Springy

1 week and 4 minutes later:
Springy! :D

but it's still feeling cold some days. :(

but still! at least the flowers are here. hahaha.





Currently Listening To: Stop This Song (Love Sick Melody) - Paramore

Music Influences Part 3

so, since i've got nth to do, (yeah right. i got emails to reply. but not really in the mood la. k la. maybe after this. haha.) decided to continue where i left off here.

The Rocket Summer - Do You Feel

this band definitely goes under feel good and happy songs category. i mean. k la most their songs. it's like a happy feeling about it. dunno la. very nice to listen. i feel like smiling la. happy songs basically la. k i'm talking in circles now. anyway, i remember that Julian intro-ed this band to me like online. cuz he was like addicted to the band at one point of time. so he was spreading his addiction. which turned out good for me la. cuz now i can enjoy their music. haha. got like a few songs then i decided to get their whole album since Break It Out and So Much Love from the album sounded good.
First Song Heard: So Much Love

Simple Plan - Still Not Getting Any...

k this band as i recall was from my elder sister who said their first video from their first album was funny and i should watch it when i can. i think i also heard them on the radio first. i have this album cuz of my youger sis who went and bought this CD. who knows la why she bought at that time. but anyway, i listened to the CD and i think it's actually a really good CD la. the songs are all pretty good and nice to listen to.
First Song Heard: I'm Just A Kid [No Pads, No Helmets... Just Balls]

Sound The Alarm - Sound The Alarm EP

k this band i totally found on my own. haha. i was like listening to music online then i was like hmm. k let's try and listen to this song from this band. and i was oooo not bad. cool. so i got the song la. then got this album. which is just ok ok only la. cept that one song i like. trying to look for the new album of thiers. but can't find ANYWHERE. :( haih.
First Song Heard: Suffocating

Sugarcult - Lights Out

heh. this band first heard of them from Beccy Choy. cuz she was trying to find the lyrics to one of their songs on her (now non-existant) blog. so i also go cari la. then i got the song and got a few other song and i liked them la. so then this album came out so why not la get it. it's not bad la. nothing great i guess. but a ok listen.
First Song Heard: Memory [Palm Trees and Power Lines]

Sum 41 - Chuck, Underclass Hero

k this band i think i saw thier video on MTV la one day. and yeah it was a catchy song. so went off to get it. then when Chuck came out it was like their emo emo style music. and it was like quite cool la. plus i grew a liking for them already la. then went for Youth Camp, i remember Peter telling me to get the Chuck album. so yeah i finally got it. it's pretty good la. emo and all. Underclass Hero is like totally diff from that. it's more fun fun jumpy rock songs. more political and all that. more than Chuck la. but UH was like all the songs sounded similar. didn't really like that la. but some songs were still not bad la.
First Song Heard: Hell Song [Does This Look Infected?]

Switchfoot - The Legend Of Chin, New Way To Be Human, Learning To Breathe, The Beautiful Letdown, Nothing Is Sound, Oh! Gravity.

heh. this band. dunno what to say la. they're pretty much like awesome la. their concert also was the bomb. sooooo cool. and soooooooooooooooooooooo worth it! :D haha! their songs are ... hayoo all are nice la. relaxing in some way. and their guitar stuff is cool too. prob one reason why i like them. haha. anyway, i believe this band was another MTV found band. i think i saw them on MTV then only i realised the existence of the band. haha. i think if i had to choose a best album it'll have to be between The Beautiful Letdown or Nothing Is Sound. quite hard to choose between the two.
First Song Heard: Meant To Live [The Beautiful Letdown]

Taking Back Sunday - Tell All Your Friends, Where You Want To Be, Louder Now, Louder Now: Part Two

comes to one of the most power bands ever. haha. k i like had them on my comp since like forever but never bothered to listen to them. and the song's i had at that time also was put on my comp thx to Sara Anne. so she intro-ed the band to me. haha. and then one faithful day when i was emoing, i listen to one of their songs and all the lyrics made sense and could be applied to my life at the time. and i jus fell in love with them. their best album is still Louder Now i reckon. the Part 2 of Louder Now was also a good listen. cuz it shows how awesome they are live. haha.
First Song Heard: Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) [Tell All Your Friends]

