Oops!

Oh yeah..... one last thing that i forgot to put...

MERRY
CHRISTMAS!
=)

Currently Listening To: A Town Called Hypocrisy - Lostprophets

Note to Self:

Don't ever follow dad to 30 Hour famine anymore.

Seriously, walking in as a V.I.P when ure a nobody is just plain weird and scary. But of course, it felt cool for a few seconds la. But i'll nvr do it again. If i ever go for the 30 hour famine i'll be goin as a participant.

Anyway, basically thats one thing that happened in the last two weeks. Well that was for the two weeks ago. Last week, Miss Lauren Chia decided to celebrate my bday by letting everyone know when it was by getting me a cake.

Honestly, i really loved the cake. Cuz it was a cheesecake and it tasted awesome and all that, BUT, i disliked the part abt everyone knowing. oh yeah, and also the part where i got drenched in water and also covered in whipped cream. Do you know what watre and whipped cream mixed together smells like?? You don't wanna know. Sheesh. Moral of the story: Don't ever let Lauren find out your bday, unless she can keep it to herself.

Yet, I'm really grateful for Lauren, cuz she's a good, kind, caring, nice fren. (ok lauren, i talked abt ur kechunness. Happy? i'm the one thats good, kind, caring and nice la =P)

Oh yea, Sunday was Church day. My sister's class did worship. Seriously wasnt expecting anything good from the Form 1's (maybe cuz my sister and Sonia was in it). B4 it started Me and Caleb were like "Eh, the guitarist sounds pretty good la." Then we realised it was John Thomas who was playin it for that moment. Haha! We said the same thing abt the drummer during worship, and realised it was John Thomas again. =P Anyway, the Form 1's were pretty good. I mean for first timers. Even my sister managed to paly the tambourine properly. I was seriously impressed. Not bad Form 1ers! And also to their teacher, John, who helped them all the way.

That night had a pot bless. And everyone came over. Makaned. Watched football. Watched Man U win! haha! Played board games. oh yea, i won in Catan too that day. Feelin proud! =) Then later went over to Jo's cuz had to sort of ''jaga'' their neighbours place, who were out for Deepavali, cuz of two mysterious men. Slept there. oh yeah, i drove the Volvo back from my house. Haha! man, i wont forget the unableness to balance that car man. Had to switch on the hazard lights to tell ppl not to go ahead instead of waitin for me. Haha! But it was fun la. =P

Next morning, woke to play football at Caleb's school. Not bad. Played lousyly of course. Died halfway and was lying down the whole time. Later came back. Went for luch with all at McD. Then went to Jo's house and played board games again. Seriously, Catan is addictive. This time that sneaky Jo won. out of nowhere he comes up with like 5 points and wins. Crap man. Later came home, bathed, and slept!

Tuesday: Interesting day, woke up and opened Caleb's present. His present is damn cool. A guitar slide! i dunno how to fully use it yet but its still cool. and he also got me some picks. The best was the one with The Offspring logo behind. (oh yeah. This just came to mind. The Rest of My Life - Less Than Jake. Pretty cool song. Recommended by yours truly.) Later went to Sunway Pyramid. For an outing which was planned by Theresa. UNFORTUNATELY, i nvr got the wonderful msg that it was cancelled the night b4. So i end up msg Theresa askin her where shud i wait only to wake her up with a reply telling me that it was cancelled. She was so nice that she came anyway cuz i was there (Thx Theresa) and basically we walked a bit then had lunch. Or maybe brunch. Got a msg from Jo askin whether wanna watch a movie. Since we din haf anythin to do we went. So went and picked up Jo (after takin a while to find the 'lost' car) and went to One U. Went there and found out that there wasnt a movie at a suitable time cuz Jo had tuition *coughs* to go for. So we just ended up playin bowlin instead. Din do so well though. hahah. Later went home. and i think i slept again. or maybe i went online? ahaha.

Wednesday: Out again. This time at Pyramid with julian, lauren, beccy(well not really, cuz she was mostly ice skatin and *helpin* someone skate ;) ), Ruth, dana, wei ren, esther, kenneth and anyone else? Went there and watched Open Season. Not bad la the show. The rest of the day was spent walking around and kacauing beccy. The rest of this story of what happened can be read at lauren's blog. Since i'm getting lazy to write since i feel i wrote pretty long alredi. =P Go read here.

