Blonde Joke

ok now this is jus super hilarious. i found it damn funny. haha!

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this blonde calls her boyfriend, and says 'you gotta help me!'

bf: whats wrong?

blonde: im doing this jigsaw puzzle, and its driving me crazy! i cant do it!

The boyfriend looks at his watch and decides he can come home 15 minutes early. he gets home, and sees his girlfriend sitting at the table. she sees him and says 'oh, im so glad your here!'

bf (looks at table) :so whats it supposed to be?

blonde: well on the box it has a picture of a rooster. none of the pieces will fit together!

bf: i know i know. (gives her a hug) now, lets put all these cornflakes back in the box...









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amazingly genius. the funniest joke i heard the whole day. cudnt stop laughing. =P


Currently Listening To: Carry Your Candle - Chris Tomlin

Smiles All Around

u know i tend to smile a lot when ppl do smth caring and unexpected. but it wasn't really unexpected la. guess it was jus caring. this is y i love my frens a lot. it was really nice of them. i jus cudn't stop smiling. like really. even Faris noticed how i cudnt stop smiling. yea. i was happy. =D and it felt good to be once in a while. =)


other than that my results suck so bad. aih. 74 for physics. horrible man. thats my worst subject la aih. and my internal marks for chem was 39/50. shit la. i must do damn well for finals then. and i dunn if i can. =/

aaannnnnddddddd...........

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARENCE!

Clarence and his bday gifts. His Okla sunglasses and his Relax watch. haha!

well actually it was on the 24th but nvr had a chance to post this up. celebrated at Secret Recipie. good food and REALLY GOOD cake. CHOCOLATE INDULGENCE! =D haha!

yest was the last day of CA. seriously gonna miss all those ppl there. really great bunch of ppl. and i also realised that after this i wud prob nvr again b able to play anything with Amos, Jim ,Calvin, Evelyn, Joash and Leon ever again. this sux. =( these ppl are like damn pros man. u can like play any song with them. they jus know what to play and all. esp Joash. he can jus come in anytime without practice and jus play so well. seriously awesome pianist/keyboardist. i wud actually say the best la. that i know of course. then there's Jim with his superb bass-ness. i need to learn a lot from him. of course, not forgetting, there's Amos. the BEST drummer that i've seen so far. awesome la. damn la. i'm gonna miss you guys a lot. =( haih. plus there's all the other CA members i'm gonna miss too. banyak ppl whom i've learnt from and had the pleasure of knowin. ish. emoing now la. =( ish.....

thats all la for now. i shudn even be here now. shud be studying for Moral!! im gonna die!! like seriously la. aih. and was emoing and thinkin so much earlier too.

and i think i spoilt some plan earlier. well i'll nvr know for sure right. haha.

study!

Sometimes I just want to know what it's like to be you

Fall Out Boy

Currently Listening To: Of All The Gin Joints In All The World - Fall Out Boy

Knowing This Sucks

knowing ure keepin ur mind away from me by keepin urself busy msging him sucks.

knowing that u would do anything to get any other guy but not me sucks.

knowing i will nvr be worth it or good enough sucks.

knowing that ever other guy in ur life will always be treated better then me sucks the most.

Where are you now?

Jack's Mannequin

Currently Listening To: The Mixed Tape - Jack's Mannequin

How Far We've Come

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(Hello, hello, hello)

I’m waking up at the start of the end of the world
But it's feeling just like every other morning before
Now I wonder what my life is going to mean if it's gone

The cars are moving like a half a mile an hour and I
Started staring at the passengers who're waving goodbye
Can you tell me what was ever really special about me all this time?