Yellowcard - Lights and Sounds, Ocean Avenue, Paper Walls

this band rocks. just like their website url says they do. haha. this band was found by watching MTV again. i was like wow. their song rocks. like really. plus they have a violinist also. how cool is that?? haha. their guitars also sound cool in their songs la. so even more i like. the video also cool. so how la not to like. i think one of their cool videos which is a must watch is Rough Landing Holly. and their best album i think is... erm hard to choose la. all albums got pros and cons. all are good la actually. haha. get them all! :D
First Song Heard: Ocean Avenue [Ocean Avenue]


oKKAAAIII. so i'm finally done. k not really. cuz i know i like downloaded at least 5 albums that are before the letter R. but yeah. kinda malas to do di. but i wanted to finish this cuz at least i got some way of remembering how i know these bands. haha.

finish! :D

Currently Listening To: Ammunition - Switchfoot

Win!

all that late night playing as practice.

was so worth it.



WIN! :D

p.s.: i think my msn pic is quite cool la. not cuz i'm trying to be perasan la. but actually cuz i took the photo and it came out quite nice as a DP. haha.

Currently Listening To: Here We Go Again - Paramore

Liquid Nitrogen!

so yea. we were innocently sitting in the physics lab doing our lab.

SUDDENLY! the ground starts smoking like those rock concerts where u see smoke coming from the ground.

why u ask? if u read the title then u shud know di la. haha! anyway, my supervisor for the lab had thrown liquid nitrogen on the ground which evaporated so fast that it looked like smoke la.



so ya. half the lab was like playing with the liquid nitrogen and doing crazy stuffs. watch the vids la. lazy to talk so much. haha.

liquid nitrogen(LN) on hand



LN Orange


Hitting the Frozen LN Orange

The orange was then thrown out the window and it broke like glass into pieces. Unfortunately no footage could be provided cuz everyone was crowding around the window. :(

moving on!

Touching LN


LN Eraser


as u see in the video, jus as my friend was abt to throw in on the ground, the thing exploded in his hand and into a few pieces. must be the heat from his hand la. haha. u can't really see, but it's as hard as rock. later it went back to it's rubberyness. haha.

finally!

LN Snickers! :D


it was ok la. not that great taste. i burnt my fingers trying to take a piece cuz i touched some LN. yea it burns ur skin. but still all good.

oh and in the room next to mine, they froze a banana. and then they used it as a hammer. cuz it was so hard. and they hit a nail into a piece of wood. until the banana broke. haha!

AND! cuz of playing with it. i didn't manage to finish my lab report. :( ish.

but it was still fun la. haha!

Currently Listening To: Baby Come On - Elemeno P

The Plan

i like the plan.

i really like the plan. it's like perfect.

yea it's evil and mean. i know that.

but i still like it.

and that's prob cuz it's evil and mean. thats why i like it.

it's like i'll be relieved of everything after the plan.

go plan go!

Currently Listening To: Life Of A Salesman - Yellowcard

Today Was Gaming Day

today.

all i did was game.

seriously.

from like after lunch all the way til dinner.

then after dinner continue til 9 smth.

why? cuz i wanted to finally finish my Assassin's Creed. and yeah. jus like Crysis, there's gonna be an Assassin's Creed 2.

and i am so relieved the game's over. wasn't very comfortable with the storyline and the things said. but it's all jus fiction. so yea la.

and then! at 12 smth i find out SOMEBODY *coughJonSEcough* had to purposely keep trying and trying and trying to beat my speed. til he finally got it. and i cannot lose face all, played for like 1 and a half hours to finally manage to match his score.

NOW i can sleep. soo tired di racing so much with so many diff cars. ish.

too much la u Jon. too much! hahahahah

Currently Listening To: Into The Night - Santana (ft Chad Kroeger)

Sometimes

sometimes...

i don't think we should just agree that something done is great or awesome or nice just because it's our friend who did something.

the only reason to give such approval should be because you truly feel that way about the something done.

sorry, but i won't say something you did is nice or great or awesome unless i really feel that way.

and i don't think it's my problem if you have a problem handling the truth.

thx


(soon to be up! : Playing with liquid nitrogen! >=D)

Currently Listening To: Hunting For Witches - Bloc Party

Which Game Needs To Go?

k i'm constantly running out of space. that i've resorted to deleting some of my movies and some series di.

why? cuz i can't bear to delete my games.


sayang k. and i like variety. and who knows when i might want to multiplayer one day right? so some games can't delete also. Team Fortress 2 is a new install so def can't la.

left with only 20GB left. too much. i so need an external la.

the only good part is that i did justice to my gaming laptop. haha!

