It's Like Forced, Yet It's Not

k referring to my previous post, i decided that i wont tell anyone. cuz its smth i've been trusted with. so i'd prefer to just shut up and not say anything. i've trained myself not to let out anyone's secret or anything they tell me not to tell anyone or even things which they wouldn't want ppl to know. so i'm not gonna start now by telling.

but honestly. its seriously fine la. i was jus overreacting in the previous post. mengada only. haha. chill la u ppl. i'm still ok. haha. my posts are usually exaggerated so dun think much of it.

k some weird stuff has happened these past few days. like the fact that those two ppl jus seems so quiet like there was some problem on the way back after the exam that day. they seemed fine beofre but in the cdar it was jus too quiet. i felt like i was the one trying to make them talk but noone wanted to budge from the silence. i dont even know y they were so silent for. cuz i've travelled with both of them seprately b4 and the was no communication probs. its so weird. maybe they were angry with each other or smth. so putting both of them in the same car = not good idea. but how am i supposed to know if they're not ok. they both seem like fine with me. sheesh. girls are nvr meant to b understood la. n now i'm wondering if i shud haf taken them both that day. ish. this is y sometimes its not good to invite urself for stuffs. its better to get invited. but nvm. its over n i dun think i shud think of it.

trials are goin on right now. ESLS was ok, Physics was bad, Math was ok also. Chem is tmrw n i spent the whole afternoon studying. cuz the whole morning i was sleeping la. haha. but i havent been able to concentrate much the past few days. mind keeps wandering off some place else. of course not that i want it to wander la. it jus happens. i end up spending half an hour on one page. or smth like that la. need to concentrate badly tonight. must not think of anything else. i must do well tmrw. haih.

my credit jus seems to have suddenly gone down so much. this is bad. crap la. i think i may need to top up soon. maybe later when i go and repark the car. crap la. spending too much and i dunno how.

oh talking abt credit, those of you on hotlink shud really try the super savers thing. its jus 2 bucks and you can talk as much as you to any maxis number from 12 am to 12 pm. and its not only for one maxis number its to any maxis number. so that means u can talk for 12 hours non-stop to any maxis number or a few maxis numbers and it will only cost u 2 bucks. but from 12am to 12pm la. but still its totally worth it. n this time its not some scam. haha. its been tested and it does work. trust me. haha.

n my cap has finally become my symbol at college. cuz i'm like the only guy apparent;y walking around with my cap. kinda cool u know. to have ur own identity. n not b like anyone else. seriously, other ppl who wear my cap also get called by my name. sheesh. or maybe that had some other meaning. hmm. nvm. haha. i'll prob b the-guy-who-walks-around-with-his-jacket-hood-up-when-my-cap-is-stolen-by-some-ppl next too. well, at least ppl will know its me even if they think its weird. haha.

still waiting........................ din know i was such a hard person to talk to. i mean things cant get any worse than it already is right? or could it? or has it already got any worse? is it so hard to prove me wrong?

eh crap. sounds like i've said that before. heh. looks like things nvr change huh.

The words are coming I feel terrible

Is it typical for us to act like this

Am I just another scene

From a movie that you've seen 100 times

Mayday Parade

Currently Listening To: Still Waiting - Sum 41