But I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Well I believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

I think it turned ten o'clock but I don't really know
And I can't remember caring for an hour or so
Started crying and I couldn't stop myself
I started running but there's no where to run to

I sat down on the street, took a look at myself
Said where you going man, you know the world is headed for hell?
Say your goodbyes if you've got someone you can say goodbye to

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well, I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come (right now)
Let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come

It's gone, gone, baby it's all gone
There's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool, cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me, and it's over for you
It's gone, gone, baby its all gone
There's no one on the corner and there's no one at home
Well it was cool, cool, it was just all cool
Now it's over for me and it's over for you

I believe the world is burning to the ground
Oh well I guess we're gonna find out
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come
Well I, believe it all is coming to an end
Oh well, I guess we're gonna pretend
Let's see how far we've come (oh yeah)
Let's see how far we've come

Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come
Let's see how far we've come

Matchbox Twenty

p.s.: Streamyx is being screwed up right now so u prob cant watch the vid. jus come back and watch when the internet is fine (God knows when that will ever be.). or jus get the song now. trust me its worth it.

Currently Listening To: How Far We've Come - Matchbox Twenty

Somebody Explain This Video!!

like how is it possible?? they are all playing the song exactly like how the song is. the guitarist is playing the exact same notes according to the song. the drummer is playing the exact same beat hitting his drums exactly according to the song. the singer is singing exactly to the song too. watch his mouth. but the whole thing is backwards!! it jus doesnt make sense!! i tot their music video was already super chunted cool. now they come up with a backwards LIVE yet all playing and singing the right stuff??? what the crap?!!?! it doesn't make sense k! the only way is that they practiced playng the whole song backwards or smth. this is a must watch video!

my brain is gonna fry.

they've definitely got my vote for best music video of the year.

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update: they actually did learn all their parts backwards................... even the singer. amazing. now thats a dedicated music band who wants to make an awesome video.




Currently Listening To: Typical - Mute Math

Be Not Emo

been trying my very best. very hard. but taking my mind off things is good.

been listenin to sort of happy songs these few days too. Like John Mayer's Bigger Than My Body and No Such Thing. blink 182's All The Small Things is great too. reminds me of work. n yih ren. n watching the video for the song during work with him. the video is hilarious too which is prob y i haf really goo memories with the song. Yih Ren! we have to jam that song again one day k! =P haha. but so far one of the most encouraging songs has to be The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. definite. its like u listen to the song and u realise that life can get better.

The Middle

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out
and looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.

Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own,
so don't buy in.
Live right now and
just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
For someone else.

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.

It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Hey, don't write yourself off yet,
It's only in your head you feel left out
and looked down on.
Just do your best,
Do everything you can.
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts
Are gonna say.

It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright,alright.

It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine.
Everything, everything will be alright. 

Jimmy Eat World

other than that been listenin to KT Tunstall too. heard a lot abt her but din think she was any good. then i heard Suddenly I See and Hold On and i guess suddenly i see she's not that bad and maybe i shud hold on to her and listen to her more first. haha. ok lame joke i'll stop now.

been guitaring soooo much these days too. too much maybe. can actually play Cute Without The E and sing now. thats like major achievement in my coordination man. like seriously. and i think i can play The River blindfolded now too. and The Mixed tape is damn freaking hard to play. like how in the world do they do it?? it jus doesn't make sense. and thats jus the intro. speaking of intros, i've jus managed to learn Tell Me Baby's intro too. see like i said. a lot of guitaring. like seriously.

i've really got to study. 10 days of holiday and all i've studided so far is one chapter of Physics. what crap is that. ish.

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no emo post today. nth to say plus i dun wanna be emo. maybe i've given tryin to speak to deaf ears.

oh well.

Hold on to what you've been given lately.
Hold on to what you know you've got.
Hold on to what you've been given lately.
Hold on 'cause the world will turn if you're ready or not.

KT Tunstall

Currently Listening To: Hold On - KT Tunstall

I Hate Grey's Anatomy

yeah. the episode i chose to watch was the recap of season 2. that show is damn bloody freaking emo. i cant believe i stayed for the whole thing. haih. there's jus too much la.

esp the way the girls wud do anything to get the guy they want. like that lady who gave up her apartment. and that other lady who risked her job for the guy she loved. and she quit in the end when he died.

its jus damn emo la. ish.

it gives u false hope that what u see in tv can happen in real life. ppl like me shudn watch shows like that.

babi la.

ish. anyway i havent been around much and there's a reason to that. well, actually a lot of reasons. but basically my mind has been really busy. n i've been busy trying to keep myself doin stuff so i dun keep my mind busy. so i'll prob be away for a lot now.

