Sunday, February 28, 2010

I Should Say Something

but i keep postponing it. i don't know why also.


honestly, Laurz was totally right. Malaysia TOTALLY has that "emo air".

i mean, here, i can be emo, for some stupid small thing. and the next few hours everything will be good and perfect again.

i feel retarded a bit. like some schizophrenic. like looking at my previous posts, with all the emo and all, then sudd like happy. it's like some instant change! it's hillarious la actually.

i mean, it's not like the emo posts don't mean anything. they do. it's just that, with all the things i'm doing here and the fun i'm having, it doesn't matter!

and that's gr8! i mean, who wants to be emo! hahaha.

well, it's been a real awesome as weekend. class days weren't gr8. but the weekend was just just awesome as.

learnt a lot on Friday. just cuz there's a ring doesn't mean things can't happen. and doesn't mean he has to know. haha. plus! stock up on black ice! bloody 56 bucks in one night. too high of a tolerance. and it wasn't actually the girl, it's just noone actually did it the same way. and ppl really don't recognize me with my haircut! it feels like my anonymity has been restored a bit. haha! but they'll soon place the face. haha.

Sat was sleep in. go out. unexpected hanging out. and then unexpected futsal. and then unexpected dinner. lol. cekap la. haha.

Sunday was was chillax day. tho had to wake up early. nvr liked that. but it was good. i really should learn to play guitar properly la. instead of just faking it. faking it isn't the best i can give. so i should be better. hmmm. then CNY open house. lost at poker AGAIN. kinda pathetic. i can never win. sad la. ish. babi. then came back. and lepaked. still gotta work out that last lvl of l4d2. so close. yet so far. then Tokyo Drift. i'm pretty convinced i'm gonna teach myself to drift. haha.




AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HAPPY.

:)


now just gotta study hard and my year will be settled. :) prob shud delete COD4 huh?



oh and i'm thinking of deleting FB. less time wasted on comp. and more time on ppl. :)


WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

life is good. though studies are tough.

but life is good. :)

i shall end with this song. SG has pretty good taste.


You Ruined This

you're not, you're not.
i don't think you're coming clean.
i won't, i won't, i won't let you lie to me.
never felt so alone.
it's funny how things go.
guess we'll never know.

i took you back tonight,
hoping that you weren't the same.
this won't ever be alright,
can't believe a word that you say
i give you tonight.

don't tell me you ruined this, 'cause you're scared.
now i know that you're foolish,
for every minute you wasted,
i will tear all apart what is left of this
'cause baby, you ruined this.

so stop and think, will you ever be happy?
no, you won't. there is just no fool in me.
never felt so alone, it's funny how things go.
guess we'll never know.

i took you back tonight,
hoping you weren't the same.
this won't ever be alright.
can't believe a word you say.
i give you tonight.

don't tell me that you ruined this, 'cause you're scared.
now i know that you're foolish
for every minute that you wasted.
i will tear apart what is left of this.
'cause baby you ruined this.

and i took you back tonight,
but this won't ever be right.
i took you back tonight (i took you back tonight [x2])

don't tell me that you ruined this, 'cause you're scared.
not i know that you're foolish.
for every minute you wasted.
i will tear this apart what is left of this.
'cause baby you ruined this.

'cause baby i ruined it from the sin of your kiss.
i'm so foolish for all the years we wasted.
you can stare in the dark,
and there's nothing there.
'cause baby you ruined this, baby you ruined this.

The Audition


Currently Listening To: You Ruined This - The Audition

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