if i let go now i cant cause so much more damage later. but whether it'll cause damage later is the problem.
cuz if i were to do it now i wud sure as hell get the satisfication i want and also what was coming to the person.
but later may not even haf any effect.
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as for the change.
if it were to happen i need to cut off anything that has to do with b4.
the only prob is there's so much.
but i'm working on a way so it can b done.
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and there's jus not enuf ppl to listen nowdays.
everythings jus talk.
and ppl who can listen, i cant trust for now.
its screwed up the way i was made a listener.
cuz normally a listeners frens are talkers. cuz talkers want listeners.
so who's gonna hear the listener out?
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and i'm always here.
u'll always know where to find me.
but where are you?
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when a person needs someone, is it better that the someone find the person?
or shud the person find the someone?
but what if the someone cant b found? and the person can?
would the someone work hard to find the person to help out?
or what if the someone can b found? and the person cant?
guess it would b the other way round wouldnt it?
so it all jus comes down to who can b found.
i can be found.
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Are you hoping for a miracle?
Bloc Party
i guess i am.
f***.
yes i'm jus ranting out everything k. dun bother. seriously.
Currently Listening To: You Got Me All Wrong - Dios Malos
