Maybe That's Why I'm Reluctant To Call

This heart earned.

So swallow the smoke and let them reach your lungs this time.

While knowing I'm going back to where efforts were just meaningless supposed encouraging words.

We'll see. How bad things will be.

And as much as I really don't wanna disappoint you, I know who I am won't be good enough or I will be a disappointment to you.

So I shall not place hope where you deserve better.

Currently Listening To: Given Up - Linkin Park