There's Just No Mood

i've got no mood to study.

but i HAVE to study. haih.

2 whole chapters more. damn.

but it's just so emofied to study. ntah knape.

grrrr.

today started off pretty ok.

k fine, not so good. skipped 222. 225 and 226 was totally boring i fell asleep. well sorta asleep for 225 la.

but i guess, today i "officially" made another friend. so that's cool.

but then poker sucked. lost so much. what rubbish. i played damn long and not even once i can win? what rubbish.

argh la. no mood to study. and i'm hungry too!

i can't wait for the weekend! :)

oh and becks has her interview tmrw. all the best becks!

and one of my sayangs bday tmrw as well. wish i could be in Msia for this. =/ (see she even influence me so much that i actually said "my sayangs". haha.) Dana! i miss you. :(

well, at least clown face still keeps me laughing. :)

5 years. come on. i want the 5 years to be over now.

oh and if there is smth, i totally don't wanna get in the way. or give the impression that i'm getting in the way. cuz totally not my intention. prob why i seem like i'm staying away a bit. k it's prob not obvious la. cuz duh if it was obvious a lot of ppl will notice. but it's obvious and noticable to me cuz i'm the one like avoiding. so most importantly is to keep the talking going, but not in an obvious way that i'm avoiding.

man i talk a lot of rubbish. which reminds me....

Amir/Calvin: How many languages fluentlycan you speak?
Ben: oh 3 only.
Amir/Calvin: oh what 3?
Ben: i can speak English, and Malay.
Amir/Calvin: then what's the third one.
Ben: oh i can talk rubbish very well too. :P

oh that was just lame. and speaking of lammeee. :) i can't remember how the joke goes la. crap. for those who remember the guy on the island joke, pls tell me again. thx.

oh and a pro photographer, actually it's Azrie bro, and abt the pro status, well i think he's pro la. anyway, he said i got nice photos. :) i dunno if he's just being nice and all. but yeah, i really loved that comment. makes me happy cuz i know nuts abt taking photos. haha.

u know what, i'm smiling. :) i love this blog. it makes me happy. :)

k back to studying then. maybe after i get myself a snack eh. :D

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