Free At Last

finally after so long i'm free from all my assignments. k not all la. still have spec math coming up. but, considering i had to sleep at 3 and wake up at 7 again to finish my ESLS i feel pretty darned good. plus i finished up my gorups Math project, printed it and also binded it up and passed itup. n the best part is, when i sent my Math project in i got back my Math test results. yea, the one i tot i did really horribly and was emoing that night. but apparently i din do so horrible! i got 85%! so i'm feeling preety good right now. or maybe cuz i came back and jus slept la so i'm feeling sorta fresh and happy i got back my lost sleep feeling.

the bad thing that happened today is that i almost into an accident. n no i its not my fault. at least i dun think so. basically i was following behind these two cars when suddenly they both turned off and i see right in front of me a stationary car who was waiting to turn off the road. so i had to slam the brakes. ok maybe not that hard la. but thankfully i managed to stop in time and also there was a lot of space la between. but i felt it was damn scary. esp since my last accident. this i really thank God so much. i seriously had to break hard k. even my food flew a bit forward from the seat. lucky me man. seriously.

speaking of food. i had to eat alone today cuz everyone seemed to be busy or had eaten way earlier already. i ate lunch at 3 smth k. sheesh. haih. so depressing having to buy back. what was funny tho was the expression the guy gave when i said i wanted to mix my drinks. i tot it was normal. i mixed Ribena and Sprite. it was ok la. cudn't really taste much of the Ribena tho. last time 7-Up and Ribena tasted good. now thats smth to try. maybe she shud go and make a stand for that drink and claim copyright for it too. really good mix. haha.

there is one reason i choose not to top up. cuz when u top up. somehow u wont get any msges. but when you DONT top up, every-freaking-body in the whole world will sudd msg u smth to ask abt smth and its smth u really need to answer. of course msges to chat dun count la. those msg i wud want to reply so i'd prefer to get them. its the annoying msges that you NEED to reply that i get when i DONT have credit. so i jus haf to wait until they call me or smth. haha. but when i DO top up. sudd everyone knows everything and doesn't msg. wasting my money go top up only -_-. so its better if i dun top up and make those ppl suffer. however i suffer cuz i cant msg ppl i want to reply too la. oh well.

well, now that my projects are all done. i shud really concentrate on studying. maybe i shud go to the library or smth. hmm.

oh ya. got an extremely awesome song. super meaningful and nice. recommended by Jin again. now this is y u shud listen to ppl who look for songs based on lyrics and not the band or the music. really good song. read the words. and yes its a super slow song. only piano. so yes most of u wud enjoy it. sheesh. i do listen all sorts of music la ok.

********Miserable At Best********

Katie, don't cry, I know

You're trying your hardest

And the hardest part is letting go

Of the nights we shared

Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting

But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright

And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so

Let's not pretend you're alone tonight

(I know he's there)

You're probably hanging out and making eyes

(while across the room, he stares)

I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor

And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words are never easier for me to say

Or her to second guess

But I guess

That I can live without you but

Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all I hoped I'd find

In every single way

And everything I could give

Is everything you couldn't take

Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away

And the hardest part of living

Is just taking breaths to stay

Because I know I'm good for something

I just haven't found it yet

But I need it

So let's not pretend like you're alone tonight

(I know he's there)

You're probably hanging out and making eyes

(while across the room, he stares)

I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor

And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words are never easier for me to say

Or her to second guess

But I guess

That I can live without you but

Without you I'll be miserable at best

ladada ladada ladadaoh ohhh

And this will be the first time in a week

That I'll talk to you

And I can't speak

Been three whole days since I've had sleep

Because I dream of his lips on your cheek

And I got the point that I should leave you alone

But we both know that I'm not that strong

And I miss the lips that made me fly

So let's not pretend that you're alone tonight

(I know he's there)

You're probably hanging out and making eyes

(while across the room, he stares)

I bet he gets the nerve to walk the floor

And ask my girl to dance, and she'll say yes

Because these words are never easier for me to say

Or her to second guess

But I guess

That I can live without you but

Without you I'll be miserable

And I can live without you

But without you I'll be miserable

And I can live without you

Oh, without you I'll be miserable at best

********Mayday Parade********

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