

Currently Listening To: Glory - Hillsong United

Emo Hair Boy

Tan Maoi: "dude, u shud cut ur hair man. u look emo with ur hair like that."

=P

i found that funny somehow. haha. i guess its cuz like my aim was achieved. someone tot i looked emo. haha! but yet he din think it suited me? cuz i'm a nice happy guy? yea right i am. haha.

Music practice was ok. still feel a bit out of place. but watching Josiah play Hysteria was so awesome. he's currently the best skill bassist that i personally know so far. plus he's a gr8 guy too. he offered to lend his guitar to me so i can play if i wanted to. nice right? plus its like a good combo. skill and nice.

damn i still got Hysteria in my head. haha.

and its set. Me and Yih Ren will be working in the mornings and at night...

BAND! =P

ok la thats jus a plan so far. haha. and he also gave me the new Hillsong United album. pretty good la. may jus buy it.

and i think i offend a lot of ppl when i say i buy albums. ok not offend la. jus make them feel guilty. cuz they download mostly. i mean, for me if its good then jus support the artist la. likethey worked hard and produced a gr8 album so why rip them off. credit shud be given where credit is due. and in this case buying the album is sort of a way of giving credit. they deserve my money. and its worth it for me. i dun lose anything as far as i see it. spending money for music = the best use of money ever.

and the math assignment is goin ok so far. really dun understand. but yet i dun wanna ask. cuz i somehow feel its a kacau. but i know i will end up asking. i guess its jus that feeling that u owe someone smth cuz they helped u. and i dun like owing ppl stuff. like ure in debt. the engineering assignment is ok also. drawn out what it shud basically look like. now jus need to draw it to scale and what not.

well thats abt for now.

today i realized i miss two things.

i miss FBC.

i miss being someone.

haih...

Currently Listening To: You'll Come - Hillsong United

"I Can't. I Hate It."

what if your friends needed you?

but to help them out you needed to do something you find troublesome.

something annoying.

something hard to do in your view.

something complicated.

and in view of all that you decide "I can't. I hate what i have to do to be there for him/her."

what kind of friend are you then?

especially when you know the other person will definitely be there for you when you need someone.

if there is ever a time that you need to stop thinking about yourself and focus on your friends, i think the most suitable time would be when your friend needs you.

even if it requires you doing the very thing you hate just to help your friend.

cuz hey, what are friends for right?

think about that.

cuz i need to too.

Currently Listening To: Lord of Lords - Hillsong

Even When Things Go Well, They End Up Bad

(another post i've been thinkin of the past few days but had no idea how to put it out in words. so if it doesn't make sense u know why la.)

its screwed up isn't it? well for now i'm jus referring to one topic actually. and it concerns the latest SPM and STPM results and the ppl who did well.

i bet ure prob thinkin how can it go bad if i did well?

there are lots of ways.


but the most important one is all ur "frens" who din do as good as u. they will end up making it hell for u jus cuz of ur results. can u imagine the next time u have an exam and say ure worried abt it? everyone is gonna look at u like "whats ur problem? ure soo smart right with all the str8 A's and all. what the heck are u complaining abt? ure obviously gonna do well." they find it irritating cuz they think ure jus messing around with them and trying to act like one of them who are not smart and think they're the ONLY ppl who are allowed to worry for the exam.

some of u know what i'm talking abt already. to those who din do well: well i'm sry that i studied hard for my previous exams and did well ok. while u were busy having fun and relaxing and enjoying life, i spent my time in front of my books so i could get the good results i got. it wasn't easy at all. it wasn't fun. but was it worth it? hell yea. so i dun need u guys pulling me down and trying to make me feel bad for doing well.

yes its obvious ure jealous of the good results i got. but dun blame me for u not studying and choosing to live the life u led. if u fucked up ur results stop trying to vent ur frustration at those who did well.

i know this feeling. esp being a JPA scholar. its suppsoed to b a good thing to get a scholarship. but the screwed up ppl around me make it bad. can u imagine that ppl jus treat a whole lot different JUST because u did well? jus because ure on a scholarship?

i've heard ppl say "... well, at least i'm not like one of those nerds who study so hard who did so well and got that JPA scholarship". so yea i'm now a nerd la. well for me prob i am. but i know tons of ppl who aren't. they're gr8 at sports, they're awesome and supporting frens. they're frenly ppl. there's this one guy from Uni now who's representing NZ in the upcoming Olympics. is that a nerd? everyone knows u haf to do well to get into Uni. so obviously he studied hard to get in. but is he a nerd?