Erm i think thats all i have to say for now. I got some pics to post up but I'll do it later. =P
Oh yeah, my two roommates wished me Happy Bday one day earlier and i sorta din wanna tell them that my bday was the next day. So i said Thx. Good or Bad thing to do? Hmmm. And that sneaky Jo is up to smth. Not exactly sure yet. But i'll find out soon enough. hmmm.

One last thing, I realised i really wanna be a somebody. So that when i walk for that VIP thing again, I'd know its cuz i deserve to be there. Hmmmm

Later then. Seriously, much later.

Currently Listening To: Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance

******Welcome to the Black Parade******

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.

He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"
He said "Will you defeat them,
your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I'll leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said, "Son when you grow up,
would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go.
And through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know.

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.

A woman sends you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all.
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Defiant to the end
We hear the call

To carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches
On and on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh

Disappointed faces of your peers
Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause I could not care at all

Do or die
You'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part
I won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer, for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only you
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I'm just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care

We'll carry on
We'll carry on
Though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
You'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated
Your weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on
(Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
You want it all, you wanna play this part)
[x2]

*******************************

Currently Addicted To: Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance =)

Yeah I Know

Ok. So i have been procrastinating my blogging for so long. like 3 weeks plus? haf TONS to say. But by now i sorta forgot most of everything i wanted to say. I'm also stuck with a tag to do which I haf to do but later la. Sry Zhen! =P Haha. Anyway, dont feell like blogging now so i'll just leave u guys with a pic which shud haf been up long ago too. And also advice for u guys out there to GO AND LISTEN TO GOO GOO DOLLS. They so totally rock man. Haha. U guys haf no idea what ure missing. Esp those ppl who havent even HEARD of Goo Goo Dolls (I find that unbelieveable that they havent heard of Goo Goo Dolls). Haha. Anyway, here's the pic:

Wall of Meteora by Linkin Park

Oh yeah, Had a 5 hour chat last night. Now that call, was awesome. N not just cuz it was a long chat. =)

kk gtg. Bye!

Currently Listening To: Slide - Goo Goo Dolls

Holidays!!

well... this is late. Anyway, holidays started for me last firday which is last week. Did so many stuffs. But had a lot of fun. This is why its good to be busy having fun. =P Anyway basically, this is what happened for the past few days. I'm just gonna MENTION talk A LITTLE on all the fun stuff la k. Too lazy n tired to explain. =P

Sunday
-Wei Zhen's outing. Had lots fun walking around and at the makan place. Didn't haf fun waiting for the shoes ppl tho. Oh yeah, Mimz "influenced" me to get my first Coffe Bean/Starbucks. Got the coffe bean white chocolate.Kinda nice. But hurt my wallet.

Monday
-Lauren's outing. Went to midv and watched Click. Had fun there too. Click = Good show. Go watch. walked around a lot also. Ate bottomless Nacho's.
-Went to school to help around in CF camp. Saw Joel suffering in heat n boredom. Haha! =P

Tuesday
-Went school again. Help out. Left early to spend quality time with Her. Camp back home to send sis to fren's house then went to church so that we can go shopping for camp. Went midv again. Saw Her with her fren's and also Simon was there. Didn't think I'd ever see him again. Came back later to pick sis up. But came late. But still on time though. Wait, thats just weird. Anyway, later came back to school to help out again. Wathced my pirated version of Pirates of the Caribbean. Crap. I shouldn't be promoting piracy. Haha.

Wednesday
-Went school again. Help out in worship. Then leave early to go spend time again. Went to drop Her off at the Her tuition place then came back to do the devotion for camp. Finished just in time to go and pick Her up from tuition. Went shopping for camp with Her. Spent time with Her again later. Went home. Packed for Camp. Slept late.

Thursday, Friday, Saturday
- Camp! Camp was fun. Got to do a lot of things. Altough stuff didn't go good with Her. Hardly did spent time with Her. Haih. =S Anyway, got to jump off the diving platform into the pool so many times. Which was enjoyed a lot. Haha. But it hurt when i did the summersault and landed on my face. More specifically, my right eyeball. It felt as if someone punched my eye as hard they cud. Haha. But it was all WORTH IT. Haha. There was also Theresa who just cudnt get off the diving board. She stood there for more than half an hour both times just to end up being pushed/pulled to go in. Haha. Anyway, camp was great. But tiring. Gonna haf to go for worship practice like now. Lauren!! I tired la. Ish!

kk gtg. Bye ppl!

Currently Listening To: I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco

Cute Without The 'E'

Yet another song to get addicted to. Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) - Taking Back Sunday. I just hope it will never mean anything. I just hope.

******Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team)******

Your lipstick his collar don't bother angel,
I know exactly what goes on.

When everything you'll get is,
Everything that you've wanted, princess.
Well which would you prefer,
My finger on the trigger, or,
(Me face down, down across your floor.)
Me face down, down across your floor.
(Me face down, down across your floor.)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded.

And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin.
This all was only wishful thinkin.
Let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel,
I know exactly what goes on, when you're on and,
How about I'm outside of your window?
(How about I'm outside of your window?)
Watchin' him keep the details covered.
You're such a sucker, (You're such a sucker.)
For a sweet talker.

And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
(The only thing I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back.)
And will you tell all your friends,
you've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
This all was only wishful thinkin'.

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens.
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
(Why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you?)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens.
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
(Why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you?)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens.
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know...

And all of this was all your fault.
And all of this....

(I stay jealous.)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason,
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life.
(She'll destroy us all before she's through,
And find a way to blame somebody else.)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason,
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life.
(She'll destroy us all before she's through,
And find a way to blame somebody else.)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason,
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life!

***************************

Lauren, quite smart u cud guess smth was wrong thru msn. I tot i was acting normal enough la wei. haha. Well thx for talking and everything. Help me settle my problem a bit. =)

As for my problem, blink-182 gives me an idea what i shud do. Through Here's Your Letter. =)

"Fuck, I can't let this kill me, let go.
I need some more time to fix this problem."

Here's Your Letter - blink-182

Currently Listening To: Cute Without The 'E' (Acoustic) - Taking Back Sunday

04/08/06 =)

Thx for the great day!

Even though it was YOUR day, it was great for me too.

Thank YOU so much!

=)

Currently Listening To: Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) - Taking Back Sunday

Headerless. Or Meybe Not.

Well, i dun haf much to say this week. Jus the same ol' goin on. But one cool thing i just found out is about Dana's Yellow (Coldplay) remake. It was AWESOME wei! It's just so cool to hear la. So Dana, when is ur album coming out la? Haha!

Man, I really get addicted to song so much. Maybe way too much. Imagine listening to one song over and over again for one whole hour or much more than that. Plus the song is about 2 and a half minutes only. But, if the song is addictive not my fault rite. =P

Oh yeah, there's also another great song i would recomend. God Of Wonder sang by City On A Hill. First time i heard it was when i played it for David Chang during worship. Really great song.

******God of Wonders******

Lord of Heaven and Earth.
Lord of all creation.
Lord of Heaven and Earth.

Lord of all creation,
Of water, earth and sky.
The heavens are your Tabernacle.
Glory to the Lord on high!

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
You are Holy, Holy.
The universe declares Your majesty,
You are Holy, Holy.

Lord of Heaven and Earth
Lord of Heaven and Earth

Early in the morning,
I will celebrate the light.
When I stumble in the darkness,
I will call your name by night

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
You are Holy, Holy.
The universe declares Your majesty,
You are Holy, Holy.

Lord of Heaven and Earth
Lord of Heaven and Earth

Hallelujah, to the Lord of Heaven and Earth (3x)

Holy, Holy

God of wonders beyond our galaxy,
You are Holy, Holy.
Precious Lord, reveal your heart to me,
You are Holy, Holy.
The universe declares Your majesty,
You are Holy, Holy.

Holy, Holy

Hallelujah to the Lord of Heaven and Earth

If you havent heard it yet, u really shud. =)

Thats All 4 now.