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yes? no? crap. i dunno anymore. damn. but as i can see all i can compare it to now is smoking. i'll not explain but briefly u know its bad but yet u still do it for some reasons.

i dun deserve this. i know i dun. aih. n the answers are here. they've always been. its whether u choose to see them.

and i also tot that common sense wud be able to solve it.

but even if it's fixed will the pieces fit the way it used to?

or will all we're doin is jus forcing it in. cuz ur piece changed with the things u did and the way u lived ur life. u jus cut the pieces that made u fit with me. u din want us to fit. haih.

It's time to surrender
It's been too long pretending
There's no use in trying
When the pieces don't fit anymore
The pieces don't fit here anymore

Hmmmm, Oh, don't misunderstand how I feel
Coz I've tried, yes I've tried
But Still I don't know why
No I don't know why 

James Morrison

Currently Listening To: The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore - James Morrison

And So We Walk Down This Road

yet again.

i honestly cant believe you could do such a thing. n the ppl i've talked to can't agree more. so it cant be jus me with the messed up view right? which means my view cant be messed up in the first place right?

for all the crap i've received. for the times u lied. for the times u've hidden from me the truth so u would seem righteous. for the times u've denied all this things when i told you. for all the times you chose to take the easy way out. for the times you repeatedly made the mistakes you said you would not do. for saying u'd be loyal when u did not want to be. for the things you did which u knew was wrong but still inteded to do knowing full well you would have to live with the mistakes you made. for saying you wanted me but refused to do anything to fix any of the probs u caused.

for doing all these things and knowing you would definitely hurt me.

but then again, i can't blame you for everything right? after all, i was the fool who stayed and waited for you to change. with the hope you wudn make the same mistakes. with the hope you would become a better person. so blame me for being the idiot and giving you the chances and being willing to forgive. blame me for being the loser who would forgive you for what you've done while i know there would not be anyone else in this whole world who would forgive you after what you did.

so y did i stay?

this i blame on love.

“What did it ever do for me?” I say.
It never calls me when I'm down.
Love never wanted me,
But I took it anyway.
Put your ear to the speaker,
And choose love or sympathy,
But never both.
Love never wanted me. 

Fall Out Boy

and all good things have to come to an end. tho i hate the way this is ending. and i absolutely hate what is ending. and even if there was anything to fix and you knew it. its not like anything wud happen right?

Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team)

Your lipstick his collar don't bother angel,
I know exactly what goes on.

When everything you'll get is,
Everything that you've wanted, princess.
Well which would you prefer,
My finger on the trigger, or,
(Me face down, down across your floor.)
Me face down, down across your floor.
(Me face down, down across your floor.)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded.

And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin.
This all was only wishful thinkin.
Let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel,
I know exactly what goes on, when you're on and,
How about I'm outside of your window?
(How about I'm outside of your window?)
Watchin' him keep the details covered.
You're such a sucker, (You're such a sucker.)
For a sweet talker.

And will you tell all your friends,
You've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
(The only thing I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back.)
And will you tell all your friends,
you've got your gun to my head?
This all was only wishful thinkin'.
This all was only wishful thinkin'.

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens.
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
(Why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you?)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens.
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know you never loved me.
(Why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you?)
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens.
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me.
I know you well enough to know...

And all of this was all your fault.
And all of this....

(Makes things worse!)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason,
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life.
(She'll destroy us all before she's through,
And find a way to blame somebody else.)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason,
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life.
(She'll destroy us all before she's through,
And find a way to blame somebody else.)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
For this simple reason,
I just need to keep you in mind,
As something larger than life!

Taking Back Sunday

Currently Listening To: Cute Without The 'E' (Cut From The Team) - Taking Back Sunday

Predictable

Something isn't right
I can feel it again feel it again
This isn't the first time
That you left me waiting
Sad excuses and false hopes high
I saw this coming still I don't know why
I let you in

I knew it all along
It's so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
It's so predictable (so predictable)

So take your empty words your broken promises
And all the time you stole cause I am done with this
I can give it away give it away
I'm doing everything I should've
And now I'm making a change
I'm living the day
I'm giving back what you gave me
I don't need anything

I knew it all along
It's so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
It's so predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go
Everyone I meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all wanna know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story's never had an end
I've been waiting
I've been searching
I've been hoping
I've been dreaming you would come back
But I know the ending of this story
You're never coming back
Never..never..never..never.....[echo].....

