Opposites

".... don't you see it? we're just exact opposites. but somehow same in some weird way. so i can't kill myself cuz then she would die too.

but of course i don't want her to die. she's still like a part of me. she's like the bad side of me. the side no one was ever supposed to see. and i honestly can't live knowing her life is going down the drain because of me. yes, this IS my fault. and you did agree last time too remember.

so is this the only way? you definitely know it is. it's the only way that i can save her and everyone that cares about her. it IS the only way man. we're opposites. it's just the way it has to be unfortunately. yea it'll suck for me. but at least things should be better. and yea. i guess in some way i want this too. i want to do this not because i have to do it.

-you know there's no turning back once you go with this plan right? are you sure you want to do this?

... yea i'm sure... and even if i'm not, i want to be. i have to do this. i need to do this. it's the only way. i need to fuck up my life so she, being my opposite, will have a better life.

so i guess this is goodbye then. i don't want to hurt you guys when i change from being me. and yeah, don't tell anyone. just say i left without reason. they wouldn't understand.

-this isn't the way it's supposed to go down bro. you shouldn't be doing this. you know that.

heh. i guess sometimes we don't have a choice. *half smiles*..."

Either you die a hero, or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain

Harvey Dent

Those bad guys don't have to worry. Cuz their life is bad enough. the only way they can go is up, which is all good for everyone. Ah, but for the good ones, heh, they are the ones who should live with the worry. Cuz when ure up, the only way you can go is down.

Some rise by sin, and some by virtue fall

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