Heart So Heavy

like each step adds more weight to my heart


like i'm not supposed to.


like i'm just bound to get hurt.

for the things i don't know.


like i will never obtain the trust i need.



too many things going on in my mind.

and all coming out to ppl who are not the ones who NEED to know.


i guess i'm testing sincerity. and trust of course. which is why even if i know i won't tell. i'll wait to be told. so i know whether i can trust.



but yeah. seems like i won't get the trust i need.


i guess this blog is a window to my mind.

so i guess you do know what's going on in my mind.

Currently Watching: Dexter Season 2 Episode 5