It's That Feeling Joel.....

yes. the one where you come back to blog abt stuff you think abt but all the thought are lost. hopefully i'll remember by the end of this post.

nth much happened this week jus had a chem test which i fear went horribly horrible. but i felt happy that day. i guess cuz my Trogdor jacket kept me warm in the cold hall and i managed to get ppl annoyed by my HUMBLE t-shirt. haha! The math quiz i wud say is OK only since i got 88. finally an A after so long. i really need to buck up. there's another Math test coming up. i think i really want to put my back into it. want to. whether i do end up doing it is a different thing. haih.

i jus realise that being driven around by a girl can feel really weird. i mean, normally its the guy who drives the girl around, so when the girl drives the guy around it feels weird. esp when the girl is driving a manual and i'm like taking the easy way out by driving a auto. damn i so want a manual car right now. no la. this time i'm not saying anything bad abt lady drivers. cuz i actually cant complain. but just this time k! haha! ;P


Poji saw me listenig to my music that day and commented,

"Eh, you listen to your music everyday and the same playlist somemore, don't you ever get bored of it?"

and i realised one thing. i never get bored of things that i like. i can listen to the same songs again and again and not get bored. heck, sometimes i even listen to the song 20 times in a row. same goes for my "breakfast" and also my snacks. i jus eat the same Appolo Chocolate Layer Cake like almost everyday.

I've at least eaten 6 dozen since July

like i can play the same songs over and over again without getting bored (this maybe because i have a limited knowledge of playing other songs but thats besides the point.) so no, if i like something i won't get bored of it. i dunno why, i guess i'm jus made like that. guess it explains some other stuff too..........


it was Brian's bday also this week. man they cake they got him....

awesome.no, seriously. its like so thick and full of goodness. maybe cuz its from Secret Recipie eh? haha!

yest night was Cultural Night which went really well. must go and congratulate Erica for a job well done in heading the whole thing. basically it was a night hosted by the students and lecturers of the classes taking Malay Studies on culture and stuff. of course they also got help from some of the others from the other classes but mostly it was all them.

Fish, CK, Ang

Future Engineers + Brian (I had to bend down cuz i was too tall. =) haha! )

KS looking dashing and Organiser Lady, Erica looking stunning.

Clarence with the "Men In Black" look

the agenda was basically plays and silat performances and also lion dances and some other stuff. The plays were really good. i enjoyed watching all three of them. i tot the first one was the funniest but i only understood the third one the best.

Lion Dance

the first one was Empangan, a sort of musical, which talked abt some guy who came back from US or smth like that and abt some dam too. Vincent happened to be acting in the play too. as some crazy guy who was burning the lead characters car. he really was laughing like a psycho maniac. he could have really fooled anyone he was crazy. good acting too in the fight scene. they were like throwing each other around. must have hurt. later in the play they had a sort of trial going on (cuz of the burnt car) which they sang to in Malay to the tune of Green Day's Holiday. really good. like Poji said "Smart giler". the funny parts were when Mr. Kesh suddenly joined in the dancing troupe near the end and also how the photos (which were projected on the screen so everyone could see) of proof that Vincent burnt the lead character's car was of Vincent pouring "kerosene" on Mr. Kesh's car. nicely done. =)

Trial time

The other play was abt Wi and William. two frens where William is adored by the Wi's parents
which makes Wi jealous. Wi also ends up thinking that William is after his land to make a hotel to benefit William. but later finds out that the benefits from the hotel will be going to Wi because the land the hotel was built on was Wi's. it took a sad twist at the end where the girl Wi was after ended up with William. and he din want to do anything cuz he wanted her to be happy and also because he felt he owed William. haih. depressing end.

plans to leave suddenly his then there was also the third play which i couldn't remember the name. It was abt a guy named Azahari who leaves his girl in Malaysia to go to London to reclaim back his ancestor's property from some company. BUT the guy who owns the company, Mr. Swanson, doesn't want to give it back and says he nvr kept and property of Azahari's ancestors. so then he leaves but falls in love with Serena, Swanson's daugther. so they flirt around here and there and Swanson guy catches them one day and his bodyguards beats Azahari up cuz Swanson disapproves of their relationship. plus he forces Serena to say she doesn't love Azahari and the bloody idiot takes what she says seriously. so feeling really fed up now, Azahari goes to some French detective F.C (Francois Chevorlet or smth like that). so with the help of the detective he manages to expose Swanson as the liar and Swanson is arrested. and as Azahari is leaving too Serena comes in to see that her father has been arrested and when she tries to talk to Azahari, he just ignores her and walks off. so she lost her father and her love too. damn emo man. anyway, when AzahariMsian girl (Nadirah) shows up. so as they were abt to go spend time with each other he suddenly collapses and he ends up in the hospital. and as expected while Nadirah is temaning Azahari at the hospital, Serena finds out abt Azahari and comes to see him too. yea, conflict between the two girls. so then Serena forces him to choose between her and Nadirah. and i din catche what happened then but i guess Azahari choose Nadirah as the last scene showed both of the happily playing around while Serena was watching from a distance with her heart breaking with every move they made. cuz the one she loves is in the arms of another. then it ended. wah. damn emo man the story. pity Serena man. cuz of some curang guy she suffers. haih. but good acting from the actors. Ka Yi (Serena) did a really good job imitating the British accent. and Bob suited his role well too. haha.

after that was the prize giving ceremony for best drama and best actor and other stuff too. then came the special event. two German lecturers who met in Intec and got married decided to sort of have a wedding ceremony sort of thing in Intec as a celebration that they met at Intec. i tot they really good nice in the traditional Malay wedding costumes.

then basically it was jus that wedding stuff which got quite boring and all. then it was over! i wanted to stay on longer and chat around a bit but i had to leave cuz Jim wanted to go back and i was following him. haih. well cant complain since i'm gettin a free ride back.

nth much else happened. jus a normal week i wud say. oh i learnt that me and knives don't go so well. =)


k relax. it was an accident. but since i was bleeding i tot y not pose a bit. haha! n no Lauren and Ewern i did not cut myself. it was an ACCIDENT! so dun try and kill me all. haha

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It's been 9 months already and you're still thinking of her.

i can't help it la. haih. i'm so lost and confused. i really need to say a lot of stuff. i can't live with your lifestyle. i just can't. i will never see it as ok or fine or anything like how you see it. i just cannot do it. and that incident still bugs me. cuz i feel i know nothing abt. i mean things like these don't jus happen overnight. it builds up. yet i knew nothing. ure really good at hiding stuff i must say.

u know it din even last a day. i felt good for that short while. it reall really did. like everything was back like how it should be. like everything mattered to you again.

then it disappeared. and only one thing changed. still trying to figure how exactly did it make you change.

but I mean nothing to you and I don't know why

Vertical Horzion

i'd quote the verses before this, but i wud just have to say it would be arrogant for me to do so.

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oh btw ppl, i haf no credit at all and i'm not supposed to be online now anyway so yea.

bye.

Currently Listening To: Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon