Where Are Those Words?

u know right. when ppl are emo, they need to hear like comforting words. words that totally put out all their fears and doubts. but sometimes ppl dun need any words of encouragement. they need the right one. the ones that they want to hear. sometimes they're emo so that they get to hear those words from ppl. some reassuring words. but when no words are given to assure, it jus makes things worse. for example, if person A were to emo and tell person B that they don't feel loved, person A would obviously want person B to tell them that he/she is loved by person B. it sorta makes things better i believe.

but the prob is when person A doesn't get that. they get smth like "hey, things will get better.". it jus doesn't help. and another problem arises to person A. as it wud sorta be obvious that what answer they would have wanted, why couldn't person B say that? it only leads to one conclusion, person B doesn't feel that way. Person B doesn't even care abt person A. cuz they wud haf said so if they did right? but they cudn't and wudn't if they didn't feel tat way. and they wont even lie and say they do to person A cuz they know person A hates to be lied to. so they jus haf to say the truth and avoid saying such a thing.

person B thinks they're managing to save their butt from telling a lie to a fren who hates lies but fails in comforting their fren. and if they were to lie and make their fren better for that while, their fren wud be mad cuz they said smth like that and din mean it if they found out. so it's like a lose-lose situation in any way.

and person A is also in a lose-lose situation. either they get what they wanna hear and be lied to, or they dun get lied to and be emo cuz they know their fren can't say it cuz they dun mean it.

so which wud u prefer?

no i din get what i wanted to hear. but i guess cuz u know i dun like ppl saying what they dun mean, you couldn't say it. and as much as i'm happy u dun say things u dun mean to me, the feeling to know you couldn't mean that hurts much, much more. =(

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