Currently Listening To: Who I Am Hates Who I've Been - Relient K

If It's Right...

then there is no need to prove it is...

Anyway, I just found out that i can't go for youth camp. Well thats a major bummer. Seeing that Ji Ming AND Yih Ren will be there. There goes our plans to play The Time Has Come, Tell The World, Take It All and the other songs. Well at least there goes mine. Damn la. Haih.

Oh yeah, I was just thinking about it, and I realise my life happens to be like that One Tree Hill episode. I'd write what happened but considering I'll be spoiling the story for Lauren cuz she hasnt seen the whole season 3 yet, I won't. It's so screwed up but thats the way it is. I mean how much can u trust someone who can't be trusted. It just seems like the words are just being said to make me happy. I don't need those words. I need words that mean what they say. Haih. This is like a total switch. It seems wrong but right.

Oh yeah! Note to self. Drop guitar off at Joel's house on sunday! If not i have to suffer another week without guitar. Haha.

Darn, homework sucks. I miss my 6 months of time alone with myself n my guitar. =)

Currently Listening To: Of All The Gin Joints In All The World - Fall Out Boy

The 2 Weeks Update!

miss me? Ok don't answer that. =P well its been abt 2 weeks no update. And basically there's been nth much goin on. Jus some classes have started. Some haf no teacher. Some teachers are coming in August. Oh well. Anyway, It's been kinda boring la. Esp when u come back from classes and have absolutely nth to do. Haih.

There is a plus side though, i found out some cool stuff too. Like Jim from my class is a member of 1st Batu Pahat Coy. I Also found out there are many other Boys' Brigade members who are there. Other than that, there's also the com lab where u can jus surf the net on ur free time. Which is kinda cool since u can still use Windows Messenger to chat n stuff.

But this week had to be the worst! First of all i onli brought one CD there. Which means one whole CD to listen to for 5 days! Sheesh (but then again i manged to find a new song to get addicted to =) ) And i din bring a book to read. So its either u sleep in the afternoon or u jus dun do anything at all. There was also once, where I went there in the morning at 8 to find out all my morning classes were canceled. What a waste of waking up at 6. Nonsense la! There was also a taklimat we had to listen to at the hostel at 9 pm. Who the hell has taklimat's at 9 at night?! And it ended at 11 pm. It's a good thing i had my phone wit me to keep me entertained. Haha. Like Lauren said that night, "Thank God for sms!" =P

Anyway, the most important thing right now is i'm back! And i can relax for the next 3 days. hahahhahahaha =)

Oh wait, i have homework. Darn! =(

********Again I Go Unnoticed********

So quiet.
Another wasted night.
The television steals the conversation.
Exhale.
Another wasted breath;
Again it goes unnoticed.

Please tell me you're just feeling tired,
'Cause if it's more than that I fear that I might break.
Out of touch.  Out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed,
'Cause I can't read your rolling eyes.
Out of touch.  Are we out of time?

Close lipped;
Another goodnight kiss,
Is robbed of all its passion.
Your grip;
Another time to slack,
Has left me feeling empty.

Please tell me you're just feeling tired,
'Cause if it's more than that I feel that I might break.
Out of touch.  Out of time.
Please send me anything but signals that are mixed,
'Cause I can't read your rolling eyes.
Out of touch.  Are we out of time?

I'll wait until tomorrow,
Maybe you'll feel better then...
Maybe we'll be better then.
So what's another day,
When I can't bear these nights of thoughts of going on without you?
This mood of yours is temporary.
It seems worth the wait to see you smile again.
Out of the corner of my eye,
Won't be the only way you're looking at me then.

So quiet.
Another wasted night.
The television steals the conversation.
Exhale.
Another wasted breath;
Again it goes unnoticed.

Song of The Moment: Again I Go Unnoticed - Dashboard Confessional
Currently Listening To: Again I Go Unnoticed - Dashboard Confessional

Smile

I remember reading a blog, i think it was Manjuli's, where she said pretending to be happy is hard. Well, thats damn true. Just sitting there and watching that in front of me was killing me. I don't know why but it was. So all i could do was just leave. And later i had to just put on a smile and act as if nothing was wrong. I guess it made some stuff clearer for me, although i hated it. But i guess if you could do it, i shud be able to too right? But, now, i guess i can't. Damn it. I hate having to smile when i'm not smiling inside.

