anyway, made some dumb mistake last night. i shall not do it again. like seriously. damn malu man =S haha. hope they are not angry or pissed or anything tho.
and studying has been goin bad. cuz i've planted myself with the thought that everything will be fine tho i know its not. plus now when i study i end up thinkin of the future and stuff so lagi hard to study. ish.
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i cant stand the way ppl hide stuff. its like they know its bad news and its not smth good abt them so they dun tell. esp to someone who is supposed to be important to them. ish. k for example (no this is not real) if ppl haf said that u and some girl look really close together as tho u guys are mmg together, y cant u jus tell ur real girl abt it? if its nth then u wont have a prob telling them abt it right? and if u cant tell it obviously means smth right? that means u shud stop and get out while u can. but noooo. u wont wanna get out cuz u enjoy her company and the "closeness" u haf right. u'd rather not abandon that closeness but u'd rather abandon ur girl and lie to her.
so who's more important? ur girl or ure supposed fren which the thing u have between u n ur fren is nth? if it means nth to u abt the other girl u cud tell ur girl everything abt the other girl and not be worried. cuz ure telling the truth and not hiding anything. sure u may argue that "oh i din lie to her. i jus din tell her." rubbish la k.u know ure still lying and cheating her.who are u trying to fool by giving urself an excuse, a way out, if ure found out. everyone knows what it means when u hide stuff like that. ESPECIALLY stuff like that. y cant u jus tell her if it means nth. if what u haf is nth but frenship then u shud haf no prob telling. or ure prob the type of person who believes a good relationship is built on lies. bullshit la. and lies are not when u dun tell the truth only k. it covers half-truths and also stuff u dun tell.
if u cant trust her by telling and if u realise that u cant tell, ur girl doesnt need to know the truth. doesnt deserve to know the truth. then maybe she's not the one for u and u shud leave b4 u cause anymore damage. cuzabt smth that supposedly means nth to u, y wud she trust u either. and if she really does mean smth to u, well i dun need to emphasize on what u need to do right?
honestly ask urself, do u really think she wud be mad if u told her the truth or if u nvr told her. and if u say oh, she'll nvr find out. can u live with the fact ure living with her and ure lying to her? cuz if u can u sure have one heck of a great "conscience". n ask urself too. if she did smth like that to you, wud u want her to tell u or jus act as if u dun need to know? obviously u wud want to know right? even if it was smth between them too. so if u want her to tell, you know u shud tell too. treat others how u wud want them to treat you.
oh and thats jus one example. if i go into more this post will be crazy long and i still need to study. haha. maybe some other day la k. and this hiding stuff thing ins't jus for a guy and girl who are together k. it can be between frens and family too. a small example is hiding what you do. the things u say.
so i'll leave u with a question, would you lie/hide things from the ppl tha are important to you? jus so u can pretend to them u live a perfect life? ask urself that.
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
What you build you lay to waste
There's truth in your lies
Doubt in your faith
All I've got's what you didn't take
So I / I wont be the one
Be the one to leave this
In pieces
And you / You will be alone
Alone with all your secrets
And regrets
Don't lie
Linkin Park
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