Currently Listening To: Snow (Hey Oh) - Red Hot Chili Peppers

This Is What You Call Skill

Drawn in pencil:






Tattoos:




busy. studying. gona die. bye

Currently Listening To: Sure Thing Falling - Yellowcard

Gameless

cilaka. i just realised i didn't play any games today. since when i became so busy la?







oh ya. when i procrastinated. ish. too much!

and i'm thinking of getting Ocean Avenue album from Yellowcard now. pretty good album la. haha.

Currently Listening To: Empty Apartment - Yellowcard

This Is Why I Love The Show

seriously la. One Tree Hill is like one of the best shows EVER! k la somehow it's a bit corny la. so maybe not the best show ever. but seriously, not bad la the twists and turns. sudd out of nowhere the unexpected happens.

but too much la. 2 episodes of the latest season have an extremely pissing off ending. DAMN TOO MUCH MAN. damn tulan. hayooooooooooo. first one i was pissed off like crazy. then this one is like awww too much. depressing rubbish.

TOO MUCH LA ONE TREE HILL. TOO MUCH!

but still a damn good show la. haha.

Currently Listening To: Tears Don't Fall - Bullet For My Valentine

Talk About Pentium 1

too much la. my brain was running on pentium 1 just now. i read the thing at like 9 something? and now it's 2 smth only i realise. ftw la. and seriously la, every year it's like it grows worse. the words grow even more of a lie. pffft. a lie i believed thinkin it was true.

i guess this is the 2nd part of the cannot tahan series.

fuck that lie la.

got a problem don't read.

tulan.

Currently Listening To: XO - Fall Out Boy

I Don't Care

don't you just love this song? i somehow love the lyrics to the chorus. it's so Fall Out Boy-ish. and also damn cool la. haha.

I don't care what you think
As long as it's about me
The best of us can find happiness in misery

Currently Listening To: I Don't Care - Fall Out Boy

Cannot Tahan!

really la. it's annoying. sudd only wanna masuk minda. too much. ish.

k first of all i see no reason to. whatever that's different is only the things that make it worse.

and everyone knows that the truth will never come out in any conversation. just all the nice to hear stuffs will come out. what kinda convo is that? i'm not some small kid who wants good stuffs to hear. i think i deserve the truth right? hmm.

and pfffft. i don't want to do anything that's the easy way for you.

and there's def a reason behind this. something must have happened. what i guess is that some fight with someone is going on. and there's noone else as usual. that's why i'm the choice now.

so annoying la! i'm trying so hard not to think about all this. i don't have the time now and i don't even want to.

macam la so susah to know what's the right thing to do. i can't believe some people are sooo blur. haih.

haih. looks like with this post i broke my long streak of not wanting to say anything here.

but i can't tahan di. just had to. it's been bugging me too much.

i guess you got your answer in a way.

Su Teng is right, i'm way too nice to ppl i shouldn't be nice to.

haih.

Currently Listening To: Miserable At Best - Mayday Parade

Blinded By Truth

we blind ourselves,
when it stands before our eyes,
for it is often easier
to cradle our daily lies.

photo & quote by lorrainemd

Currently Listening To: All We Are - OneRepublic

Can You Handle The Truth?

interesting question from the tag i believe. but what does it mean?

well, to me, i guess it's when people tell you the truth, can you accept it? and i guess when we're talking about truth here, i guess it means facts. like pure facts.

some truths are opinion based too. like just say person A doesn't like person B's shirt, so the truth in this case is simply person B's shirt doesn't appeal to person A's taste. but this is just for person A. some other person may have a different opinion. but it's still the truth that person A doesn't like the shirt.

so those are truths. facts i guess. so the question can you handle the truth basically asks if you can accept facts. even if you don't like it.

but is it bad if you can't accept the truth?

i don't know actually. i guess it would be natural if some certain stuff you couldn't accept. for example, if person B disagrees with person A about the shirt. does that mean that person B can't accept the truth?

no, i don't think so at least. because that's an opinion based truth and not a universal truth. what may be ugly in someone's view may be beautiful to someone else.

and i guess it's fine too when you don't like the truth as well. i mean at least you accept it. but doesn't mean you have to like it.

and i guess in a case where the truth can't be accepted in times where the news is shocking, out of the blue, is also a special case too. something like, you find out your friend you just had a drink with just passed away, and well, it'd be hard to believe wouldn't it? but does that fall under not accepting the truth? well, i guess it does, but i believe it's not wrong in itself because the truth in this case is shocking.