there's also ppl who say " ya la u. go and get the JPA scholarship all. now u haf to live in Shah Alam and stay so far. now u miss out on the stuff back at home. too bad la. go get the scholarship somemore." yea. thx for making me getting the scholarship such a "gr8" thing for me.

then there's the papers also. i heard from a fren that the papers said that its not the A's that matter but the human skills. well thats true of course. but y is the papers trying to make the ppl who din do well feel good and ok. cuz its not ok. now the ppl who din do well think "oh A's are nth and those ppl who did get str8 A's are idiots for working so hard." thats so shit ok. for one thing, think abt this, do u think u cud get into Uni/Coll with shit results? if they had to choose between crap results and gr8 results who do u think they'll pick? sure u can argue that its not jus good results thats gonna get u through LIFE. but then i ask u, if u cant even get into UNI/COLL and GRADUATE, u think LIFE is gonna b so gr8? yea sure. go ahead and jus survive with ur human skills. and thank you papers for giving false hope.

and there are also some of us who work hard just to purposely get the scholarship. why? so that we dun have to burden our parents. paying all the tuition fees and all that. and everyone knows that if u want a proper recognized degree and stuff its better to get them overseas. and not many of us can actually pay for it ourselves. i nvr wanted to go overseas to study engineering cuz i know it wud b hell on my parents to pay. my main plan was to go Form 6 and then go to UM to do engineering. cuz it wud cost the least to my parents. so yea i worked hard, though hardly as hard as others, to become a "Straight A Freak" jus to get the scholarship.

and being in INTEC was prob one of the gr8est times. cuz when ppl studied, hardly anyone was gonna say "oh that nerd studying." cuz everyone were all those who worked hard and studied hard. it was gr8 being among ppl who dun judge u as a nerd jus cuz u wanna do well.

so to those who did well for ur SPM and STPM, hopefully u dun get what i got. and u have gr8 frens. who eventho they din do well, they're still happy for u. and they still support u and dun treat u diff. and even if they do. jus remember that its all worth it. dun ever stop working hard and doing well jus so ur frens accept u. dun ever!

to my frens who have been gr8 to me and not treated me diff:

Thank You.

to those who changed just because of my results:

Screw You.

I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head

Linkin Park

(hmm. i dunno how that turned out. hopefully u guys understood what i'm trying to say. yes i guess i was kinda pissed off when i wrote this.)

Currently Listening To: Place For My Head - Linkin Park

Cari-Cari Di Christchurch

heh. so last saturday CMSA organized a sort of Amazing Race around Christchurch. k not the WHOLE Christchurch la. but the around the Uni and the city area. it was truckloads of fun i tell u. i'm so happy i managed to pull myself out of bed at 8 smth in the morning on a SATURDAY to go for it. and also brave the crazy cold winds. those of u who know me know i cant tahan cold la. so u know when i say doin all that things jus for this race was totally worth it. LIKE TOTALLY WORTH IT. thats how awesome it was.

so anyway these are some of the pics we took which we had to take for the game. smth like evidence to show we got the right answer. haha. plus creativty was given for poses. so dun mind the crazy poses. haha!

My Awesome group mates. who WON! :P

so yes. the whole thing was made even gr8er with the fact that my team won. we got a 10NZD voucher to go to NANDO'S! cekap right the prize? haha

so once again i stress that waking up early and every was so worth it. one of my most fun days in NZ so far.

the only downside is i screwed up my jeans la. cuz the bottom end of the jeans went under my shoe and i was basically walking on it the whole time. so it tore at the end there. haihh...


i like this jeans. but the one thing i realise is that i've had this jeans for like 5 years already. so like not bad la. now only tearing. haha.


and for now i leave u with the last photo of the week. taken at the Uni of Canterbury sign. not so clear cuz of the lighting tho. and yes my hair brownish a bit now. and if u look carefully u can see my jeans end has gone under my shoe also. oh well.

