Because This Won't Go Away.

its like no matter how good things get, it will nvr be right/good enough for things to go back to normal.

at least thats how it seems for now. its feels like you're avoiding it for some reason. but the exact thing ure avoiding is the exact thing i need to fix it.

i hate living my life always havin to wonder what happened exactly. and it bothers me how much it meant to u to that its like u choose to hide it. not let me in abt it. i cant ask cuz i'm afraid of the answer.

i jus wish it didn't mean that much to u that u cudn't tell me. but i cant change the way u feel abt things. haih.

y did this have to happen? but maybe in some way i must have deserved this right? haih.

n y does it mean so much that i sill dont know? "we only hide stuff that matters". but i tot it was a mistake? but i guess it still matters and means smth. haih.

it will always be good. but it seems that it'll nvr be good enuf be right once again. =(

Thought this would turn out so well
But I'm beginning to see that instead it's trouble
Into a pattern we fell
Of prolonging the inevitable

Relient K

Currently Listening To: Come Right Out And Say It - Relient K