It's Like A Magnet Repeling

it sucks to know that no matter what, i will always be the last to know abt anything.

somehow, it's like it's always like i don't need to know.

whether it's close friend or not, i will always be the last to know.


why??

do i give out some sort of aura that says, "oh ben shouldn't/doesn't need to know abt this."


damnit why can't i know.


it's always like that.

i need to figure out what about me makes ppl not tell me anything. hmm

Currently Listening To: Dirty Little Heart - Lostprophets