Pretending to be happy is hard.

=)

Currently Listening To: Here's Your Letter - blink-182

One Week There..

Well, actually it was four days. For those who don't know, I've just started college at INTEC, UiTM Shah Alam. And I'm supposed to stay there for the whole time I'm studyin there. Except i can come back on Saturday and Sunday.

For this week, there was nth much.They just had this Orientation Week which was called Minggu Mesra Siswa (MMS). Overall the whole thing was okay. OKAY onli. If they took out all the times where we doin absolutely nothing, They could have probably fitted the "Minggu" in two days.

The first day was registration. Went there with Joel. Yeah, he drove. Which was a very useful. Thanks so much Joel! for being my "chauffer" and letting me tumpang you to-and-fro from the hostel to INTEC. =P Anyway, registration went pretty well. I just forgot one thing which i got and settled later. Then, we went to the hostel, which is about 10km away from the college, to check it out. The place was not bad. It was new. unfortunately the floor was filled with cement dust because of it's newness. Our roommates were two chinese guys from Sarawak, who happened to be classmates too. So the four of us share one room. So far, they are pretty cool roommates. Then later we had some taklimats back at INTEC, which, like other talks and everything, boring. And to cut a long story short, for the next few days of MMS, there were a lot of taklimats that were a waste of time basically. Some of the group things we did were pretty cool though. Like getting to know the places in INTEC. Now thats was useful. We also got to design our own dream college. My group's college was the best of all. Well, i guess it was a bit unfair since we had Wan who was a student who's taking "Town Planning" as his course. =P
Other than that it was pretty boring la. The exercise time was lame. We couldn't play football. Joel kept insisting that everyone there was a bunch of nerds who don't play football. I told him if i start playing at least 100 ppl will come and play. AT LEAST 100. =P

Oh yeah, met a lot of new n old friends. First i met Vincent and Clarence which were my roommates. Then i met Syed Nabil (yeah, that guy in the Moral Form 4 Text book =P). I dont see him for like 3 years, then suddenly i see him twice in a year. Met Rama there too. But he seems to introduce himself as Ram now. But he still looks and act the same as last time. jus a bit taller. I met a new guy there too. Seaport's top student, Vimalan. (It's a scary thing when people just know who you are when you just say your name. it's like you're famous and you don't even know why. I hate when this happens to me). Anyway, i said my name was Benjamin and he suddenly knew who was my mom. Yeah, Freaky. Then later he told me that he is the Sri Aman discipline teacher's neighbour and he heard that I got the scholarship from the teacher who obviously found out from my mom. Small world.

Oh yeah, i learned some "interesting" stuff also. Like Joel told me most chinese people don't know how to use their hands to eat. Which i found very weird cause i tot that since we're in Malaysia they wud know how. Anyway, we were at dinner and Joel was like "How do you eat with hands?". I was shocked la to hear. So there i taught him how to eat with his hands. Later, Joel wanted to prove that he wasnt the onli one so we asked some other chinese guys in our group. Isaac said he didnt know and Huan Yang said he knew because of National Service. Then later at lunch one day there were no fork and spoons. So then we saw Sook May and Jia Ji askin Ira how to eat with hands. then when she showed them, there were like "WOW!". I found that hilarious. =P So is it true that most chinese don't know how to eat with fingers? So far, Lauren and Ruth say they of course know. The other people out there?

Well, thats all i haf to say for now. Yeah i know its kinda boring. I never had a flare for writing anyway. But jus read la if you're bored. I gtg and pick up my sister now. Bye!

Currently Listening To: This I Promise You - *NSYNC

I Got Tagged Again....