I knew it all along
It's so predictable
I knew something would go wrong (something's always wrong)
So you don't have to call
Or say anything at all
It's so predictable (so predictable)

Everywhere I go for the rest of my life (so predictable)
Everyone that I love
Everyone I care about
They're all gonna wanna know what's wrong with me (so predictable)
And I know what it is
I'm ending this right now..

Good Charlotte

everything i've ever wanted to say, is here on the blog. its whether u want to read it. or whether u will turn ur face away cuz u dun wanna hear it now. u dun wanna know. ignorance is bliss right? haih. this is like the 6th time i've gone into emoness. and all cuz of you. well, dun say u were nvr important.

Currently Listening To: Suddenly I See - KT Tunstall

Reading History

heh. i tot i wont be back here but i was reading my msn msg history jus now. cuz of my emoness. n heck. it was damn depressing reading that again. but the weird part is....

u answered my question then. u let me into u. u let me into that moment. u showed me it meant nth so u told me.

im telling you cos thats the past ben...thats the kind of mistake i don wanna repeat..

(April 07)

i came first then. thats y i think i managed to leave it behind.

i know its gonna hurt you..but u deserve to know..

i hate hiding it from you..

(April 07)

sucks to know things changed. haih. crap.

i know by hearing all this, ure even more hurt than ever...pissed with me for doing it, disapointed in me, etc..but i hope i hope i hope, that u wouldnt look at me as a different person..that u wouldnt jus judge me through this.

(April 07)

so now i judge?

if i'm not mistaken, it was a bit more than month later when it happened again.

n so many other things were said. but it all jus seems meaningless now.....

u shud read it again one day. our history.

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all 

Simple Plan

Currently Listening To: Hands Held High - Linkin Park

Now I Need A Break

from like everything and everyone. jus no mood. none. haih. there's jus so many stuffs goin on in my head. and basically i think i'm crazy again. need to relax. disappear for a while.

maybe its jealousy. but heh, who am i to say anything. just a passerby.

n it seems like that day and what i said changed everything. if i din say anything maybe there would be no realisation. n it wud b diff.

n what started off as smth done for noble intentions has now turned into something to gloat about. to show superiority. u know that its wrong. but i dunno how to say it to you.

its funny. we both know it happened between us. yet neither of us has ever said anything abt what happened. its like we completely ignore it and just avoid talking abt it altogether. haih. i wish it didn't happen. =(

y does things feel better when its not ok? this is jus exactly like that saying "you don't know what you have til you lose it". and when u lose it you want it back so much.

but now i feel exactly like everyone based on what you said. nth of me is diff anymore. i mean., hey, everyone makes u happy right? everyone is a nice guy too. n worst of all for me, everyone can do things for you. give things u want. be a better person than i can. so maybe i'm not like everyone. i'm less than that.

n it still hurts. everyday for me. wish it was as easy as u to pretend its jus nth.

i remember once u told me to find the reason i wanted you. whats your reason?






so i guess i'll be leaving everything for now. when i'll be back? i dunno. i may nvr be back either. who cares.

hopefully the drive tmrw will sort of let things out. the speed will thats for sure. heh. so i guess i'll def be speeding tmrw.

Goodbye.

So why can't you see it’s not the way (not the way)
When we all fall down it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change (no reason)
When we all fall down, who will take the blame
What will it take

Sum 41

Currently Listening To: No Reason - Sum 41

I Annoyed The Crap Outta Caleb

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
i think i have some weird psych disorder la..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
just have this urge to procrastinate till d last minute..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
right

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
but as long as u can finish ok la

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
but if u cant u need more discipline

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
looks like bb aint helping eh

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
haha

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
funny..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
dunno la..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
whats funny?