CARI-CARI DI CHRISTCHURCH! =D

Currently Listening To: Umbrella - Lillasyster

Call Of Duty 4

heh. yup thats the game i'm into now. really good game. but it lags like crap on my laptop la. which is kinda sad.

but i still enjoy playing it. i'm super sucky at it tho compared to the others. AND i also was top fragger for a while til abt 11 kills b4 Nemo came out with his bloody knife and starting knifing everyone. haha.


but not bad for a lagged comp + sucky player i still managed to stay top for a while. plus its the map i hated most. haha!

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update:

since typing this post i played again. and yet i was sucky i managed to come out as top fragger at the end of the game among abt 10 other ppl. pretty cool.

the horrible downside is that when i tried to print the damn screen it din work. sooo annoying. somemmore i got so many kills compared to the earlier photo. ish la. so its all jus a memory in my head now... ish ish..

Currently Playing: Call Of Duty 4: Modern Warfare

O__O

i.

am.

so.




SCREWED!


O______________________O


this was nvr ever supposed to happen.

i shudnt haf been so arrogant to go and do that.

damnit. now all i've caused is fear in me.

THIS WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN!

not now, not then, not EVER!

crap. whats next then? =/

Currently Listening To: Californication - Red Hot Chili Peppers

Rant

damn la. controlling is damn hard k.

if i let go now i cant cause so much more damage later. but whether it'll cause damage later is the problem.

cuz if i were to do it now i wud sure as hell get the satisfication i want and also what was coming to the person.

but later may not even haf any effect.

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as for the change.

if it were to happen i need to cut off anything that has to do with b4.

the only prob is there's so much.

but i'm working on a way so it can b done.

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and there's jus not enuf ppl to listen nowdays.

everythings jus talk.

and ppl who can listen, i cant trust for now.

its screwed up the way i was made a listener.

cuz normally a listeners frens are talkers. cuz talkers want listeners.

so who's gonna hear the listener out?

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and i'm always here.

u'll always know where to find me.

but where are you?

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when a person needs someone, is it better that the someone find the person?

or shud the person find the someone?

but what if the someone cant b found? and the person can?

would the someone work hard to find the person to help out?

or what if the someone can b found? and the person cant?

guess it would b the other way round wouldnt it?

so it all jus comes down to who can b found.

i can be found.

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Are you hoping for a miracle?

Bloc Party

i guess i am.

f***.

yes i'm jus ranting out everything k. dun bother. seriously.

Currently Listening To: You Got Me All Wrong - Dios Malos

The Farewell Ppl

now since i finally got pics from certain somebody *coughweizhencough* who took so long to give me them. i can finally thank my farewell ppl. i mean those who gave me farewells la. yes and eventhough its like been a month i've been here i still feel i should thank them.

soooo THANK YOU PPL FOR THE FAREWELL!

the next time we're back we're doin this again ok guys. yes Nandos. haha!

My 2nd family ppl. haih. missing u all la. seriously. i miss BB too. haih.

i call this "me and the three geniuses". seriously. Mr Str8 A's in A-Levels and the two Ms. Str8 A1's in SPM. brilliant ppl la.

the 2 cuzins: the psychotic bassist and the high futsal playing future con artist. =P
(yes we are sitting in the middle of some road near SS3 and yes i DO wear specs. sheesh)

Solehah! who gave me my final movie in a cinema and also my first time eating teppanyaki. all the best future CEO! =P

sry i dun haf the pics of the ppl who sent me off thx to my sucky farewell at the airport. but i once again wanna say thx to Benji, Jo, Dheepan, Dana, Su Teng, Lauren, Isaak and my family and Jo's family for being there to give the final farewell.

thx so much.

all of u guys really made leaving suck.

wait that sounded wrong. haha. well u know what i mean right? it sucks having to leave such gr8 and caring and loving frens like u guys. haha. (ok pls try to control ur big heads now since i complemented u guys)

hopefully i'll see u all again in 4 years. thx!

Currently Listening To: Superstylin' - Groove Armada

I Feel A Wave Of Change Coming Along

yes. i notice it too.

i'm changing.

and i jus dun care anymore after everything that has happened to me b4.

we'll jus see how it goes.

