I Need To Tell Someone

i really need to. i dunno if i'm overreacting over smth that is normal or am i not. am i the only in this world feeling this way? shud i be upset? shud i feel the way i do? am i being too traditional? am being so conservative? is it wrong to want things to be special and not given away jus like that?

is it really smth wrong with me and the way i think? i cant stand it.

i really feel like telling someone. having someone advise me on this. i need to know if i'm overreacting. it bugs me everyday. how can u think its ok? i've never been brought up to think its ok. but is it really ok? there must be a reason it happened. is it cuz its normally ok?

aih i dunno. i jus know its wrong. but am i the only one thinking this way?

why'd u haf to be like this? =(

i really really wish i cud tell someone.

i really need to know.

it kills me every single second of this life of mine not knowing whether its right or wrong.

but i can't tell.

the worst part is its for u that i cant tell anyone.

haih.

When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive 

Goo Goo Dolls

Currently Listening To: Iris - Goo Goo Dolls