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
when it comes to BB, things get done early..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
BB la

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
so BB aint training u fully la

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
jus making u some imbalanced guy

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
its not BB's fault..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
its my fault cuz i have a different perspective with BB..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
compared to most ppl..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
no

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
BB aint training properly then

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
they're supposed to make u not think like how u think

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
n if u still do means BB if failing

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
no..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
u can draw a donkey to water, but u cant force it to drink

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
BB has done all it can for me..but i still am like this..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
which means BB failed

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
......

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
they din managed to do their purpose

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
change ppl to follow the BB object

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
its like saying d school system has faild cuz i failed SPM

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
yea la!

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
of course!

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
so its not my fault at all la?

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
thay din get u interested enuf to study n do work

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
a small bit ur fault la

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
maybe its cuz i didnt study..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
but mainly its the other part who has a duty and responsibility to u who has not fulfilled their responsibility

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
maybe im interested enough but just didnt study..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
still their fault for not encouraging you to study or make you study in class

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
maybe i did..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
just was too confident then failled..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
where got such thing

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
too confident also wont fail

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
just say la..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
u do noe i didnt fail SPM, rite?

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
errr whats ur point?

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
my point is that BB is not there to change u..its just there to show u d difference..its up to u to change..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
like d famous saying goes, "BB doesnt need u, u need BB"

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
yea la exactly la

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
u cant blame BB if u procrastinate what

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
its ur fault if u do it

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
........

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
BB does what it can for you

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
im soooooooooooooo going to smack u..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
thats what i've been trying to say all along

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
at least u finally get it

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
=)

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
y la?

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
blaming others again?

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
not good la

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
this is soooooooooooooo annoying!!!!!!!!

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
i'm jus trying to tell u its not fair to blame BB or anything else if u dun try

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
SHUT UP!!

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
u must put in effort too u know

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
they did all they can

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
=D

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
shut up..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
strong bad says: Shut Up

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
ok that felt awesome!

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
like seriously

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
amazing!

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
=D

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
i'm like laughing so much now

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
hahahahahhahaha

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
trogdor: I decree that u shalth shuth upth or i will burnanate thee..th..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
u know what

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
i think i shall post this convo up as a blog

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
=D

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
'hahahahah

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
.......

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
ur soooo annoying..

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
title: i Annoyed The Crap Outta Caleb

[~:¦| ρђόέήχ |¦:~]® - Spin - Studying says:
=P

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
u better run this sunday..

Three Cheers for Five Years - Fedelo Giorgio Mamano says:
like seriously..

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oh i'm good. =D sry caleb. was feeling a bit high. hahaha! n had to disturb you. =D

Currently Listening To: Meant To Live - Switchfoot

Happy Birthday Joel!

heh. looks like its my roomies bday today.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL! =D

hope ure enjoying ur pork dinner now. ;) haha! well today started off horribly boring tho. with moral class which was damn boring. then some assembly which was even more boring. then briefing stuff. even even more boring. ish. die man.

boring talk.

but! after that, we went to celebrate Joel's bday! so saved the rest of the day from being horrible. haha. so to celebrate, under Clarence's planning, we went to the Curve.

the Curve's pretty empty in the afternoons. i wonder y? =P

so first stop of celebration: Tony Romas. some really fancy western restaurant. yup my first time being there. dun live the high class life to go there regularly. haha! so anyway, ordered Lamp Chops. which tasted really great. with the sauce and all. and for some reason the mint sauce came in some jelly sort of form. haha. was goin to go for the recommended Beef Ribs cuz of peer pressure from Clarence but managed to stand up for myself and order the Lamb Chops. which cost 30.90 tho. but i wud say it was kinda worth it. tasty lamb chops, coleslaw, french fries, soup of the day and refillable soft drink. unfortunately the portions were kinda small la. at least for me.

my 30 bucks meal.

we're definitely coming back here one day for this. ;)

so after lunch (which cost altogether 47 bucks cuz we belanja-ed Joel too. a lot eh. haha!) we decided since we were at Cinelesuire too, we should go watch a movie. on the way there i spotted this really hot girl. think she was a salesgirl at one of the kiosks nearby Tony Romas. she had this sort of goth emo look which was awesome. shud haf gone and taken a photo with her la. haih. regret. unfortunately, others din seem to find her that much appealing. Clarence said she was scary. =/ is my taste in girls that weird ke? sheesh.k anyway, we had actually bought tickets for our movie b4 lunch. so we just went in just right for the movie after lunch. the movie this time was Skinwalkers.

