How Do I Say What I Need To Say?

i think one of the most annoying things i face is to keep all my thoughts and words in.

there's just so much to say. but it doesn't want to be heard. it's not supposed to be heard i guess.

so that's 2 emails sent into drafts never to come out.


and the thoughts in my head? the words i wanna say? i guess it'll remain there.

i'll have to live with the fact i'll never be able to let my thoughts known. it's not appreciated around here.

haih.



i wanna be happy too.

why couldn't i have it?


Currently Listening To: You Know How I Do - Taking Back Sunday