Currently Watching: House - Season 1 Episode 12 (Sports Medicine)

Finally My Room

yes i finally took photos of my room. and Ally told me to put them up soon so here they are la b4 i sleep.

so the first three are from my door. then the next three are from me sitting on my bed. jus so u get a perspective on how its like.





other than that this week has been crazy. mainly my fault la. cuz i had this Engineering Assignment. which actually was quite simple to do.EXCEPT u know me la. super unfocussed and big fat procrastinator. so i ended up hardly doin it and got so frustrated. but of course i managed to finish it and pass it up today. but last night when i was supposed to b doing it i was happily chatting. in an hour prob spent like 15 min only doin it. but so far its done so nth to worry abt.

but the bad part is just as soon as i get one assgn done another one comes in. yea i have a Math one. haih. i dun wanna do the same thing. but the bad part is its only due on the 31st and my full internet will b b4 then. =/

so yea. and today was jus dumb. it was jus bound to happen. i knew it. so stupid. ok so i met this lady in church. and this morning during Engr101 she comes in and sits next to me. i jus smile and then look away cuz i COMPLETELY FORGOT I MET HER! soo stupid of me la. so like she sat down and i jus looked ahead like stone. then she's like "you don't remember me?" and i'm like SHIT! of course i din say out loud la. haha. but thats how i felt. then she told me where i know her from. and i felt so horribly guilty. sheesh la. sooo embarrasing k. and i feel so dumb. she's so nice somemore. and i'm like some arrogant idiot who cant even remember a face. and she recognized me somemore. aiyooooo. horrible horrible me.

and that was jus today. wanna hear a really crazy story of my idiocracy? i went some preparatory talk that day and sudd i saw this guy who was looking at me and gave a smile. and i like jus gave him a blank stare. smth like why u smiling for. but he kept smiling. so i smiled also. then it hit me in the face. i know that guy. somehow. his face i know. i jus KNOW i know. but who the hell was he? so i ask Pali cuz i saw Pali talking to him earlier. and then i learn his name. Aiman. do i know an Aiman with that face? where do i know him from? what makes things worse is when Pali tells me "dia kenal kau la. dia tanya tadi 'eh itu Benjamin Jon K Abraham kan?'" and i'm even more like SHIT! this guy knows my full name man. like wth. and i dun even know his name or where i know him from. so during that lecture my mind is spent on trying to figure out from where i know him from. luckily Aiman told Pali he knew me from Kedah. which helped me a lot. seriously. cuz then it struck me how i know him. how his face i KNOW i know. who is he? well, he's my Head Prefect during PRIMARY SCHOOL. seriously. gosh this guy even remembered i was in the same class as him. and i cudnt even remember that. and he remembered my name and how i look like. while i stoned staring at him. ok for one thing what are the odds my primary school fren ends up at the same uni as me. and after 8 years he recognizes me. and i'm like an idiot there. I'M SUPPOSED TO REMEMBER HIM! HE'S THE HEAD PREFECT FOR GOODNESS SAKE! who the hell am i for him to remember me. now u can see why he became head prefect. awesome guy. saw through how diff i look and remembered me. thats jus spectacular.

yes i know i'm a lousy human being. shuddup. gosh i suck.

anyway, first listen to my blog song. then watch the next video. AMAZINGLY accurate to the original song eventhough they're playing it live. BEST LIVE PERFORMANCE I"VE SEEN. as in according to accuracy and similarity to the original song la music and instrumentally-wise. watch and enjoy. (oh and julian learn the guitar part. its cool. haha! )




k i've blabbled on too much. and i do blabble on too much. but i love to talk. i jus need ppl who wud like to listen. so i hope u like listening! =)

Currently Listening To: Time After Time - Good Charlotte

I Love Ppl

who make me feel good. like i did smth good in this world. ppl that note the diff when i'm not around.

esp at this emo time it really makes me feel good.

even if it may not b true, but well who can deny its good to hear la. =P

thank Yih Ren! =)

/3/2008

6:39:56 PM

winds of change

[~:¦| βέἡ Ɉ |¦:~]® - (8)Atlantis To Interzone(8)

boss

9/3/2008

6:39:56 PM

winds of change

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matcha

9/3/2008

6:39:59 PM

winds of change

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i miss your pro stuff woi

9/3/2008

6:40:26 PM

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winds of change

where got pro stuff la wei

9/3/2008

6:40:27 PM

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winds of change

haha

9/3/2008

6:40:33 PM

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winds of change

normal stuff everyone can do one la

9/3/2008

6:40:33 PM

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eh plspls

9/3/2008

6:40:41 PM

winds of change

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crap man

9/3/2008

6:40:54 PM

winds of change

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all the other guitar guys all cant do it as well as u mate!