Awesome People I wanna Meet :

1. Marcus Beaumont
   
2. Linkin Park
   
3. Spongebob
4. Cosmo
5. God.
   

Things I Can't Live Without :

1. Guitar
   
2. Music
   
3. Discman
4. Sleep!
5. God
   

I wish I could :

1. Have mutant powers
   
2. Start my life over knowing whats good and bad
   
3. Be a super chun guitarist
   
4. Study harder
   
5. Not get angry so fast
   

I want :

1. Sleep!
2. Headphones for my discman
   
3. A nice computer game to play
   
4. To watch Lost season 3!
   
5. To not be bored
   

Song I think that are Awesome :

1. Third Eye Blind - Blinded
   
2. Relient K - Apathetic Way To Be
   
3. Hillsong United - From God Above
   
4. blink-182 - Not Now
   
5. Fall Out Boy - The Music Or The Misery
   
6. Sugarcult - Memory
7. Lifehouse - Spin
   
8. Hillsong United - Free
9. Hillsong United - All Day
10. Destroy/Stomp/Hell March/HM2 - Frank Klepacki

i din onli haf to do 5 right? =P
How I see myself in 10 years :

1. Working for the Goverment
   
2. Found the right person for me
   
3. Not fatter
   
4. Smarter?
   
5. Still playing guitar
   

Rich Random Facts :

1. I can play guitar for an hour plus straight without doing anything else
   
2. I have 1358 songs in my WMP. For now at least.
   
3. I think way too much for my own good.
   
4. I dun hate the fact that i am wrong sometimes, i hate the fact somebody else is right.
   
5. Cant stand slow songs.
   

Misconceptions :

1. Not as smart as ppl think i am
   
2. Not as good at guitar
   
3. Ppl think i'm easy to read
   
4. Reliable
   
5. Ppl think i'm hardworking

PEOPLE I TAG!

1. N
2. O
   
3. O
   
4. N
5. E

ahahhahaha... lazy to tag la.... so other ppl jus read la.. its u feel like tagging urself then jus do la.. haha!

Currently Listening To: Someday - Flipsyde

Finally!

Aaaahhhh...... Finally after trying for the past hour, i got music onto my site. Dun ask why it took so long. Tried getting it from other blogs but for somereason, what worked on other blogs jus didnt want to work here. BUT thanks to perseverance, i finally got it. Although i had to steal from frenster.... but i still got it. So thats what that matters. =P

Well, first i wanted to put Destroy from Red Alert 2 soundtrack, but link didnt work. So i tried Hell March 2. But didnt work again. Soooo, now i got Free by Hillsong United. So go enjoy the song k! I took so long to get it there, better enjoy it! =P jk jk

Oh yeah, managed to figure out some of the tabs for Destroy n Hell March too. Got my medical done today morning too. Now i got an X-ray of myself in my room. I think i'll hang it up as a poster or smth. it's kinda cool la. =)

So today was a pretty productive day for me. Feeling proud. =D K Gonna play guitar now. Jus haf to make sure its not too loud til the neghbours complain. ;P

Gnite!

Currently Listening To: Easy Target - blink-182

We Freakin Rocked!

Jus got news from Theresa, we got 6th placing for our Pesta singing competition and 3rd placing in our group for Drill competition. Man, that seriously is damn chun wei. But the sad part abt it was that we were robbed! I mean, for singing there was 5 places that were given prizes, and 1st JB definitely don't deserve to be there. WHich means we could have at least 5th! Then for drill. Well, supposedly they shud haf chosen 3 from our group, but they only chose 2! What the crap!? This means that we could haf gone into the finals! So yeah, we were ROBBED! Oh well, what goes around, comes around right? >;)

Oh yeah. Miss Lauren Chia had to nicely tag me on her blog. So now i haf to write out 8 things about my perfect lover. Man, i dont like these explain stuff. So i'm jus gonna write out the points onli, no explainin like in Lauren's, Grace's and Julian's 1 part out of 8. =P

8 things about my perfect lover.

1. Christian
2. Loyal
3. Trustworthy
4. Caring
5. Loving
6. Cool and Lame at the same time =P
7. Doesn't try to be someone else.
8. Open n Sharing

ok Lauren, i did it! Hurayy for me! That was such a headache la. I din know what to write. So jus had to write la. i dun really know what are the exact things for my perfect lover so i jus put what came to my mind now. =)

Well, thats all i have for now. Gtg watch some Doctor House now. He freaking rocks.

Bye!

Currently Listening To: Free - Hillsong United

Is It Worth It?