so when is not being able to handle the truth a bad thing?

well, honestly, who am i to say, but i guess the only logical time would be when it's facts and it's not opinion based and it's not shocking. i guess an example would be someone telling that smoking is bad for you. hey, it's a known fact and it's not opinion based and not shocking. but you deny it, saying you can't live without it. because you've grown addicted to it. and you refuse to believe the truth. this is when i would say you can't handle the truth.

i guess what i'm trying to say is when someone tells you the TRUTH, will you shove it aside because it's not what you wanna hear? even when it's right and true. will you throw it out the window because it is true and you don't want to hear it?

thats when you can't handle the truth.

************************

rubbish la. why i can't type so much like this for my formal report?? ish ish. seriously la. when it comes to talking rubbish that doesn't make sense (yeah i don't think it makes sense cuz i look back and wonder what rubbish i'm trying to say. i confuse myself. skill la. haha!) i can do that very well. nonsense la. haha.

Currently Listening To: Progdigal - OneRepublic

What Happened To 4 Years?

apparently i missed the date of my 4 years of blogging. which was 24th July. sheesh. blur. i checked back last year and saw the post. and it had some interesting things to read. not bad la. i still find it interesting and some also quite true. k most of it ture. k prob like almost nothing is not true. haha! anyway here it is.

here's smth i got from Blog hopping and found on Suneel's blog. found it quite interesting.



You might agree with
it, but when it actually happens 96%
of girls don't realize it 'till it is
too late and that guy who did it is so
frustrated that he has moved on to
someone who will take notice.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other
guys.

We don't care if you're friends with
other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and
some random guy walks into the room and
you jump up and tackle him, without
even introducing us, yeah, it pisses
us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and
talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're
still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but
at 2 in the morning we do get a little
concerned.

Nothing is that important at 2 a.m.
that it can't wait till the morning.

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/
beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/stunning, we
freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

One of the sexiest thing about a girl
is her confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.

Don't be mad when we hold the door
open.
Take Advantage of the mood I'm in.

let us pay for you! don't "feel bad"
about it

We enjoy doing it. It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you."

But sometimes we like it the Dutch way.

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's
looking, we'll be more impressed.

You don't have to get dressed up for
us.

If we're going out with you in the
first place, you don't have to feel
the need to wear the shortest skirt
you have or put on every kind of
makeup you own.

We like you for who you are and not
what you are.

honestly, i think a girl looks more
beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
or my t shirt and boxers, not all
dolled up

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the
beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.

Stop using magazines/media as your
bible.

Don't talk about how hott Morris
Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney
is in front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care. You
have girlfriends for that.

Whatever happened to the word
"handsome"/"beautiful"

Girls, I cannot stress this enough:if
you aren't being treated right by a
guy, don't wait for him to
change.ditch him.
sorry,,disgrace to the male population
ass and find someone who will treat you
with utter respect.

Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when
you're at your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when
you make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter
how bad you make them feel, or what
you do.

Someone who will stop what theyre doing
just to look you in the eyes....and say
"i love you" ..and actually mean it.

Give the nice guys a chance

enjoy bacaing!

i shud go. hungry. didn't eat lunch today. fat di. ish.

Currently Listening To: Apologize (Remix) - OneRepublic

Ocean Avenue

weird la. i always start listening to Ocean Avenue the acoustic version. then suddenly halfway through the song, i'll switch it to the normal version of the song to listen to cuz i have the urge to listen to it at that moment. then halfway through listen to the original version, i'll cut short and go and watch the video of the song cuz i suddenly have the urge to do so. and the video is prob the only one i'll listen to fully. joker la. hahah.

k that was just a random. :)

Currently Listening To: Holly Wood Died - Yellowcard

Peer Pressure

pffffttttttttt

Currently Listening To: Get It Faster - Jimmy Eat World

Tagged By Jon SE!