9/3/2008

6:40:57 PM

winds of change

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hehehehe

9/3/2008

6:41:34 PM

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hahah

9/3/2008

6:41:36 PM

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winds of change

yea yea

9/3/2008

6:41:43 PM

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got so many guitar pros in church la

9/3/2008

6:41:44 PM

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haha

9/3/2008

6:41:48 PM

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winds of change

btw, how was church?

9/3/2008

6:41:48 PM

winds of change

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who ah?

9/3/2008

6:42:12 PM

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winds of change

so many la.. ji ming, sophie, juhann, shon liew

9/3/2008

6:42:18 PM

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winds of change

cant remember la who else

9/3/2008

6:42:20 PM

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but sure got k

9/3/2008

6:42:21 PM

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winds of change

haha

9/3/2008

6:43:50 PM

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none are as good as you lar babe

9/3/2008

6:43:53 PM

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ahha

9/3/2008

6:43:55 PM

winds of change

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really

9/3/2008

6:43:59 PM

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winds of change

haha where got la...

9/3/2008

6:43:59 PM

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winds of change

haha

9/3/2008

6:44:03 PM

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seriously they damn pro la

9/3/2008

6:44:05 PM

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no benfaction

9/3/2008

6:44:08 PM

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nolah

9/3/2008

6:44:09 PM

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pls la

9/3/2008

6:44:50 PM

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winds of change

haha

9/3/2008

6:45:01 PM

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winds of change

ok u name me some songs la that they cant play

9/3/2008

6:46:07 PM

winds of change

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they're not as smooth as you mate

9/3/2008

6:46:09 PM

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thats all

9/3/2008

6:46:12 PM

winds of change

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plating it sure can la

9/3/2008

6:46:13 PM

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winds of change

hahahah

9/3/2008

6:46:18 PM

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winds of change

i'm not smooth also la wei

9/3/2008

6:46:19 PM

winds of change

[~:¦| βέἡ Ɉ |¦:~]® - (8)Atlantis To Interzone(8)

just change chord only!

9/3/2008

6:46:20 PM

[~:¦| βέἡ Ɉ |¦:~]® - (8)Atlantis To Interzone(8)

winds of change

serious

9/3/2008

6:46:20 PM

[~:¦| βέἡ Ɉ |¦:~]® - (8)Atlantis To Interzone(8)

winds of change

haha

9/3/2008

6:46:32 PM

winds of change

[~:¦| βέἡ Ɉ |¦:~]® - (8)Atlantis To Interzone(8)

pls la..

9/3/2008

6:46:33 PM

winds of change

[~:¦| βέἡ Ɉ |¦:~]® - (8)Atlantis To Interzone(8)

haha

well, that made me feel good. so yea i'm in a good mood now. haha.

=)

Currently Listening To: Helicopter - Bloc Party

Days, Weeks, Months

hmm. so its been.... gosh. only 4 days. how lame. i seriously tot it wud b more.

but that wud mean another 5 days? or maybe a week.

then prob another week. or more likely a month more.

sheesh. i so brought this on myself.

but i guess its not jus me. hmm.

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crap la. i feel i can do anything but do my assignment now. i hate assignments. i wish it was all jus study study stuff. so much easier. yes i'm a lazy guy. i hate doin work so much. wish it was easier. but i guess this is Uni. and i need to drop my laziness. but its sooo easy........ to b lazy that is......... haihhh..

k from now on i'll prob leave my door open. and go out whenever i can. to town maybe with the guys. it'll help take my mind off things.

but will it help?

or shud i jus stay inside?

Boy if you step outside
You'll never make it
The world can be a bitter place sometimes
You better just stay inside

Sound The Alarm

prob if i stayed inside the whole time none of this wud haf happened?

