One More Sad Song

i have so much to say. but i'm just so lazy to say what i've been up to. and maybe some things i shouldn't say. so it's probably best to just guess what i'm up to. it's safer.

so here's to my 300th post. and i've got a gr8 nice slow emo song. beautiful i must say.

Sober

And I don’t know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing’s real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it’s never really over

And I don’t know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won’t worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I’m still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It’s never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months and I still am

Three months and it’s still harder now
Three months I’ve been living here without you now
Three months yeah
Three months I hurt

Three months and I’m still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

Kelly Clarkson

maybe this emo song is prob why i'm emo now too?

who knows.


anyway, here's to the best American Idol.


Currently Listening To: One More Sad Song - The All-American Rejects