Rules:

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning

2. Each player answers the questions about themselves

3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 12.27am

Name: Benjamin Jon K Abraham

Sisters: 2
Brothers: 0
Shoe size: 9-11
Height: 172cm (yes i'm short. shuddup. ish)
Where do you live: Christchurch, New Zealand

Favourite drinks: Currently water i guess
Favourite breakfast: Eggs and pancakes
Have you ever Been on a plane: ,... Yes
Swam in the ocean: Swim. hmm. i guess u cud consider attempting to swim as a yes la.
Fallen asleep at school: Pffft. teacher told my mom k. ish.
Broken some one's heart: yes
Fell off your chair: yes. but it's called skill k.
Saved e-mails: yeah. still got tons from like waaaay back.
What is your room like: wah damn tidy for a guy k. gayaness. haha.
What's right beside you: banyaknye stuff. key,card,phone,discman,pen,comb,mouse,books,cd....
What is the last thing you ate: UNI HALL DINNER! some beef and pita bread thing. not bad la.

Ever Had
Chicken pox: Std 3 i think. stayed home and played NBA. hahaha.
Sore throat: i do believe so. oh ya! after Hillsong concert.
Stitches: Nah. invincible. ;)
Broken nose: Refer to above.

Do you Believe in love at first sight: pffftttt. love? nope.
Like picnics: very interesting concept. shud try it sometime. haha.
Who was were the last person You danced with: erm. haha!
Last made you smile: answering the above question

Today did you

Talk to someone you like: haha no. well not yet at least. haha.
Kissed anyone: i told di. i don't kiss ppl that frequent one la. ish. haha.
Get sick: Invincible remember.
Talk to an ex: no
Miss someone: hmm. not today i think.
Eat: ,...

Best feeling in the world: being happy.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: when i was a kid yes.
What's under your bed: Drawers
Who do you really hate:pfffft sif i'm gonna say here. hahaha!
What time is it now: 12.37am

Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now: yeap apparently
Do you have any siblings: berape kali nak tanye??
Do you want children: yeap
Do you smile often: so-so i guess. can't tell la. don't really walk around with a mirror and notice.
Do you like your hand-writing: it keeps changing.
Are your toe nails painted: ,...
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: see first whether the bed is nice. haha.
What color shirt are you wearing now: Black
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: hmmm. i think it was the BBQ time at Hanmer. we were prob watching Prison Break then
When did you cry last: No idea.
Are you a friendly person: HAHAHHAHA. i doubt that.
Do you have any pets: I guess the cat counts la.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: hmmm. i dun really know what feelings this is. haha. prob in their room i guess.
Did you hold hands with the person who means anything to you now: Maybe
Do you sleep with the TV on: Noisy laaa
What are you doing right now: doing this taaagg, listening to music, and chatting with someone new. haha!
Have you ever crawled through a window: think so.
Can you handle the truth: I would like to believe so
Are you too forgiving: well Su teng says i'm way too nice than i should be. so yea i guess
Are you closer to your mother or father: hrmm.. i guess my mom la.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: don't think i cried in front of anyone in the last 8 years.
How many people can you say you've really loved: There are some.
Do you eat healthy: Since coming here i think i do. UNI HALL FOOD!
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: yes
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: hmm. dun think so.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time: quiet la. humble ppl are liddat one. =P
Are you confident: No

5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1.TV

2.Comp games

3.Sleep

4.Cycle

5.Play

5 things on my to-do list

1.Graduate!

2.Get married

3.Get a proper job

4.become a good guitarist

5.gain weight!

5 snacks I enjoy

1.Crunchie!

2.Shapes!

3.Pringles!

4.Famous Amos

5.DOUGHNUTS! :D

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1.BUY GUITAR

2.Kereta mahal

3.Rumah besar!

4.Kasut!

5. CDS!

5 of my bad habits

1.don't pay attention

2.lazy

3.procrastinate

4.lack of motivation

5.sleep late

5 places I have lived in:

1. KL
2. Selangor

3. Penang
4. Kedah
5. New Zealand

5 jobs I've had
1. Card Marketing Officer with Chevron Texaco Ltd

I TAG!
CALEB!
Josef!
Eunice!
Su Teng!
Lauren!
Ji Ming!
Dana!

and whoever who wants to do this tag.


and hrmm. the only way i read throught everything is cuz i did this tag. kalau tak... tak bace laaaa. haha!

Currently Listening To: Burn This City - Cartel

Talk To Me!

k like not seriously la.it's just a title. don't get carried away.

ANYWAY, i realised that for some reason, i just don't initiate conversation. i'm most likely the person who will add in the convo or stuff. i hardly even say hi to anyone on MSN. like seriously. i'm sure all the ppl who msg me online prob would have noticed this.

dunno why la. anti-socialism la i think. seriously. but the thing is, it's not like i don't like to talk la. i mean, i see myself and i think i can talk la. cept i won't be the one to start talking.