Currently Listening To: Stay Inside - Sound The Alarm

I Think I Love

my shoes too much. seriously. i jus spent one and a half hours cleaning them with tissue paper and soap liquid and washing detergent. but i enjoyed every minute of it! =P and its soo worth it. my shoes are finally clean now. haha. now i jus need to find a way to wash my shoe laces. dun think i can dump them in the washing machine can i?

had worship practice in church today. felt kinda insecure esp when i was asked to play bass. esp cuz the other two bassists there are like super chun. like seriously. but it was good. learnt two new songs.

my assignment is goin bad tho. cant seem to find any sources. hmm. i think i'm gonna haf to start organizing my research. and making it easier for me to do the assignment.

plus apparently its officially autumn here. cuz it was already dark at eight smth. well it certainly explains the coldness i've been feeling the past few days. like really cold. sheesh. i hope i can survive this winter.

and i did smth pretty random and unexpected today. like spontaneously also. and i dun regret it. pretty happy abt it. like satisfied. haha.

ok thats abt it for now. goin back to my House.

Currently Watching: House - Season 2 Episode 16 (Safe)

Rainbow

seriously, even the rainbows here are nicer. i could actually see a full rainbow. like fully one whole circle. unfortunately my phone cant take the whole thing. plus i dun haf photoshop to glue both pieces together. so heres what i got anyway.




actually after lookin closely, there were two rainbows there!


the 2nd one aint that clear tho. its in front.

in faaaaccctttttt...... there was 4 rainbows! seriously!


there's 2 behind the clear one u see. dunno if u can see them but they're really there.

how awesome is that? 4 rainbows at one time. haha! anyway, i was so astounded by the rainbows that i took a video too. haha!



ok la ok. i'll stop with the rainbows now. =P

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a lot of things haf been on my mind. tons. but jus nvr have the right words to say. maybe one day i'll put it all out here. if i know what to say. hmmm

gtg sleep again. gnite.

Currently Watching: Nacho Libre

Haley Says

The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is but for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question. What's worse not getting everything you wished for or getting it but finding out it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now.

time isn't on ur side. u are who u make urself to be.

so decide quick. cuz the rest of ur life has already started.

will u become someone who ruins ur own life?

or wud u become someone ppl cud look up to?

Currently Watching: One Tree Hill - Season 5 Episode 2 (Racing Like A Pro)

The First Time And It Kills

note to self.

DO NOT IN ANY CIRCUMSTANCE LISTEN TO SECRET GARDEN WHEN EMO.

stupid song, making me emo and worse.

plus its the first time i'm listening to it to.

yes seriously.

why i emo also dunno. stupid.

ish.

back to work.

Currently Listening To: Secret Garden - Bruce Springsteen

Call Me When You're Sober

Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

Should’ve let you fall,
Lose it all,
So maybe you can remember yourself.
Can’t keep believing,
We’re only deceiving ourselves,
And I’m sick of the lies,
And you’re too late.

Don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You want me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

Couldn’t take the blame,
Sick with shame.
Must be exhausting to lose your own game.
Selfishly hated,
No wonder you’re jaded,
You can’t play the victim this time.
And you're too late.

So, don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
You love me, come find me.
Make up your mind.

You never call me when you’re sober,
You only want it ‘cause it’s over - it’s over.

How could I have burned paradise.
How could I, you were never mine?

So, don’t cry to me.
If you loved me, you would be here with me.
Don’t lie to me, just get your things.
I’ve made up your mind.

Evanesence

Currently Listening To: Call Me When You're Sober - Evanesence

Slow-Mo

yes my internet has gone into slow mo mode. speed limited. so its kinda slow now. so i wont update much too la. haha. plus i've jus been feeling so lazy these past few days.

lots of stuff goin on. and the crazy stuff is a lot too. like seriously crazy. its kinda a long story so i wont tell it here. go ask Su Teng and she'll tell u. haha.

but basically a TINY summary:

My corridor

Yes its a trolley.

yea. dun ask me. i dunno. haha.

futsal today was gr8. played like an hour and a half non stop. awesome right? i mean for a super not fit guy to tahan so long. plus i scored! amazingly. for a defender la. haha. 8 on 8 somemore. so yea. happy.

the bad part is my trip to the gym itself was FREAKING COLD! can u imagine blistering cold winds blowing at u and u brilliantly walking outdoors to the place in SHORTS and TSHIRT?? yes. it was DAMN FREAKING COLD OKAY! froze my butt off there i tell u jus walking to the place.

oh yea. and because its so cold here, there are absolutely no fans ANYWHERE. like seriously. and another thing, u know right its said there are 4 sheep for each person here? well i still havent seen a single sheep walking around. at all. haha. plus there are no stray cats or dogs anywhere too. its like the only living things around here are humans. haha!