Thats the question in mind everytime i want to buy a cd. Will buying the CD be worth it? Spending at least between RM30 to RM50 for CD's. Is it worth it?

Well, so far I've spent at least 350 bucks on 10 Cd's. To some of you, that may be very little. But to me thats A LOT. Now, i'm wondering was it worth it? I could just download those albums. And basically thats what i did, at least for the Hillsong United albums that i owned. But i realised that i should buy it. I mean downloading is supposedly "stealing" right? N to steal from a Christian group, i guess thats just wrong, right? I mean it is written in the ten commandments that "Thou shalt not steal".

So was it worth it? Well, seeing that i spent a lot of money on my Cd's, I'd definitely want it to be worth it. But, actually i guess it really was worth it. I can't explain how, but i just know it is. I guess it's cuz i know i'm doing the right thing. =)

So, i guess i'll go now n enjoy one of my very "Worth It" Cd's. =P

Currently Listening To: From God Above - Hillsong United

N it just got smaller

I tot the world was already too small from the many different ways and different people i know her by. Now i find out the guy she likes is my Grandparents' neighbours grandson, whom i met last year during christmas in all the way in Taiping. Jus when i tot the world was too small. Oh well.

Reminder: Do not wear watches when playing futsal!

why? Cuz it causes injuries and damage to property. Well, actually the injury was jus a slightly deep cut on my hand and damage to property was my watch being broken off. So dont, wear ur watch when playing futsal. Even if u do, dont let some whack to ball straight at ur watch. =P

Another reminder: Dont ever wake me up from my sleep to ask me to do u a favour. Unless u need me to save ur life. other than that i dun think anything is that urgent that i haf to be woken up from my sleep.

Currently Listening To: Lucky You - Lostprophets

Because Nothing Is Like It Is...

PESTA!!!

hlo ppl!... well pesta is over...had fun altough there were a lot of stuff to complain abt... so here's what happened...

Day One:

Went to UM abt 5.30. Realized that i passed the Ambang Asuhan Jepun at UM. Thought i wud see Azrie, but didnt. Later, found out i'd be sharing a room with Jon Ng on the 7th floor of Kolej Kediaman Ke-12 (I still remember the name, haha!). Anyway, waited til 6 smth then went to the room and unpacked. After that went to have dinner, which wasnt much cuz there wasnt enuf food. seriously, what kind of planning is that when there can be not enuf food??! Anyway, after "dinner" went to hall for international nite. it was kinda good, except i din like the guitarist for the worship part. Basically, he was annoying.the performances from Philipines was nice. after that whole thing we had supper n went back to our rooms to sleep.

Day Two:

Woke up at 5.00 thx to some stupid fire alarm that went off. Had to go all the way downstairs n fall in to be just told to go up cuz it was just a false alarm. since we all woke up so early, we decided to start polishing for the opening parade. After breakfast there was the Opening Ceremony. this was when the VIP guest started talking crap abt his life story, how he doesnt like to go shopping, some kids head getting chopped in half n brains falling out. Man, he was seriously annoying. After he was FINALLY over, we had our state orentation, where Selangor state started choosing ppl for the interstate games in the afternoon later. After that was lunch and we changed and got ready for the interstate games. I was in futsal with Jo, Yih Ren, Bryan and Kevin. First game: Kuala Lumpur, who have been training for the past month. Obviously, for our last minute state team, we lost. But we tried our best. basically, our state lost all the games. Although we did get medals from Table Tennis and smth else i cant remember ;P.
Later at night was the gospel rally. everyone was basically half asleep during that time cuz of the interstate games. but while i was actually paying attention, i tot the play n the worship they had was kinda ok. din really hear much of the sermon though. after gospel rally went back to room to sleep. Slept well too. had a bolster n blanket with me. Haha!