For example, apparently i haven't called home for like 2 months (according to my mom la). so that day my mom called me la. and k first of all i didn't call cuz like i got nth to say la. and kinda malas also. but then when my mom called, then sudd only got things to say and things to talk abt. like really. then when my mom wanted to say bye i was like alah, too much so fast wanna go di. haaha. padahal i'm the one that din wanna talk in the first place.

i'm damn weird la too much.

Currently Listening To: Holding On - Planetshakers

Mercy

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
Where did you read my story?
Pulled from the papers
Desperate and hardened
seeking a moment every fix

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tradegy I fear

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Into the mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa Whoa Whoa
I feel you
Whoa Whoa Whoa

Before just the daylight
Come and i stand by
Waiting to catch the quickest plane
Flying to nowhere
Is better than somewhere
That's where i've been and nothing's changed

All I wanted to say
All I wanted to do
Is fall apart now
All I wanted to feel
I wanted to love
Its all my fault now
A Tragedy for sure

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Into the mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

Whoa
I feel you
Whoa

Im so lost in you
A tredgy seemed to be over now
A tradegy it seemed to be

Angel of mercy
How did you find me?
How did you pick me up again?
Into the mercy
How did you move me?
Why am I on my feet again?
And I see you

whoa
I feel you
Whoa
I feel you
Oh Whoa
I feel you
Oh Oh Oh

OneRepublic

if you don't have this song yet. GET IT! and also get Say (All I Need) by OneRepublic

peace

Currently Listening To: Mercy - OneRepublic

Tagged By Ji Ming!

People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
pfffttt. nooo. haha. but i think my parents mmg know la. but waiting for me to tell i guess. haha.

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
ppl say lame. i think i'll go for thinker.

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
someone who loves me

4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
love is a strong word. so no. if you say liked then yes.

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
yeah i guess

6 ) What's the best thing to do with the one you love?
hang out with each other doing nothing or maybe just some random talk

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
eh! seriously la! ish. fine!

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
still trying. haha. so yes got.

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
normal. everyone is jealous of something.

10 ) What would you say to playboys/playgirls?
nothing. i wouldn't even want to talk/look at them.


[[ * PART 2 * ]]

1 ) Best place to cry?
err. weird. i don't really cry. so no best place. haha.

2) Who do you love the most?
i'll go with God la.

3 ) Tell us about ur dream last night?
crap. i don't remember my dream. thats weird. hmm. i do believe it's something happyfying tho. haha.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
yes. and it's still going on.

5 )The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
it'll never happen again.

The last person..
-you had a beer with?
the ppl at Acacia Avenue. too many ppl to name la.

-you went to the movies with?
hmmm. Tanmay and gang. Dark Knight.

-you talked on the cell phone with?
MY MOM! :D

-you texted?
Siew Ping

-you yelled at?
someone at football? "Center center!" =P

In the last week have you..

~Kissed someone?
pfftt. macam la every week i kiss someone new. haha. no. haha.

~Danced crazy?
nope. do i look like a dancer? haha. k dun think breakdancing counts right? haha.


Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
human caused problem.

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
answered b4. change the past.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
not much a travelling person. but i guess europe?

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
yeah i think so.

Are you old fashioned?
yeah i think so.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
to tell someone i love them. if they don't already know la.

What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
i don't know actually. haha. i already gave up on the hardest thing to give up on. so i dunno.

5 Facts About Me:
plays air drums really well. like seriously.
first guy in my family and extended family to have long hair.
one side of my chin is longer than the other.
my right hand thumb has a black line that grows with the nail.
my hands are quite huge.

5 Things that Scares Me:
losing my friends
failing subjects.
failing Uni.
making a fool of myself in front of ppl i dunno.
disappointing ppl i care for.

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately:
Feel Good Drag - Anberlin
You're Gonna Go Far Kid - The Offspring
Snow (Hey Oh) - Red Hot Chili Peppers
Beautiful Machine - Shihad
Ammunition - Switchfoot
Sorry - SunsetWest
Beat It - Fall Out Boy

pffft wrong time to ask the question la. been listening to all 3 of the Yellowcard albums. so i guess all their songs are in my head now. haha.

7 Words/Things I Always Use:
too much!
cekap
rubbish
pffftttt
lah
haram
yea sureeee

I tag...

heh. the fun part! :D

Caleb!
Bernard!
Calvin!
KS!
JSE!
Eunice!
Sanjit!
Su Teng!