oh yea. i managed to improve my score on the racing thing. think it was 9th place. thats cool. 9th in the whole Uni for racing. top ten. sweet. =)


coolness. plus i made frens with the top 4 guys. they're really pro. and funny. haha.

hmm i'll prob haf nth to do after this. so i guess i'll jus go answer those 6 or 7 Friendster comments i haf. finally. haha. yes i am that bored. haha.

and once again i'll leave u with a scenery from the 11th floor of my Library. =)



p.s.: i was emoing b4 typing this post. but right now while typing it i'm fine. the powers of blogging. =) but i think i'm prob gonna go back to emoing after this. so i may jus end up sleeping early. oh well. and i dunno y i'm emoing too. i think i know tho. hmm.

Currently Listening To: What Makes You Different (Makes You Beautiful) - Backstreet Boys

Cold Start

interesting eh? heh. now i may jus b busy on the 1st eh? ;P

plus i haf like reached my 5GB limit already too. so this will b like my last post til somewhere in the middle of March. plus u wont b able to see me online too.

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is it jus me? or is it cuz i jus cant listen to some ppls words. i guess its smth like ur fren who smokes tells u not to smoke. u know u wont listen to the guy. why? cuz u have no respect for him? or cuz u follow what he does? and not what he says? k i'm prob not making sense. cuz what i wanna say aint coming to my head now.

but its basically smth like when someone tells me to take care of myself and not do anything stupid while they themselves are messing up their lives, i somehow just cant listen. i know they're telling me for my own good. but its like i sorta feel like "u cant tell me that if u dun do it.". so whatever the person says will jus b thrown out the window. cuz i cant listen to that. its too hypocritical in a way i guess.

plus when a person like that says dont do it, somehow there's another urge to purposely do it. cuz that person said dun do it. like the person is trying to hide smth. like hide the fun they're having so u cant enjoy. sounds stupid but it somehow seems that way.


and i'm not the type to purposely not listen to good advice. but when good advice comes from a person doin wrong i guess i jus blocked it out. i jus cant listen. and all the more i want to go against the good advice. smth like, if u wanna screw ur life then i cant too. and u haf no right telling me i shudnt if u cant do the same.

haih. dunno la. jus some thoughts.

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Currently Listening To: Wonderwall - Oasis

Oh My Uni

soooo…. so far 2 days of classes have gone by. well, nth much has really started. its basically all intro classes for now. and some of them are repeats of what we’ve learnt. personally I dun mind the repeats la. esp cuz I cant remember what I learnt last year already. haha.

went and walked around the library too that day. it was pretty sweet. like darn fancy like that. they even haf those beanie couches for u to sit on. haha.


oh yea. on the first day of class there was this interesting guy walking in front of me.


he was wearing all black and that trench coat thing. with sunglasses too. yep I think he jus got out of matrix too. =P

today was quite cool. I went to the UCSA building to get thumbtacks for my pinboard (which I nvr got in the end), and I found this waiting for me there.




apparently it’s a contest where u haf to play NFS ProStreet and get the fastest lap. the console was a PS3. that was sweet. cuz the graphics were reaaaallllyyy good. much better than my laptop. (I’m prob getting a lot of “duh”s by now but hey! I think my lappie is gr8 ok! =P ) annnnyyywaaayyyy, the prize for this contest is a PSP. another sweet deal. imagine, u get to play a PS3, play one of urfavourite games (for me), and stand a chance to win a prize too. cool right? =P


that’s how I did on my first round. its ok I guess.


cuz my 2nd round was way better. and I so know I can trash that no. 1 guy. I think even the organisers think so. haha. its jus cuz I drove off the path at one instance. haih. so close.

nvm! tmrw I’ll try again! =D

and it was also clubs day today.where the clubs promote and try to get u to join. joined CMSA (Malaysian Club), TrueRockSoc (Rock Music Club), ICF (International Christian Fellowship) *Wei Zheng is the president! cool eh? =P* and also Every Nation Campus (my church here’s club). not bad la for the first day. may jus join more tmrw. there’s also ENSOC (Engineering Society) to join. see how la.

but there’s def some clubs I’ll b avoiding. they freak me out…..



k gtg. sleep early again. sucks la the time diff. can hardly see anyone online. ish.

here’s another scenery pic. no its not photoshop. =P


Currently Listening To: Believe - Disturbed