which turned out pretty good eventhough i nvr thought i would wanna watch it. pretty okay la. wasn't bad or anything. but it wasn't fantastic either. jus good. nice show. it was abt werewolves. those who wanted to be werewolves and those who wanted to be realsed from the "curse". smth like that la. haha. so after that since we watched a movie at cinelesuire and we know we can get free bowling after that, we obviously headed for the bowling alleys. played a game there since it was free but this time the score was horrible. which is y no picture will be shown. haha! after that we din wanna go back cuz we din wanna get caught in the after office traffic jam so we decided to walk around in the Curve to waste time. after so long of walking around and me still being hungry and the super inviting smells of all the food all around the Street region, i finally gave in and went to Big Apple for food. Donuts to be precise. haha.


awesome doughnuts. full stop. =D n then we came back la. haha! well today din turn out so bad after all even if it started out bad. n i guess i haf to thank you joel for that. haha! hope u had an awesome bday! =D

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yea. we both know its for me. i'm sry. n if its not for me, i still terasa n i'm still sorry. i wish i was that cheerful person. i really want to be. haih.

who would you choose? someone who really shows that the person wants you, would give anything to get you and will do anything to keep you there. to this person, as long as you're there, noone else wud matter alredi. other ppl wont go after this person, cuz they know it would be useless. they know where the person's heart is. and the person wont even layan them. just you. or someone who says they want you so much but will not do anything to show it. the actions produced by this person shows exactly the opposite. so all you have are words. but the person really really wants you. or so she says. dun answer yet who you would choose. cuz here's the catch. you love the 2nd person to bits. now who would you choose?

(no the story isn't real life. jus smth from my mind. yes it has some similarities to my life but its not my life. so dun think so much. its annoying when everytime i tell a story ppl think its abt me. its not ok.)

hmm. wondering. what wud haf been the reaction if that msg was sent? wud it be retaliation? saying "i'll prove you wrong!" or wud it haf been one of admittance of defeat, "ure right, i shud go". well, obviously everyone shud know my answer by now. hmm.

Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
(You're the only one who knows that)
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when

Nickelback

cuz someday may be just too late.

Currently Listening To: Nickelback - Someday

Not As Boring As I Thought

well, today din turn out to be as bad as i thought it would. i mean, come on, the whole day with nth to do? i bet u'd be bored out of ur skull too. esp when ure stuck in shah alam. haha. so nth much actually happened today.

i actually planned to go for breakfast today which is smth apparently not many ppl do or at least not many of my frens do. unfortunately, due to extremely coincidental circumstances (i wont say wrong place wrong time cuz it was neither. haha) it appeared to be like some "scandal". sheesh. but its nth ok. dun think so much. it jus happened to be like that. n no i wasn't trying to hide my face with my hood. its cuz my hair was a mess and i could not wear my cap then. dun think so much k Jin. haha.

so anyway, when the circumstances turned the way it shud haf been, no one was there to say anything and remove rumours. -_-" man, talk abt bad timing la. sheesh. so breakfast went on for one and a half hours actually. it prob cud haf gone longer but then some ppl had to go. so yea. n i actually woke up early on a holiday to haf breakfast man. feel so proud. haha! what to do. the Appam was nice what. =P

then came back, slept til 2 smth i think. yes i know i sleep a lot. haha. then woke up. followed joel to go pay his summons. then makaned at kenny rogers at abt 4 smth. i like eating a lot i realise. makes me feel good cuz i'm its like one of the ways i can grow fat. haha! then came back again watched Deja Vu again. now i sorta understand the show. i think. haha. then played some games n all. still trying to beat Jill's high score on pinball of 16 million i think. cant remember. must ask her again. haha. then dinner n now i'm here. n crap i think i' m gonna be bored again. nth to do again. haha.

