A Bit Unfair Don't You Think?

this is jus a rant. i was pissed off so i needed to type to lepas geram. dun bother reading if ure gonna be affected.

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why is it i'm not allowed to mess up?

why am i not allowed to be you?

why are you the one who can have the 'fun'?

why when i do then i get persecuted?

i told you i've changed. and yes, i'm now gonna say ure one of the causes for it.

so why do u expect me to be the same person?

why should this time be any different than all the other times b4? what makes ur words any different this time? u urself know u made all ur words unbelievable. so why be pissed at me for not believing you? i know that prob whatever u been saying to me has been said to other ppl b4. what makes this any different?

actions speak louder than words.

i don't owe u anything so i don't have to believe ur words. yet, u feel i shud jus cuz ure supposed to change. u've said that b4 and became worse. so no thx to believing ur words.

and now u give me crap for becoming just like you? wow that's just so fair.

why should i give you anything that matters when you couldn't, didn't and wouldn't want to? instead all you did was make me feel worse. and you don't even want to fix it and u want things back to how it was?

u say it doesn't matter and it doesn't mean a thing. if that were true, it wudn't be so hard. i'm not the only one thinking this.

words mean shit. seriously.

and i can't believe u call that as staying. what. the. fuck.

and don't expect me to be who i was. he's gone the day he realised being him was just pointless as ppl will jus keep using him.

things change.

Currently Listening To: When I Get Home, You're So Dead - Mayday Parade