The Piles Just Pile

Shit just got real

Bad Boys 2

*k u know la what i wanna put here*

haih. i just realised i have no clue at all abt what's going on in Math. like totally clueless. i have no idea whats happening. i can't do the Math tutorial questions at all. like can't at all. :( it really is depressing thinking abt the upcoming test knowing i won't be able to solve anything. haih.

and it's really annoying having a head full of thoughts. it seriously makes me look anti-social. i mean i can just walk past ppl i know just ucz my head is too caught up in it's many crazy and worrying thoughts. and then when i just walk past them, the ppl will then think i'm purposely ignoring them. then the next time i actually see them, they will ignore me back. haih. i didn't purposely not notice you! :(

haih. i guess cuz of my thinking also i'm anti-social la. i mean, whats the point of talking to people when you know that half way through their talking you're gonna end up zoning out and thinking about all the stuffs that is bothering you. and like i did mention in the previous post long time ago, i have a short attention span. so i don't really listen to ppl. plus this thinkin thing makes it worse. but really been fixing that. and i think there's improvement. hmm.

and maybe thats why i choose to be in my room so much. like stay away from ppl. and maybe thats why i'm not so talkative. cuz i think too much. haih. who would have known that thinking would have caused problems. :(

ben is anti-social. :(

see la. i knew it. kan i dah said in like 3 previous posts. once happy must be emo again. and just as soon as i said it it happens la. wonderful. ish.

emo. :(

Currently Listening To: Tears Don't Fall -Bullet For My Valentine