well at least DANA is keeping me company by msging me right DANA? haha. n yes DANA has to be caps cuz she wants me to show appreciation for her. so DANA's name will be caps. n DANA still isn't on my Activ5 list. which means it costs me 5cents to msg DANA. well at least its worth every 5 cents right DANA. hahahaha! k note to self: put DANA on Activ5 list as soon as i can. haha. happy tak DANA? one whole paragraph just for DANA. =P

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still thinkin abt it. n i dunno y also. its haunting even more. dunno if i can live with it. but the funny thing is. its sorta happened b4. but the other times i can sorta forget. y? cuz i can c d regret? cuz u showed me that it really was a mistake? u let urself be transparent so i know everything cuz it din matter? hmm. its jus diff now. like i cant let go. it'll always be there. n i dunno whether that will save me or not too. haih. thinkin a lot nowdays.

it seems like everything i do has been done before. so whats the point of trying? i'll jus be like anyone else. its so frustrating. there's just no me anymore. i wish i cud haf left some mark or smth like that. =/

n i dunno if she is still angry with me. yea i know i prob din do as much as i can. but i had my reasons. and u can't really blame me for what happened. what if there was no me? hmm. i must try to think of the ways to fix this. i shud go explain as soon as i can. crap la. haih.

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.

I know.

I'm gonna smile and not get worried.

I try but it shows.

Anyone can make what I have built.

And better now

Anyone can find the same white pills.

It takes my pain away.

Jimmy Eat World

*ps.:now that i know its done i can say this: i need a better stapler which can actually work properly. =D
*ps2.: this Jimmy Eat World song happens to be the highest ranked of all the J.E.W. songs. well, at least most ppl have taste then. haha!


Currently Listening To: Pain - Jimmy Eat World

Trials Is OVER

but it ended horribly! haih. k i admit i din study at all. all i did was read through and look at examples. din do latihan so thats not counted as stuyding. so this is blamed on me n noone else. haih. shud haf concentrated n studied more la. ish.

but on the bright side it's over!! =D hahaha. n i've got nth to do for the next 2 days. absolutely nth. sheesh. i'm bored. i slept mostly the whole day today. exam ended at 10 i came back n slept at 11 smth. then at 2 i woke up had lunch n came back at 3 and slept again at 3 smth. then woke up at 6.40 to dnner. n all i ate for dinner was the kfc's garden salad. haha. yes i'm on a diet. too fat di. ;) i so sound like a girl man. haha!

so as u see. i'm damn bored. n i haf no car here. so all i can do is take the bus or ktm n go places if i want to. haha. i'll prob leave this com lab later to go watch house. my only way to not keep me bored. haha.

oh yeah. i saw Joash today smiling away at the Cemara gate. i asked where he was going and he said to see the doctor cuz he had an asthma attack. wow. for a guy who had an asthma attack he sure looked pretty cheerful abt it. i think thats smth i shud learn from him. to not let things like that bring me down and worried and all. shud learn to be calm like him. k lesson to learn: learn to be calm and cheerful in the face of danger. cuz i'm sure u wont feel better if u worry abt it and panic.

hmm. thats abt it today. of course i haf nth more to say cuz i was sleeping the whole day la. i jus keep wondering y some ppl din turn up 4 d test n there's no reply too. kinda worried. but may be nth.

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u know some ppl are just so fake. when they think ure not around they will act as if ure crap and talk bad abt u. then suddenly when they know ure there they'll act nice and say nice things like they actually like u. oh come on la. do u really think i din know u set the whole thing up? its so FAKE. noone changes like that so fast. pathetic.

n its also obvious that the whole bunch of you are against me now. its prob cuz u think i had a hand in it and was " betraying" u guys. i din know anything k. it happened without me knowing. so y r u boycotting me? well, at least it feels so. or maybe i'm jus paranoid. but i can sense it so much. and most times i'm not wrong. but everyone's jus different now. haih. nvm. for now i'll jus accept it as i'm being paranoid.

What if I say I'm not like the others

What if I say I'm not just another one of your plays

You're the pretender

What if I say that I'll never surrender

Foo Fighters

Currently Listening To: 155 - +44