Being Back

i must say. being back was awesome. i loved it. on a whole i loved it. why? there's so many reasons!

first of all, was the ppl. i got to meet new ppl and also hang out with some of the old ppl and get to know them better. the new ppl? well there's Yumey, whom i must say looked awesome today. she was like the first girl from Subang that i met since coming back. actually, i think she may be the only person from subang that i met whom i didn't know since the merger. kinda sad cuz she's like the only Subang-ian that i met from the so many of them. and if i have to sum her up, i would put her under fun and bubbly. awesome person! don't regret meeting her at all. plus she takes photos of everything, and for the ppl who know me, then u wud know that this is something i would love. haha.

then there's Andrew Tan. no idea who he was before this. saw him at VBS one day, then i thought it was Stephen, but then i went nearer and realized it wasn't him. then i was wondering who the heck is this guy that everyone seems to know. finally i met him, and this fella also another cekap guy. he's first of all damn friendly, and super energetic and also fun. tho he can get pissed at some stuff, but he doesn't keep it in him. one thing cool is that eventhough u first meet him, he'll treat u like he always knew u. which is awesome. plus he's damn helpful also. helped me get my camera k. which is awesome. so yeah. another guy i dun regret meeting. cekap fella.

then there's some of the old ppl also, like Tommy and Ju-Hann. i mean i knew them b4 this la. but it's like i got to know them more somehow. and both of them are both jokers la. damn funny and cool ppl. i tell u, if u've never met them, it's like ure missing out on life la. haha! Tommy is like suppppeeerrrllly lame and funny. he's half Indian btw. haha! :P then Ju-Hann is the super expresionfull guy. love to see his reactions to stuff and all that. damn cool wei. haha.

can't remember if i'm missing out anyone i wanna talk abt. hmm. will add on later i guess.

cool. julian just called me to say bye. how awesome is he? :)

ooo. the fun thing abt coming back was when i surprised everyone. that was really fun. i mean, i'm sure everyone knows by now that i love surprising ppl. so yeah. it was fun for me. still remember becks shouting BEN!!! haha!

then there's all the events and things that i've done. the greatest one being back was opening for the concert for Juwita Suwito. freaking awesome feeling. esp when we froze and the whole crowd started cheering. that was the best feeling la. i'm glad with the bandmates i had and the awesomeness they played. cekap fellas. and dang la Eunice, i look back now, and think that maybe we should have done the head bang thing eh. haha!

other things were like the Genting trip which was a blast! :D then there was Broga hill also, which was something i would never do normally, but i did it. and that was cekap la. if only i had my camera then. danggg. oh wells. when i come back next time eh.

Youth Camp was awesome as well, the games we had were nice, the team i had was OBVIOUSLY the best team there. ;P the place was awesome also. doing nothing and being in charge of nothing was a great feeling. having the long security night was great as well. good to have the long talks and let everything out. if only there was more time for security. :P

SIngapore was awesome also. wow. that place is brilliant. i think there's photos and stuff that i've put up and all. plus got King Julian on our mind and stuff from the trip. heck hanging with the cousins is never a bad thing.

then there's also meeting with all the old friends and all. that was gr8 la. i loved meeting them. :) the best was the haven't seen in 3 years one. i loved how i could just click with her like that. like there was no weird feeling or whatever. nice. :) and the school friends also. cekap fellas. that night at AC and then Sunway then til late night all. cekapness.

also found out stuff i would never expect abt ppl. and surprisingly, i was cool abt it. didn't think i'd feel this way, but things have changed. haha.

oh oh oh. and i got belanja-ed by ppl also this year. like finally ppl remembered! haha! :P thanks Laurz! tho i did belanja u like twice for lunch or smth like that b4 ur treat. haha. thanks Dana! for the Wan Tan Mee. :P and thanks. who else belanja-ed me? oh yeah. Solehah as well. man that woman has good taste for food la. seriously. everytime i makan with her, the food rocks. but i guess maybe that's the company as well la. haha!

oh oh oh. and thanks to Dana's belanja and hanging out after, i managed to, for the first time in my life, see a friend whom i met thru email. i thought it was her, but then, i was like no way. and she saw me and was like the same feeling as well. so finally i checked with her, and it was her! how cool is that? i mean randomly meeting ur online friend whom i've never met b4 unexpectedly also. cekap or not. this have to give credit to Dana la. for bugging me to put 50cents and stay longer. haha. damn cool wei. after like 5 years finally meet. haha.

oh and got to sort fix things with a friend. who fucked up yet again. but oh wells, forgiving is a good thing right. plus i guess i'm too close to the friend to just let her go like that. but yeah, things still got bad to worse between me and her. and now it's kinda screwy. but oh well. all the best to u and ur promise. i'll be around.

man, i feel like i've got so much to say still. but yet. yeah.

oh yeah! there was also a webcam convo with the cousins from US. with all the other cousins. here. that was awesome! first time big time webcam convo all. haha.

it's kinda cool being back. seeing how ppl change and all. some ppl from being bad, became worse. some from being normal and sane, went back to being useless and annoying. but then again, maybe that never changed. and some ppl's words still can't be trusted. some ppl just talk only. disappointing. but oh well. but some ppl were awesome also. some were friendlier and i got closer to them and got to know them better. one of these ppls are like Becks. i think i got to know her way better now. plus she totally rocks la. haha.

oh oh. and i also got to know new music from my sis. and i know i'm going to miss my sis the most. who else am i gonna hang out with and be crazy. haih. bubs! u better take care of urself k. and yeah, she intro-ed me to Check Yes Juliet by We The Kings. which had the awesome pleasure of being to jam the song with Yih Ren. gosh. i just love playing with him. this is like how our convo for jamming goes like:

Yih Ren/Ben: "eh u know this song. *insertsongnamehere*?"
Ben/Yih Ren: "eh ya. jom."

*both start playing said song.

cekap or not. nice la. damn i'm thinkin of the freeze thing. that was so awesome. :)

oh oh. and seeing those two couples are kinda happyfying. i like seeing them happy. cuz i feel they deserve it. :)

so many good things la. but there were bad also. like how i'm jus supposed to be okay when ppl mess up. but i'm not allowed to. i'm not supposed to get tired or whatever. while other ppl get tired and give up so easily. sheesh. some ppl are so unfair. then get pissed off at me. like i've never been trying for so long. sheesh. everyone has their limit k. and why get pissed off at what u dish out anyway. sheesh.

oh oh oh. and drove around bangsar too this year! but that's cuz me and Laurz were goin to MidV for lunch, but it was like packed or smth. then went and drove off and ended up in bangsar. which was jammed. and i turned into some sesat road all. and we were like half lost for a while and then we finally got out and ended up for lunch at SS2. haha! nice adventures eh Laurz. haha.

wow. i've got so much to say actually. i dunno what else to write for now. so i'm gonna stop here la. it's a long post. so enjoy reading. :) this has been the best times of my life so far.

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