Day Three:

DRILL COMPETITION DAY! woke up at 6 to start polishing. oh yeah, polished my boots the night b4 too, with some of richard help. Thx Rich! Was tense when we went there, got really relaxed, then got tensed up again. Overall i think we did pretty good. Even Caleb said so. now thats a compliment =P. BUT we din get into the finals, which was quite dissapointing. Then later that night was the singing competition. 2nd Subang was FANTASTIC! Our guys n girls were unique. Most of the other companies came out as hip-hop fellas and started rapping where u cant hear what they r saying. We came out as farmers who sang gr8 where u cud hear every single word. UNFORTUNATELY AGAIN, we didnt get positioned in the top 5. 1st JB which KILLED Tell The World with their lousy singing got a place. Wth?! Dunno y la but its so obvious the judges are pilih kasih n cannot hear properly. so annoyed. later some kid had gone into shock cuz he din haf enuf to eat, so i gave my jacket to help cover him. havent seen my jacket since. =(

Day Four:

Nth much happened here. Jus review and display day. The selangor contingent was lead by the Staff Sergeant from 1st Ampang. Man, he really is a joker. Oh yeah, this is the day when i had to stand in the sun and nicely got my face burnt. Then after R&D was the band competition. 1st JB was really good. Their drum major was amazing. Leading his whole team with a fractured left hand? Simply AMAZING! No wonder he got best drum major. 1st KL were good too with their Phantom Of the Opera. 3rd Kl with Ghostbusters! oh and, 10th KL whcih i think most ppl didnt concentrate on thx to the "girls" dancing up in front and distracting everyone. So at the and of the day.

1st: 1st JB
2nd: 1st KL
3rd: 3rd KL

All of them deserve it. They were really good.

Day Five:

Sunway Day! Broke into our selangor groups for the treasure hunt, which was at sunway pyramid. Like W/O Blitz Gun (cool name eh =P) "Home Ground advantage". So half the paper with questions were done on the way there. then a lottle bit more of filling in some stuff and we were done by 11.30. BUT, we were too early so we didnt submit til much later. So, after hafin lunch at A&W, went to sunway lagoon! Had fun there, riding the rides and the roler coaster. didnt go on much rides though. Cuz it was crowded. Waited 45 min for a 5 minute ride. oh well, at least we had fun right? At 4 smth went down to the wet park for the beach party. Changed from our wet clothes. and went to the beach-ish part for the "modeling" part of the beach party. Euodia was chosen to represent selangor for the fancy dress. Go 2nd Subang! =P After dinner, which took awhile to get then beach party then started. There was a lot of singing by a lot of ppl and it was raining too. Well, being me with a short attention span, i got bored halfway and started to build a Sand-Letter.
Not bad eh. Of course i had help from Ruth building it. Cuz she got bored too. =P. thx to Kenneth for his camera so i cud take this photo. After everyone was done singing, we packed up n left back for UM again. Once reached, went to my room n just dropped and my bed and fell asleep. Sleep that night was good.

Day Six:

Final Day. Woke up at 6. got out of bed onli at 6.35. Polished, had a bath, and ended up late. =P Then the Closing Ceremony started. Oh yeah, the was no breakfast, since there was supposed to be Brunch later. "Brilliant" idea by the organizers. Putting a bunch of ppl with empty stomachs out in the hot sun. Soon, members were dropping like flies. Oh yeah, our buglers Samong, Julian n Jon Ng played with other buglers from other coys for the closing ceremony. I bet they were so proud of themselves getting to play at pesta. Oh yeah, they played for R&D too. After the closing ceremony, we went to our rooms, changed and packed up then went down for lunch. Later came back to rooms and cleared all bags out of the rooms. Then when i wanted to go down. Lift was so full that i cudnt. So i had to go up n down the stairs, 7 flors, Twice. Like i said to Grace, "good excercise" =P. Later when i reached home, abt 1 smth, dropped (again) on my bed and just slept til 5.

Overall, pesta was good. No actually, it was great! Had so much fun with all the ppl there. Thx to all the ppl who made my last Pesta gr8. 2nd Subang continue to rock on! All of u all really rock in your own special way =).

Gnite ppl!

-|Ben J|-

Testing?

hmmmm... ok... just testing this blogger out... since my xanga had some "colour" problems that i was to lazy to change... so since Lauren sed its easier to edit HTML stuff in blogger...so i decided to come here la.... anyway... not much to say now la... jus testing this place up.... the layout n stuff i'm definitely gonna change... but later lah...

-|Ben J|-