Currently Listening To: Dear Bobbie - Yellowcard

I Love Constantly Amazing Myself

i think thats the good thing about setting low standards. when u overcome ur standards u feel really good about urself. i mean i've seriously been doing this a lot to myself. esp in my guitaring.

there was once i could play Minority by Green Day by plucking it with my fingers and i could do it really fast and i was amazed at myself. then i saw Billie Joe Amstrong play it live by just plucking with a pick and hitting every note accurately, i was like too much! thats hard! but then in the end i pushed myself and managed to get it with plucking with a pick as well. i was pretty happy with myself esp when i managed to amaze some ppl by plucking it with a pick. haha. so yea i was happy then. BUT then i saw the fella in another live video JUMPING and playing with a pick. thats even more too much! but yet again after, actually not much practice i could do it also. so once again i amazed myself.

then there was like Hillsong's All Day. to me i thought it was pretty impossible to play the bass line and sing. but then after MUCH OH SO MUCH trying to multi task and concentrate, managed to do it also. and amazed myself once again. did the same for Green Day's Warning bass.

then came Taking Back Sunday's song Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team). once again i said the lead guitarist is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy too much. and he mmg still is way too much la. i mean seriously. palm muting? and plucking soloish bits? and singing?? AWWWW TOO MUCH MAN. seriously. so had to practice la. first of all playing that part i found it really hard for some reason. my fingers i guess are not that fast enough la.dah la palm mute means cannot really move so much. so fine la. practiced til i got that part right. then after a lot of practice again, managed to get the singing and playing also. MAN i was sooooooooooo impressed with myself. i watched like ALL the YouTube vids of ppl who covered that song, and NONE of the guitarist who played that part cud sing the parts the TBS guitarist sang and played. they always got someone else to sing. so lagi lah bangga. haha. man this was like the peak of feeling awesome about myself. haha!

then so ya la. managed to learn the singing and playing part. but then, there was like still one part of guitaring which i always avoid. and that's soloing. cuz i honestly feel like i can't do it. some of them are just way too fast la. so i don't bother trying. but then came Good Charlotte with the song The River. and the solo is played by Avenged Sevenfold guitarist Synyster Gates. so yea. it's a bit hard. but somehow la, i wanted to play this song fully. so practiced again and finally got the solo bit. once again i amazed myself. my first solo! and it was pretty not bad solo also. bot like crazy fast but not like super easy also. so yea was quite proud of my awesomeness.

then there was Hysteria by Muse. pffffffftttt. listen also i will say rubbish. watching Josiah play also i can see it's fast and i can't do it. but practice practice, in the end dapat! HAPPY LAGI! :D hahahaha.

and finally my most recent one is Snow (Hey Oh) by Red Hot Chili Peppers. that song is HARAM FAST. like seriously! i say the guy play and tried to play a bit, and i told myself no way. dah la my fingers are huge. how to move so fast?? and then the finger positions also damn weird. pffftt dunno la how. but then, after much practice again, dapat! wah damn happy la now and amazed at myself. haha.

SO ANYWAY, the moral of the story is, PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT. and NEVER GIVE UP EVEN IF THINGS LOOK TOUGH. and DON'T BE AFRAID TO TRY THINGS THAT LOOK HARD AND DIFFERENT.

oh and i think i'm pretty amazing too. :D

Currently Listening To: Friends And Alibis - Escape The Fate

I Want A Baju Melayu

i don't have like any of the Malaysian traditional costumes la. and like cuz of Malam i now only realised. and there's like so many other guys and girls who have traditional costumes of their own and also of other races. so like too much right? they have more than one and i have like hardly one. actually i do have one indian one la. but i've never worn it yet i believe. so ya. now i want a Baju Melayu, i think it's quite cool la.

kk that was like just a random want that i wanted to say. now on for some more pictures from Malam which i just got.

Backdrop

Self explainatory

Kampung side info card

Reception table

Photographers of the night

Ushers to usher the VIPs

UCSA President Michael Goldstein wearing a sarong and also CMSA president Azmir (Tengkuk)
The wonderful Fashion Show ppl

The impressive Boy Band. (They danced to Bye Bye Bye. and did a good job too. =D )

The RAM dancers and singer Haizom

Currently Listening To: Bye Bye Bye - *NSYNC