Regrets

how i hate myself. i hate myself for being so damn selfish and the biggest hypocrite in the whole world.

i'm really sorry. i wish i cud take back all i did that hurt u. u sh nvr haf gone through such pain. everytime i look at u now i know u deserve so much better. but i cant let u go. u mean too much for me to let go.

i'd give anything to have u stay.

anything to take back what i said.

anything to take back that damned day where i acted on my stupid anger.

anything to go back to how we were.


now i know how regret feels like. n i know that day is my most regretful day in my whole life. nothing hurts as bad. i wish i didn't live to see that day. i wish it cud be erased.

but it nvr can. some wounds go too deep to heal.

n i caused it.

i'd give anything to be normal again.

i'm sry.

for the hurt i've caused.

for the words i've said.

for my fake self.

for not loving u the way i should.

for blaming you when it has always been my fault.

for making u feel bad.

for acting like a jerk.

but please know.

I Love You.

and i always will.

Always.

='(

Currently Listening To: Always - blink-182