Didn't Think I'd Do That

k here's the story. basically my friend and i were at taylors subang to get some uni stuff done. so we parked at a parking spot and left. when we came back there was some guy who left his car with his frens in it behind the car so obviously there was no way to reverse. so i was like waiting outside our car and jus lookin at the guys inside the and wondering why they aint moving away for us so we cud drive off. so fine, i got fed up they weren't doin anythin so i went to see the guy la. well, apparently it was some arab looking guy (no dun imagine those guys in turbans sort of things. it was jus a normal guy. jus looked arab if u get what i mean) who said his fren who was driving wasn't there and he cudnt do anythin. so fine, i went back to my fren and told the situation. but of course we din wanna wait for the guy to come back la. we both had stuffs to do. so somehow i did smth i nvr tot i'd do. i went back to the guy and asked him if i cud move the car. and he said yes. so i got in sorta put it in gear and i moved the car so my friend and i cud go off.

honestly i haf no idea where i got the boldness and the braveness to do what i did. ok maybe to others it has nth to do with braveness or boldness. and well maybe it mmg doesnt have anything to do wit it either. what i'm trying to say is, i nvr tot i wud do such a thing la. i'm not the guy to go around making frens or talking to ppl. i feel i jus cant and its not me. i dun really like meeting ppl. i wud classify myself as damn anti-social and unfriendly. i think i wud prefer to stay away from ppl. and other than that, i'm totally uncomfortable driving other ppl's cars. scared i may end up doin smth bad to it. which is y i admire ppl like Jo,Pat,Ephram,Timothy,etc who can drive other ppl's cars with no worries.

but i guess i'm changing. and i think its been a continuous change too. like constantly becomin frenlier and talking more. guess i'm sorta becomin bolder and braver somehow. well, i guess a new year means more parts of me to improve and change? haha.

well, i guess thats not the first thing i've changed for the year already. ;)

Currently Listening To: Bang The Doldrums - Fall Out Boy