Impatient

i'm an impatient guy. i cant stand to wait. when driving, the moron in front of me who's driving slow will get cursed n scolded. I haf to learn to be patient. y? cuz its giving me a bad attitude. like that day when i banged that motorbike who decided to make a U-turn in front of my car when the lights turned green. in my head i was thinking i shudnt haf stopped n jus continue driving n let him get hurt. i mean, he got into my way n is askin to be knowcked down. who in the world makes a U-turn in front of a moving car?? cuz of my impatience i feel i have developed bad road habits. scolding every person on the road who jus cant seem to drive properly and driving too fast too.

thats on the road. at home whenever i'm on the com i expect everything to load fast. unfortunately thx to my low ram com n virus infected com it jus takes forever. streamyx being lousyly slow doesnt help at all. then i'll sit there trying to keep my head on cuz there's nth i can do.

when i'm msging ppl, i expect a fast reply. dun like to be kept waiting. which is y i appreciate every "sry i'm late to reply" msg. cuz chances are i'll be staring at my phone waiting for a reply which will take forever to come.

late ppl bug me too. if a person is late n i have to wait thx to that inconsiderate person, i will be annoyed. very annoyed.

in conclusion, i dun like to wait. at all. for anything. smth i learnt from my father and grandfather i guess. hmm.

fortunately, there's a good side. i'm learnin to deal with my impatience. my com doesnt bug me that much anymore. guess i got used to it. now while waiting for smses i do other stuff. sorta make myself think there's not gonna be a reply. it helps. but late ppl n driving still needs work.

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man, this post feels so jumbled up. like i dun really know what i'm trying to say. haha. well, i guess all that came out was from my head. n my head's pretty jumbled up. =) crap. its almost 4 n i haf to wake up at 9.30 tmrw or i shud i say today. haih. plus i need credit too! hopefully i can go out n get it today. or maybe on tmrw. Hanna is coming back Wed. which means i haf to go n hide everything. leave no trace that she can follow. n Hanna, if u actually managed to read this, it obviously shows that i haf to hide stuff right? yea, its a public blog. but after i erased all links here n u still managed to find it means ure trying to hard to find smth i don't want u to find. hmmm.

oh, btw, to You, i'm still waiting. for a lot of stuffs. ;) funny thing is. i dun really mind waiting. make sure its worth it k. =)

aight. i better go sleep. gnite

Currently Listening To: Sleep - My Chemical Romance