The Underwater You

For a person who says you want the fresh air, you spend a lot of time underwater. And it would seem the only time you come up for the air you want is the times when you have nothing to do/bored underwater. when ure not bored by being there it seems like u have to struggle to bring yourself to the surface for air, jus to show u meant what you said when you wanted the air. but then when the air becomes so polluted and it will hurt ur lungs to take in the filthy air, its at that time it wud seem you want to come out to land and stay there to enjoy the air. there's just never enough appreciation for the things that you already have. when its gone thats when things seem to matter.

You don't know what you've got til it's gone

Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows ft Vanessa Carlton

i wud say i'm the same way when it comes to appreciating too i guess. this cud all be cuz of my impatience. but then again maybe i'm jus waiting too long for smth which wont happen. maybe this will turn out to be smth i regret again? but then again. i'm getting used to regretting stuff right?

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