Guess Not

Hmm, I did what i did for a reason. Not cuz i love to make your life miserable. Funny, of all the days, you chose that day? But then again, i could be overreacting as usual.

I realised that valentine's day is the best day for single ppl. I mean sorta la in a way. U dun haf worry abt wishing anyone cuz if u dun noone's gonna get mad/sad/depressed cuz u didn't. Plus, not a single cent has to come out of your pocket to buy overly priced chocoloates and flowers. And you save on ur phone bill too. =P Well, this is a cheapskates perspective la. ;P

My stress level has gone done very steadily thanks to the change in timetable and some cancelled classes at perfect timings. So currently, i'm jus left with Math Quiz 2, Chem Test, Investigation Presentation, Chem SRT, Physics Mini Project, Moral Project, Physics Lab Report, Spec Math Quiz, and who knows what else that i cant remember. Well at least the stess is slowly going down even if it's not hat obvious. =)

Oh and in my emo state i found A LOT of great Taking Back Sunday songs. So, before i leave to get back to class to study for my Math Quiz 2 which Clarence had to inform me is pretty tough, here's another song by them. The video is cool. So watch it too la. =)

********Liar (It Takes One To Know One)********

All our secrets they are tailored trouble.
Draped loose now around your hips.
You're spotless instincts are valid.
We co-exist.

Got 26 days to work with. (Got 26 days.)
We got 26 days to work with.
(It moves, it moves, it moves.)
We'll see what all gets done.

I'm an addict for dramatics.
I confuse the two for love.
You can tell me that you don't beg.

Liar. (Liar.)
If we're keeping score,
We're all choir boys at best;
Intrusive and arrogant.

Liar. (Liar.)
If we're keeping score,
We're all choir boys at best;
Intrusive and arrogant.

Got 26 days to work with.
(Got 26 days.)

Then back on that island,
That you swear by.
Still barely can afford.
It's still a question of,
"How long will this hold? "
Well is it any different?
(I said this is all done.)
Now that we are home, oh,
Don't you go there, not here.
Not now.
(It moves, it moves, it moves.)
Not here, not now.

I'm an addict for dramatics.
I confuse the two for love.
You can tell me that you don't beg.

Liar. (Liar.)
If we're keeping score,
We're all choir boys at best;
Intrusive and arrogant.

Liar. (Liar.)
If we're keeping score,
We're all choir boys at best;
Intrusive and arrogant.

We're all choir boys at best.

Liar. (Liar.)
If we're keeping score,
We're all choir boys at best;
Intrusive and arrogant.

Liar. (Liar.)
If we're keeping score,
We're all choir boys at best;
Intrusive and arrogant.

Liar. (Liar.)
Liar. (Liar.)

It takes one to know one.

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Not everyone can get even a perfectly broken life i guess. =/

Currently Listening To: Liar (It Takes One To Know One) - Taking Back Sunday

Stress!

Everything has been going wrong this week. Well, almost everything. There's just too many stuffs to do and jus too little time. Plus making other ppl angry at you when you do a mistake really sucks. Haih. I'm really sry. I'm really trying my best to do everything PERFECT but it jus wont happen. i wont be able to update much this week. So i'll jus leave you with a song. This song was found in my emo state n i haf loved it since then. I guess my emo-ness has greatened due to my piled up work. So if u find my face in the obituaries section dun be surprised. =)

********MakeDamnSure********

You've got this new head filled up with smoke.
I got my veins all tangled close,
To the jukebox bars you frequent.
The safest place to hide.
A long night spent with your most obvious weakness.
You start shaking at the thought.
You are everything I want.
'Cause you are everything I'm not.


And we lay, we lay together just not,
Too close, too close. (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not,
Too close, too close.


I just wanna break you down so badly.
Well I trip over everything you say.
I just wanna break you down so badly.
In the worst way.


My inarticulate store bought hangover hobby kit.
It talks, it says, "You, oh, you are so cool."
Scissor shaped across the bed, you are red, violent red.
You hollow out my hungry eyes.
You hollow out my hungry eyes.


And we lay, we lay together just not,
Too close, too close. (How close is close enough?)
We lay, we lay together just not,
Too close, too close.


I just wanna break you down so badly.
Well I trip over everything you say.
Well I just wanna break you down so badly.
In the worst way.


I just wanna break you down so badly.
Well I trip over everything you say.
I just wanna break you down so badly.
In the worst way. (Worst way.)


I'm gonna make damn sure that you can't ever leave.
No, you won't ever get too far from me.
You won't ever get too far from me.
I'll make damn sure that you can't ever leave.
No, you won't ever get too far from me.
You won't ever get too far from me.
You won't ever get too far from me.
You won't ever get too far...


I just wanna break you down so badly.
Well I trip over everything you say.
Well I just wanna break you down so badly.
In the worst way. (Worst way.)


I'm gonna make damn sure.
I just wanna break you down so badly.
I just wanna break you down so badly. (Damn sure.)
In the worst way. (Worst way.)

****************

I figured out what will help me out of this emo-ness, but i dunno if i can get it.
I jus need to talk to you. But will you be there when the time comes? Will u want to listen to me? I wish everything was nvr screwed up in the first place.

Currently Listening To: MakeDamnSure - Taking Back Sunday

Haihh...

I'm feeling damn emo now for some apparent reason which has eluded me.

She looked the hottest in this episode. Seriously

But i guess it's got smth to do with my phone. Hmm.

Anyway, Jin, whats so wrong with standing there with her la. Nothing was happening at all also. =P haha! til u had to come back and look and also get stuck in a dead end. haha. Damn awkward man u guys came like that. Sheesh. N yeah, i was waiting for more girls to pimp with. Double Sheesh. Haha. =P

Oh yeah, have u had anyone look at u with a look that says "i see u around a lot n i think i'm supposed to know u/i'm pretty sure i know you somehow". That look la. Dun really know how to explain but that's how it feels like. Like u look at the person with a 2 second stare. but it's 2 seconds yet it's a stare. Weird but it feels like that tho. I've seen abt 5 ppl in college give me that look. Yet so far, onli one has said smth. But that's cuz i memang do know who she is or a least i'm supposed to know who she is, and she knows who i am too. So i guess that's not really counted. well, at least one person is out of the look thingy. =P

Mbs convention was okay. Esp since when we were'nt on stage we were back stage telling and listening to lame jokes. I heard so much good stuff today. Haha! but what was disappointing was that they made the worship team but the convention shirt even after we did worship and spent so much time practicing for them. Bunch of cheapskates. Sheesh.

Oh! my dad's car is back too! looks kinda weird with the new model lights. dun really like it. but who am i to complain? =P and i also got over my fear of driving. which i thought i had. i think it's cuz i had to go visit la and i had to drive so i had to put my fears aside and now it's all okay. =P See Lauren? bangga tak i put away my fears to come visit you tau. haha =P

k thats all i got say for now. got tons of assignments to do. =( English, physics, chem, camper's badge. haih.

Time to go back being emo. =)
Who is gonna bring me outta this emo state? hmm. =)

Currently Listening To: Gifts and Curses - Yellowcard