Saturday, February 03, 2007

Haihh...

I'm feeling damn emo now for some apparent reason which has eluded me.

She looked the hottest in this episode. Seriously

But i guess it's got smth to do with my phone. Hmm.

Anyway, Jin, whats so wrong with standing there with her la. Nothing was happening at all also. =P haha! til u had to come back and look and also get stuck in a dead end. haha. Damn awkward man u guys came like that. Sheesh. N yeah, i was waiting for more girls to pimp with. Double Sheesh. Haha. =P

Oh yeah, have u had anyone look at u with a look that says "i see u around a lot n i think i'm supposed to know u/i'm pretty sure i know you somehow". That look la. Dun really know how to explain but that's how it feels like. Like u look at the person with a 2 second stare. but it's 2 seconds yet it's a stare. Weird but it feels like that tho. I've seen abt 5 ppl in college give me that look. Yet so far, onli one has said smth. But that's cuz i memang do know who she is or a least i'm supposed to know who she is, and she knows who i am too. So i guess that's not really counted. well, at least one person is out of the look thingy. =P

Mbs convention was okay. Esp since when we were'nt on stage we were back stage telling and listening to lame jokes. I heard so much good stuff today. Haha! but what was disappointing was that they made the worship team but the convention shirt even after we did worship and spent so much time practicing for them. Bunch of cheapskates. Sheesh.

Oh! my dad's car is back too! looks kinda weird with the new model lights. dun really like it. but who am i to complain? =P and i also got over my fear of driving. which i thought i had. i think it's cuz i had to go visit la and i had to drive so i had to put my fears aside and now it's all okay. =P See Lauren? bangga tak i put away my fears to come visit you tau. haha =P

k thats all i got say for now. got tons of assignments to do. =( English, physics, chem, camper's badge. haih.

Time to go back being emo. =)
Who is gonna bring me outta this emo state? hmm. =)

Currently Listening To: Gifts and Curses - Yellowcard

2 comments:

Subatomic Disruption said...

sorry bout dat incident ben. Got caught up I guess. Yea it wuz dumb getting stuck there in the dead end and I wuz kinda *hoping* u didnt c me stuck there. *eyes neighbour1405* embarrassed... Haih... :)

Anyway, life will knock u down sometimes.. d important thing is not to stay down there 2 long.. we can't change what we've done but we can change what we will do. we grow stronger from our mistakes, not our successes. sometimes there are things we wish we could change bout ourselves but it doesn't happen like dat.. the same insecurities and fears remain. time will change all things, only if you give it a chance. well.. but dats wat our friends r for, to support and help u move on in times like dis. true frens will help u open your eyes n c things 4 wat they really are. ok gtg continue wit math hw.. take care.

btw.. i know u wil sure read dis, ruth..so dun worry ill look after your ben :)

Anonymous said...

hmm, thanks! he really need someone to look after him there. err, who are you anywayz? ahhaha!